History In Da Makin'

2006-06-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

14 weeks have passed! And how these 14 weeks have just flown by.

I used to hate booking in to SAFTI MI every week, or every other week for that matter cuz we'd always be confined anyway. After 14 weeks, Tango Wing has been more than just a second home for me, it's where all my friends are. I sorta dint wanna book out today, knowing that i'll never get to return to Tango Wing as a cadet of Tango Platoon 2 anymore. Service Term is over, it's just flown by, especially the last few weeks. And everyone's splitting up into Armoured Infantry, Infantry, Signals and Combat Engineers(that's where i'll be).

Guess it's just a part of life in the army isnt it? Every time when we bond really well they have to split us up. And we didnt get the chance to say goodbye to our instructors either.

I'll miss my platoon. Im so glad LTA Dinesh convinced me to stay in OCS on the first day when i wanted to transfer to SISPEC instead. I dare say i've met the best of friends i could ever have in my platoon. Looking back over the past 14 weeks, Im glad ive come this far. And i doubt i could have done it without the guys who kept pushing me on whenever i wanted to quit. 21 more weeks in Pro Term, in a totally new environment, without the faces you're used to seeing every day will possibly be a nightmare. And im still puzzled on how i ended up in Combat Engineers.

The finale for Service Term was yesterday morning's 23km route march. 29km actually. And i finally got that 3rd white bar. The senior bar. And i can finally wear the white admin shorts with the white admin shirt. Everyone looks so senior. The junior wings came in 3 days ago. They look so funny. 'Aeronautical' jockey caps, over-enthusiasm, and other stuff. I guess we were like that when we first came in too.

I will miss my buddy. Definitely. Talk cock king.

I will miss my gay buddy. lol. [Yuck!]

I will miss 'section five', a.k.a. the MOS gang. Never met such fun people before.

I'll probably even miss my troublesome SAW 09 rifle. lol.

The only thing i'll probably not miss is the LONG LONG hours of area cleaning prior to each bookout. It was 7 hours long today. Supposed to book out at 3pm and ended up booking out at 10pm.

Guess it's off to Brunei next week. 10 days. What a way to start the Pro term.

2006-04-23T02:43:00.000+08:00

5 LONG weeks have passed in OCS so far. Havent blogged for real long too now that im forced to keep a journal in there. Forced mind you.

Anyway, training's tough. But fun too. Getting used to the life the discipline the food the pay and everything else. Just done with the much dreaded section field camp and got many injuries, including 7 abrasions, a bruised knee, and tens of thousands of mosquito bites.

Johnson is not in Tango Wing with me anymore! Ah. He got posted to Air Wing after the first 2 weeks. Idiot ah leave me alone in here.

Havent seen so many of my friends in so long. Like Joel and CC, and my school friends, and i miss SCHOOL. Believe it or not.

A funny thing is that my platoon has 4 VJC soccer players, all of whom i played against in the final of last year's soccer tournament. Reunion of rivals? And so that makes a total of 6 soccer players in my platoon. Everyone's damn fit in here. 12 pull ups is lousy and everyone runs below 10 minutes. And of course having a 2 man bunk is cool but i rather have a 12 man bunk. More bonding.

Oh Well, saw this somewhere.

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.(i didn't say the qns out loud la. like that'll make a diff. so retarded)

How does the world see me?
Hilary Duff - Our Lips Are Sealed. wow thats nice. dumb shit.

Will i have a happy life?
Liz Phair - Why Cant I? Oh shit. Kinda goes eh.

What do my friends really think of me?
Ashlee Simpson - Boyfriend. Kana lah! Are you retarded?

Do people secretly lust after me?
Black Eyed Peas - Dont Lie . This is getting really stupid. I think the music player is playing tricks.

How can I make myself happy?
Velvet Revolver - Set Me Free. Wahahaha. Dumb.

What should I do with my life?
Savage Garden - I Knew i Loved You. No Comments.

Will I ever have children?
Hanson - Penny and Me. Who the hell is Penny?!

What is some good advice for me?
Busted - Sleeping With The Light On. Wth. How to sleep like that.

How will I be remembered?
Five For Fighting - Superman. Wahahaha. Serious bo?

What is my signature dancing song?
Rihanna - Pon De Replay. Hahahaha. Hey ChungChi i thought THIS is your favorite song not mine? hahaha.

.What do I think my current theme song is?
Ray J - If I Had One Wish. Coooooool.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You. Awwwww...

What song will play at my funeral?
Liam Lynch - United States of Whatever. Shit man. Of all times to play this song you stupid music player.

What type of men/women do I like?
Simple Plan - Perfect. This is getting really weird. hahaha.

What is my day going to be like?
50 cent - In Da Club. Now thats more like it. Haha. Finally its done.

Try it lah. See what stupid songs your music player tries to play. I'll be back when i can. =)

2006-03-20T06:14:00.000+08:00

it's the beginning of a long journey. i dont wanna go back to camp. This song and Nickelback's Far Away are just so true.
TRADEMARK - ONLY LOVE
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
You may not know this, but this 19 day confinement is gonna kill me. and then the 9months. I cant bear to go to camp with you left behind. I love you dear.
and i admit im scared....
and i feel like crying again..
especially when i listen to Nickelback's Far Away.

2006-03-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! I havent blogged in over a month! So many things to write so little time.

The past month(and a few days) has been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. One month (and a few days) ago, i was just recovering from my high fever. The blood test results eventually revealed i had Myco-Plasma-Pneumonia which lead to my prolonged high fever. Lucky never OOT ah. lol.

Throughout my long ATTN C and the remainder of BMT, I discovered there were people who actually sincerely cared and bothered to help me despite the rigourous schedule they had to adhere to themselves. To these people, thanks ALOT for helping me catch up again. Wasnt easy trying to catch up from the back.

9th February 2006. The day i was officially off my MC and thrown back into the fray in Tekong. Lol, as expected i brought MORE tidbits and drinks in cuz the guys were midway through their 16 day confinement and the snacks were almost all finished. Suddenly being thrown back into the fray wasnt easy for me for physically and mentally. After all, i was out for 14 days without physical training and tekan-ing, inclusive of the long CNy break. I was very happy to see all my platoon mates again. Beats having to stay home all day.

9th Feb also marked the day where time SEEMED to speed up in Tekong. There was SO much catching up for me to do. Day One in Tekong and i had to take my Technical Handling (TH) test, Stripping/Assembling Rifle Test and go for Lessons ONE TO EIGHT at the IMT. The guys would usually have 2 lessons at a go shooting about 8 magazines in total but in my case, having misses the last 3 lessons, i had to re-sit all 8 lessons at a go, firing a total of 34 magazines. I remember i got scolded by the guy there cuz i kept aiming way off target. Of course lah, i dint even know how to take aim. I was a Bobo Shooter.

Day 2 wasnt much slack either. Given my status as a 'Day 2' i wasnt supposed to be involved in any strenuous physical activities. Yet i insisted on taking my IPPT that day. Actually i took the IPPT that day for fear that i had to stay back the following weekend just to do the IPPT. haha. Anyway, i got silver. One pull up short of a gold. Wasted. Then right after that i had to go for IMT lesson 9. Stupid.

Oh yah and it was real dumb walking around with my tag stating that i was suffering from 'Respitatory Problems'. Note the spelling.

Day 3 was FIELD CAMP. 3 days in and i had to go for field camp. I pity Alvin. Just before we set off for the 8km Route March to the campsite he had high fever and had to be sent home. 8km route march for me was HELL. Suddenly wasnt used to carrying loads on my back and having to sing and keep in step.

We only had a 6 day field camp instead of the usual 7 day field camp. I think cuz it was rumoured that our A level results would be released on our 7th day of field camp so the officers had to pack 7 days worth of programmes into 6 days and it wasnt very good either. It meant the schedule was really packed and we were rushing ALL the time. On the whole, field camp was a really good experience. Im surprised i managed to get through the 6 days especially with a HUGE LIABILITY sleeping next to me. Kiddin. My patience finally ran out during field camp cuz of my buddy. It sucked having to build a 2-men tent on my own cuz he dint know how to put in the tent pins. It also sucked cuz he snored like a wild boar. And when he dint snore he was talking to himself. And it also sucked cuz i had to responsible for him, being his buddy. But glad its over. Just feel kinda bad now that i was scolding him almost the whole day cuz he was blur.

We learnt how to dig our shellscrape, trench, use the latrine and even MAKE THE LATRINE. Remember the Hentak-Kaki just to flatten the grass patch? haha. We learnt to be more independent and to survive in the jungle. And it was the first time we got to fire blanks and had to use certain movement drills juz to dart between trees. It was fun. The only bad part was that we had 2 turn-outs within the 6 days. Crazy-ness. Imagine being woken up in the middle of the night by thunderflashes and having to fall in with FULL BATTLE ORDER in 2 minutes. And in my buddy's case, he unpacked almost everything from his bag the night before. So on top of packing his stuff, putting on his clothes and shoes he still had to help me tearn down the basha (which of course he didnt). After 2 minutes, hardly anyone fell in. And we got Tekan-ed like crazy while we were still half awake only. lol.

Right after field camp (and the long weekend of course) was Sit-Test. What the hell, just back from Tekong Jungle and we had to be sent straight in again for Sit-test. Sit-test plays a big part in determining whether u go to command school or not, or thats what the assessors said. Sit-test also meant sitting down and testing your patience cuz more than half of the time we were waiting. Lol. Anyway, we were all split up into many details. i was in Detail Golf. And from my platoon there was only Guohui John and Jeffery with me. Thank God my buddy was in a different detail cuz it meant NOT sharing the basha with him. haha. My new buddy for the Sit-test was a very nice and responsible guy called Kaiwei. I was assigned the role of MEDIC. Platoon Sgt Imran told the assessor that i should be given the role of medic (a.k.a very shiong job) cuz he wanted to laugh at me. Idiot. And when they gave out the jobs at random i got medic. So dumb. Especially running around in SBO with that bloody heavy and cumbersome stretcher in a field pack on your back.

Right after Sit-test was LIVE RANGE. And what the hell, i only went to the IMT centre twice while the rest went 5 times. But shooting was fun. Especially night shooting cuz the targets were HUGE and we were using tracers. Damn cool i thought. My day shooting test cocked up. V153 i HATE you. lol. V153 was the rifle i had throughout my stay in BMT. It cocked up big time during the Day Shoot. Classified as a Serious I.A. cuz the round inside had the possibility of firing on its own due to something that happened inside my gun. The OC had to come down personally to DISMANTLE my gun and remove the round, while all the other officers and recruits were forced to clear out from the firing chamber. And the whole shooting thing was delayed about 10 minutes cuz of me. Stupid gun. SO Paiseh can?

The first day of Live Range was also the day i was made Platoon IC. A huge surprise for me especially cuz the previous Platoon ICs were at least given a hint that they'll be next, while i wasnt. And i JUST came back from Long ATTN C so it was a bit of a shock. Wasnt prepared at all. But being platoon IC meant that i couldnt be the LAST to wake up anymore and that i had to keep track of time ( i usually depended on others). I was platoon IC for 10 days. Amazingly long (and sometimes frustrating when the D.I. was Sgt Huang) but i survived 3 book in/outs, 16km and 24km route march, Handgrenading , SOC and the final IPPT. Whew. Felt like giving up sometimes but thanks to Mark Hengyi Jonathan and some of the other platoon ICs, i didnt.

And then came handgrenade. Damn fun lah. Too bad we only could throw once. IVAN GUO! Waste my time know. Blind Boy. lol. Ivan threw a 'blind', a grenade which did not explode. And we had to wait 15 minutes cuz of him b4 the C4 could be put in place. Hehe.

1st March 2006. The day that i never wanted to come. Release of A level results. We were released from camp the night before to collect the results. Went to school nervous of course. Sau Mun and Benny were already called down to school for photo taking cuz they did really well. As for Luther, he dint get called so he was worried that he dint do well.. And with Luther being the smartest of the 4 of us, of course me and Johnson and Keith were worried also. We were the last few to walk to the hall. Apparently there was live screening of the results collection in LT4 where the current J2s are. I went to the hall and for some reason Mrs Chong kept smiling at me. Freaky can? I went to sit with my classmates at the left side of the hall. Saw so many nervous and anxious faces. Ms Lai said there were 86 straight A students. And each one had to go up to stage to colect the result slip. I thought Luther and Johnson would be somewhere in there so I took a nap first. I was dozing off when a few names after Johnson's name came MY name. Shocked lah can? Joel woke me up and I went up to the stage and took the results and when i sat back down i was still in a shock. Luther got A A A too. So did Johnson. and ME. Up there with the smarties for ONCE. Im still in a shock even after 2 weeks actually.

Some probably would say i dint deserve it cuz i was still getting O F F during mid-years but u guess studying with Luther Keith and Johnson did pay off in the end. They pushed me to study even when i wanted to give up or lag behind. Thanks loads guys. It's really been a miracle for me cuz i was just aiming to get B B C at most, and i got A A A instead. =D

Back to camp. and the 24km Route march. It was fun but hell at some points when we got damn shagged. But he all got damn high as approached the finishing point. Motivation. Finished the route march with 6 abrasions. Unbelievable siah.

7th March 2006. The day we were waiting for finally came.
In the morning we had a mass area cleaning session, making the bunk area clean for the next intake which were due to come in on the 9th of March. Some of us had to go for FFI and missed most of the area cleaning. I cleaned my beloved ground floor toilet for the last time with Guohui Kelvin ChinHao and YuZhi. Went back up and packed everything, changed into the smartest 4 and went downstairs. As we walked down the stairs I told Kelvin Li that this would be the last time ever we walked down the stairs, and the last time we would see the bunk we slept in for 2 months. Kinda sad feeling actually, but happy to POP lah. The POP went quite smoothly just that the Guest-of-Honor took so long for the inspection and speech and the prize presentation ceremony that my right hand went numb just by holding the muzzle. Felt good to POP cuz it meant the last of Tekong too. Sigh. If only she were there to watch my POP i'd have been so much happier. Was jealous of all my other friends whose girlfriends came to watch them POP. Sigh. Anyway we took lotsa photos after that and finally we left Tekong.

And i cant seem to load them up.

2006-02-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

I miss you so much. You know that?
And it hurts cuz im not gonna get to talk to you for the next 9 days.
And i hardly got to message/call you the past 2 days.

but i understand.

I just miss you alot.

2006-02-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

2006-02-07T08:52:00.000+08:00

If you're wondering why im still here, it's cuz my bloody fever hasnt cleared. And im worried. What kind of fever lasts for 7 days?

And if you're wondering how many times i've seen the doctor and how many types of medicine i have, I've seen the doctor 6 times, and i have 27 different types of medicine.

I went for a blood test yesterday. First time drawing blood was so painful. Cuz i laughed and the muscles contracted and OUCH! The doctor took out so much blood. One BIG syringe to fill up 2 full vials and he threw away the rest of the blood. So wasted. Can donate to blood donation drives you know? The first blood test says i have some sort of bacterial infection which hasnt been cleared yet. The second test for micro-plasma-pneumonia isnt back yet and should be back today.

I bought a whole lot of food for the whole platoon. Remember i said i'd go back to Tekong that day? I DID go back. I took the 0720 ferry there BUT got sent home on the 1730 ferry cuz my MC hadnt run out yet and they couldnt let me stay in the camp. I wanted to stay so much and begin my catching up but they just wouldnt let me. And it was one big admin mess cuz i had to book in and book out on the same day. Now i have a HUGE shit of catching up to do. One whole week's worth. How am i gonna catch up? Sigh. Well i just hope this stupid fever clears in time so i wont get sick again during field camp.

Shannon told me the guys are shaving their heads today, which means i;'ll have to cut hair on my own.

Believe it or not, I rather be in Tekong now. Im already halfway through BMT and i DO NOT want to re-bmt or have to do some mad catch up. I read an article that day about Louis Saha being ashamed cuz he was out with injury for so long. Though my sickness isnt a year like his, its still a WEEK. And in the context of BMT its 11% of the time. I think i'll be kinda ashamed when i go back there. I dont want to be sick. It's not fair to my platoon mates who have to go thru all the shit, and especially my section mates cuz during area cleaning they have to clean the area under my bed and around it, while im at home and there's nothing i can do about it though i really wanna go back and help.

Sigh.

Got embroiled in a HUGE debate yesterday on whether i should go back camp today or not. The proposition, ME. And the opposition, my parents. I told them id prefer to return to camp today cuz i would be missing out alot. But they kept insisting that i recover first. Oh well, and then they had to go out and left me to decide whether i was gonna go back to camp or not. And she got angry with me yesterday too. =( And she joined the opposition too.

If you're wondering why im still here, the opposition won. Duh.

Called Sgt Halin today cuz i told him i was very worried i couldnt catch up. He said something encouraging, which i dint really expect cuz i thought my extended MC would cause more trouble for them. But nonetheless, he told me not to worry. Guess i wont, i'll just be ashamed. =X

2006-02-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

Why why why! Why am i STILL here? i was due back in camp this morning by 0730 and im still here!

Sigh. My fever went up AGAIN last night. Back up to above 38.0 and by morning i was too weak to even get out of bed. This just sucks. Not only am i running the risk of Re-BMT-ing cuz im out of camp, Im not even getting a bit better. Okay maybe the running nose and all is gone. But even under heavy antibiotics [those that make u eat a shitload of food after u consume them] my throat is still red.

And another new amazing record. Ive seen the doctor 5 times in 4 days in a desperate attempt to get well. And of the 5 times that i saw the doctor at the SAME clinic, i saw 4 different doctors. Different shifts in such a short space of time probably explain why. Anyway, as for today, i was referred by the doctor to Changi General Hospital (CGH) for a blood test. Firstly cuz he couldnt find anything wrong with my chest X-ray and secondly cuz the medicine, though strong, was not working. The only thing i like about being a recruit is that when you go to public hospitals and polyclinics, treatment is free. Hehe. My mum was so worried we had to fork out 75 bucks that the normal adult had to fork out juz to seek consultation by a doctor at A&E department of the hospital.

My fever MIRACULOUSLY dropped and i had a temp of 36.1 when i reached the hospital. Now im suspecting the thermometers at home are either overused and not showing the correct reading, or ran out of memory space and keeps showing the previous few readings. Turns out that neither of my predictions were correct cuz i remembered that i took panadol before going to the doctor. Anyway, the doctor at the hospital made me take ANOTHER x-ray instead of the blood test. ANOTHER X-ray. 2 X-rays in 2 days. [Another record]. I doubt the doctor at the hospital actually found out what's wrong with me cuz he gave me lots of medicine for general flu and another 3 days of MC. And that covers until Monday. How i wish i was still in school. 3 days MC do come in handy. But what the hell, i rather not get the 3 day MC now. The longer i stay out of camp the higher the risk of Re-BMT-ing. It's been a total of 5 days that ive not been training, inclusive of the 3 days MC i took in camp that time. Not good. Oh yeah. weird. Everytime ive seen the doctor ive been given a different diagnosis. Upper Respiratory Throat Infection (URTI) , Chest Infection, Fever, Influenza and URTI again. Shit.

I heard from Ivan that ive missed SOC in long 4, and IMT training (shooting) today. Both of which i'll have to do make up. So i cant afford to skip another few days. Think its IPPT training tmr or something. Lets hope ill get well faster, be able to catch up with the rest, go back into camp, and you wont see another blog entry tomorrow. =PpP

My mum and dad remain insistent that i use up my 3 days of MC given by CGH. Yeah io do want to get better but...[links back to the top]

Sigh i hate being on MC. Not only cant i go back to camp, im forced to stay home as well. And that means i can hardly see her. Feel so freaking useless lah. What;s the use of getting and MC and staying in singapore? I cant see her anyway, its not much different from Tekong. And this is killing me more cuz im so close yet so far from her. Sigh. And useless too cuz i guess she feels bored. And there;s nothing much i can do about it. =( Feels even worse that she goes out with someone else and i cant go with her instead cuz im stuck at home.

Did i mention that i hate the 4th of every month? Just so happens that im always sick on the 4th.
4th December 2005 - Gastric Flu
4th January 2006 - Some stupid stomach problem that prevented me from eating at Fish& Co with Keith John Lut etc.
4th February 2006 - Im stuck here lah! Bloody fever.

[Oh my. It's really been so long since i last saw Keith Luther Shauna SauMun. The onyl person ive seen often enough is John]

Coincidentally, it's also the 4th of every month (well this year maybe), that i feel so torn up. Sigh. Shan't go into detail abt last month's. As for this month, ive been feeling miserable all day. And im still waiting for your sms. =(

2006-02-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

How appropriate. My current favorite song. No surprise, its by Nickelback again. Heard it over the radio just now.

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case theres just one left
Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming youll be with me
and youll never go
Stop breathing if
I dont see you anymore

On my knees, Ill ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, Id withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
Id give it all
Id give for us
Give anything but I wont give up
Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming youll be with me
and youll never go
Stop breathing if I dont see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause Im not leaving
Hold on to me
and never let me go

2006-02-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today's Day 6 of 6. Hey. What am i doing here?!

Okay fine. Im on MC. For today and tomorrow cuz i still, yes, STILL have a fever (continuous for 4 days) ,( and total for 2 weeks), and a chest infection, which if doesnt clear by tmr i gotta go back for a medical review. So im only going back to camp on Saturday morning.

Im gonna sleep soon. The medicine's drowsy. Stupid medicine. It's made me drowsy all day long. And its not making me much better. The cough's so irritating. And the running nose, well maybe thats the only thing that has stopped.

The other guys in the bunk are probably:

1) calling/ msging in secret
2) sleeping
3) scratching their balls under their blanket.

Option 2 is usually the rarity. Anyway, for me it's gonna be option 2 tonight. im damn sleepy.

Goodnight!

2006-02-01T11:18:00.000+08:00

Day 5 out of 6.

Kinda fast isnt it? This CNY break hasnt rreally been a break at all. Fell sick. been having fever for 2 days now. The highest temp recorded being 39.6 and the lowest being 38.3! how the hell am i gonna go back to camp tomorrow?! ah.

I havent felt this sick since the National Day break last year. Sigh......

2006-01-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

Im back. 3rd book out already and its already the end of january. How time seems to fly. *Though inside it seems like so long lah* But come to think of it, Ive cleared 3 weeks of Army. Or how Kelvin would count it, 33.33333% of BMT.

We've got a 6 day break for this Chinese New Year Period. But in exchange, the next time we book back in, we'll be confined for 16 days. yes. 16 days. But like Platoon Sergeant Imran ( or was it Sergeant Faisal) said, we should just enjoy the 6 days of CIVILIAN life first, and not think about army for the time being. Well, im going back in on 2nd Feb at 2030hrs. But with my theory that time on Singapore's mainland passes twice as fast as Tekong time, 2nd Feb will come real soon.

Im more or less accustomed to army life now i guess. Used to being tekan-ed, used to having to rush, and used to having to shout. Army life isnt easy. But if you take everything on with a positive attitude (quoted from ZhongQin) then it wouldnt seem so difficult after all.

Oh yes, our section (Viper 4 Section 1) has a section journal. It's more or less like a diary where everyone gets a turn to write in there. Im the writer of 'the Tekong Times' lol.

Everyday is repetitive in the army. Recently, the lights out timing was switched from 2230hrs to 2215 hrs. So revelle time is 0515 and fall in time is 0525hrs. My section usually wakes up at 445am. Unbelievable right? Even going to school last time i dint have to wake up this early. And its a miracle ive changed from heavy sleeper to light sleeper in a period of 3 weeks. Initially i was usually the second last (the last being Ivan of course) to get out of bed. Even with all the alarm clocks, smacking and shouting i couldnt get up. (Imagine Ivan). Nowadays im usually the first few to wake up. Trained i guess. My buddy's alarm clock is so bloody loud. Oh yes. And ivan is still the last to wake up.

We usually fall in around 520am then march to the Cookhouse for breakfast. I only like breakfast on Thursdays. Western breakfast. On other days, you get Char Kway Teow (with no ingredients) or Fried Rice (from the leftover rice the day before surely). The morning breakfast beverage is VERY important. Somehow for me it's the catalyst for me to shit. Hehe. After eating we march back to Viper company. Usually we try to leave the place by 6am. Cuz thats when all the other companies start to come in for breakfast and its hard to march out. haha. We have to draw our rifles when we gget back and lock them in the cupboard. Good thing im in Bed 3 of Section 1, which means im the third to run up to the bunk on the 5th floor. There;s usually a mad rush to get to the bunks after drawing of rifle. The reason? Everyone needs to shit. Hehe. And if you dont get up there fast, you'll end up queuing for the cubicle, with the shit right at the end of the anus. Oh yeah we have 8 cubicles, but only 3 have working flushing systems. And of the 3, only 1 is the toilet bowl. The other 2 cubicles are squatters with pee all over the place.

The rest of the day is filled with activities til around 8pm. I dislike PT sessions. Actually the PT sessions are FUN and SHORT. It's just the warm up sessions before each PT that takes up so much time and energy. Before you even get to the actual exercise, you have to complete 10 exercises : Bend & Reach, Rear Lunge, High Jumper, Rower, Forward Lunge, Windmill, Prone Roll, Bend Leg Body Twist , Push Ups and Movement Drills. And usually all this comes with additional 100 push ups cuz some others dont wanna move fast and dont wanna cooperate with the instructor. So the actual activity is rather short. Strength Training has to do with weights and medicine balls, AGR has to do with endurance running, IPPT Training has to do with the individual IPPT Stations, 30:60 has to do with sprints, Basic Close Combat Training(BCCT) has to do with Punches, Kicks, Elbow Strikes, Knee Jabs etc. And of course, Standard Obstacle Course(SOC) involves obstacles like Jacob's Ladder , low rope etc. We usually have 3 activities a day at least. Oh and of course, there's Swim. For all Tekong divers aka non-swimmers. Personally i like BCCT. It's fun.

Usually by 8 or 9 we'll be split up into individual platoons already. On a good day, we get E-Mart and Canteen Breaks. On bad days, we get additional PT, Stand by Area, Stand by Bed, Stand by Universe and worse, Super Standby.

This week was kinda short actually. On Monday, there was SOC, AGR and one more activity i forgot. Monday night i had fever. 38.4 degrees lah. Was already feverish when i booked in and the temperature rose even higher. The first activity on Tuesday morning was Gym Training, and during warm up i was seeing stars. Almost fainted siah. Decided to report sick and went to see the MO(Medical Officer) at the Medical Centre. The time there was crap man. Waited close to an hour just to get a queue number and a further 2 hours to see the MO. And when i finally did, the consultation lasted 15 seconds. I seriously wonder what the MOs do behind closed doors when they are not consulting patients.

15 seconds.
*I walked into the room*
Me: Good afternoon Sir.
MO: Name? Company?
Me: Recruit Denzil Kiang from Viper Company.
MO: Whats wrong with you?
Me: I have flu, fever and this morning while training i had chest pains and....
MO: Okay i give you something for the flu. Next!
*I walked out of the room*

What the hell lah. Dint even check properly then give medicine. I got 3 days MC. So i was on Attn B (fit for light duties) from Tuesday to Thursday. Poor YuQian. He had to see the MO cuz his rifle fell out of his cupboard while changing and it landed on his foot. According to the rest there was alot of blood in the bunk. So he was walking around with a bandaged toe for the rest of the week.

Wednesday there was this Grenade Assault Course thing. I was on Attn B and dint actually have to participate but i got in the WRONG group while falling in and ended up going thru the full course instead of just observing. Leopard Crawl is damn tiring lah.Especially cuz i couldnt breathe properly.

Thursday was our first trip to IMT. Was the simulated indoor shooting thingy. Kinda fun lah but i got a problem. Right master hand Left master eye. Cocked up lah. So in the end i was trying to use my right eye to aim. And i couldnt keep my right eye open while closing the left one so i failed the practise. Stupid lah. Thursday was actually my turn to write 'The Tekong Times' but the journal wasnt with me so i wrote halfway only. Thursday was out first Stand by Bed. Disaster. My cupb oard was not faulted! haha! But they counted punishments as a section and in the end we all had to do 50 push ups straight.

Friday was quite a slack day i should say. Massive spring cleaning aka Super Standby. My section and a few others were dragged by Sergeant Faisal to clean the CSM Bunk tpilets. As Zhongqin said, its really such an irony. The CSM keeps stressing bout discipline, hygiene etc yet their toilet is worse than a coffeeshop toilet. Cigarette buds eveyrhwre, pee on the floor, blackened walls, pubic hair everywhere and i mean everywhere. How the hell does pubic hair get on the door handle and the side of the mirror?!?! And we were made to clean up after them. WTF lah. Cant they clean up after themselves. I finally appreciate cleaning the ground floor toilet! It's so much cleaner! Hero of the day was Zhongqin lah! He used his bare hands to remove the CLUMP of pubic hair that was blocking the drainage. * And straight after that we went for dinner lah* Oh yes. there was something real amusing at the staircase near the CSM bunk.

There was a sign that read "NO ENTRY TO MALES BEYOND THIS POINT. BY ORDER" and there was barbed and concertina wires all along the stairs after that which led to the female bunk on the 3rd floor. Damn dumb lah. hahaha..

Saturday was book out day. Home Sweet Home for 6 days. Met up with my sec school friends at night! So long havent seen them. Haha. And Reid and Weiyang wanna migrate just to avoid NS. haha.

2006-01-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

11 days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand push ups have made me tougher
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

I'm here (in Tekong) without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

__________________________________________

Im back! Finally its the 22th of January. I've been through the 'Orientation Period' of my 9 week stay in BMTC (Viper) and i think things will get tougher.
I was enlisted on the 5th and actually came out for 24 hours on the 9th. and then on the 10th it was back to camp. Grr..Imagine being stuck on a faraway island for 11 days. I dont really like army life. I find it too weird. I mean, i rather have the civilian life where i can do what i want where i want and when i want. There's no TV no music no family no her no everything. The only thing there is is other Recruits, and push ups.

Im sick. Been having fever on and off for the past 3 days. Sigh. My whole section is sick as well. Started from Bed 1 and slowly it spread through the section. I think only Alvin is still fighting fit. Oh yeah. The 12 of us in Section 1 Platoon 4 of Viper Company are much closer now i think. As compared to when we first came in of course. True enough, army is a place you meet all sorts of people. Have to say though, that I can get along with almost everyone in my section i guess. Take note of the word 'almost'. Hehe. Lemme see. There's the RED UNDERWEAR guy Zhongqin, super neat YewHua, DJ me, Blur king YouShen, Drills pro Alvin, Abrasion King Gervinn, Mr Nice Guy YuQian, super quiet guy Wei Lun, magician Justin, Sex maniac ivan, Crazy frog Kelvin and King of vulgarities Stanley. All in bed order. im in bed 3. Which is right smack in the centre of the bunk which is the coldest place.

Everyday in Tekong seems to pass so slowly. Though ive only been in there for 2 weeks it seems like 2 years already. And even worse, you tend to lose contact with the outside world once you're in there. I mean, there's absolutely no news of whatever happens outside. No soccer news either. The only news you get is through the radio which is brought. And im supposedly the radio Dj of my section cuz i have a radio. -_- . Training's quite tough. They're like training us to be perfect soldiers or something. Ahhh..I dont really like waking up at 5am everyday and sleeping at 1030pm. It's just weird.

There was one day our Platoon was caught for not sleeping after Lights Out and all of us were punished the next day. And push ups are their favorite in there lah. My arms can hardly take it. I usually cant hold in the push up position for more than a minute and i dont know why either.

I failed my first IPPT cat. Why? Cuz i did 10 pull ups and onlt 4 were counted. Hey its not that i cant do. In there you have to fully straighten your arms when you do pull ups. and mine is seriously straightened to the max yet its not counted. Think i have to find another way to do the pull ups. The other stations were still alright i guess. Was kinda surprised by my 2.4km timing cuz i havent ran in over 6 months.

On the plus side, i passed my First Aid test and Camoufluage test. Failed swimming though. Im an official Tekong diver cuz i cant swim. haha. Lol. i learnt CPR. and how to STRIP. Strip a rifle lah. and Assemble it. Sianz lah i can strip the rifle kinda fast by i always have problems putting it back. -_- . Hmmm. Ive learnt to eat fast and shit fast too. Well i guess you have to do everything fast. So far the maximum Personal Admin time we've had is 15 minutes. And that includes time the Bathe, Wash Clothes, Keep clothes, Brush and Floss teeth, call/msg loved ones and then sleep. Crazy right? Sigh.

And yes. Im the GroundFloor Toilet I/C. Stupid job lah. Washing toilets. Good thing the other toilet cleaners are nice and cooperative people so we end up doing a good job most of the time. The worse time was when the toiletbowl was clogged with Shit. SHIT. oh no. the worse time was when some idiot shitted on the floor and we had to to clean up. And the urinals must not have any pubic hair a.k.a. cock hair.

We have to drink lotsa water everyday. Water parade. And our platoon motto is 'We live on the 5th floor. Wooooooo'. Seriously, living on the 5th floor is more troublesome then beneficial. The only benefit is when u dry your clothes, they dry faster. The wetness of our clothes drips onto other platoon's clothes. Hehe. And its troublesome cuz everytime they ask you to change from one attire to another, we have to run up to the 5th floor, change, then run back down. Somehow, despite the disadvantage of living on the 5th floor we always end up being the first platoon to fall in, changed and ready.

Ive kinda lost my voice. I been shouting so much. Sometimes i feel like giving up in army. I mean, even though i put in 100% for every training, shout like crazy and do things fast, even trying to push the rest, we still get punished. Sigh. It's kinda obvious that not EVERYONE shouts during songs and other things, so why should i continue to try give my best? And im tyring my best to give my best so i'll stay out of trouble.

I miss home and I miss her. I dont want to go back to camp. It's always the same feeling. I want to spend more time with them. I seriously do. When i come out of army i'll be 20 close to 21. Somehow i dont feel like growing up.

Oh yes. KUMAR is our platoon's mascot. Good thing there's another 2 MJc people in my platoon. The other is Shannon. Shannon likes Platoon Sergeant Imran. hehe.

2006-01-05T10:33:00.000+08:00

In about 4 hours time, I'll be making my step up from a normal 18 year old guy to a man-in-training. lol. Im going to army in 4 hours time.

But i got no time to blog. Update in 14 days. haha. I gotta go cut my hair! See ya!

GET WELL SOON LUTHER! diarrhoea boy.

2005-12-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

4 hours of sleep. 3 hours of squash. 2 great friends. 1 very tired but not sleepy person.

That sums up today.

Cocolatte. Never heard of the place nor its location prior to this, but still i wont regret going. It was fun. Supposed to meet at 720 at Plaza Singapura but we ended up going to the club only bout 4 hours later. Thanks to changed meeting times, Luther's dinner, and the long wait for the taxi. $14 bucks was alright i guess. There were 9 people in all i think. Me, Luther Keith, Melvin, Saumun Shauna Josephine and Josephine's friend. Oh and Adrian. lol. At least this place was better than ChinaBlack. Hardly can move in ChinaBlack, but here at least u can move your feet and there was space for Keith to do his pole dancing. hehe. We bought 4 jugs of beer and 2 jugs of housepour. Good thing got the happy hour thing. Mel and i drank about 3 quarters each of the 2 jugs of housepour. LOL. But still felt okay. Unlike Lut. Drink abit whole face red. The guys werent really dancing at first, with the exception of Adrian. That was until we tried to get luther onto the dancefloor and all of us ended up dancing. And finally luther danced oso. Chicken Little dancesteps. kiddin. Think a club will only be fun if you go with a big group of people who will dare to dance. *Right Luther?*

Luther and Keith camped over at my place after that. All the way til morning. Lol Keith's quite a good instant noodle cooker, and Luther's a good tea maker and im uh. a good dishwasher?=X hahaha. We had TomYam noodles and Lipton tea for supper. Weird Combination but dont ask why. I think the weird combination for the supper together with the housepour and beer caused me to keep waking up. I slept at most 4 hours. And im tired but not sleepy now. Die lah. Insomniac already.

Oh yes. I got my phone for army today. And its free cuz i renewed the plan! Haha Samsung X-200. And im having lotsa trouble with the phone cuz im So used to Nokia phones. Still fiddling with it. Im kinda dumb i think. I saved all my contacts in the Nokia phone and now i have to manually transfer everything over cuz the Samsung one doesnt have the Copy+Paste function! ahhhhhhh. And im still at the A section. Think it'll take me days to transfer everything.

Came back home and then Alex and Johnson came over for squash. Fun siah. Was good exercise too. Especially the last match. 11 sets in all. Stupid alex got too much energy he hits the ball damn hard and u cant see where the ball is going. And Johnson likes to give those irritating balls down the wall. lol. There were some kids watching and laughing at us when we first started playing i think. Cuz alex and i kept missing the balls. Long time nv play you see. Damn i have only 5 more days to train before going to army. Scary. Then i'll be locked in for sooooooo long. Oh yeah sorry guys for pang-seh-ing u all for tennis after the squash session. =X

Tomorrow's a big dilemma. I dont know where to go tomorrow. I mean, there are things on but all the plans clash and i dont know where to go. Maybe i'll just stay home watch soccer (like chung Chi would) hehe. Im supposed to go sleep but im not sleepy. But im damn tired. And hungry. I still feel like partying somehow.

Oh yeah. SOMEBODY got scared by a BUG in the SBS BUS ystd. So comical lo. And i only made things worse by flicking the bug [originally on the pocket] onto the lap. Hahahaha. =P.

It's finally the end of the year. And it's also FINALLY somebody's birthday. Or rather, somebodies.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ENG YISHENG!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY RACHELLE!

lol.

Get well soon Glenda.=) haha.

2005-12-28T02:08:00.000+08:00

F u la! Can you bloody ask for my permission before giving my number to your friend, who to me is a complete stranger? Fuck whatever insurance stuff man. At least ask for my permission first lah. Stupid right? I dont wish to know insurance stuff and you willingly give my number to your 'friend' so he can bug me. MY number. not yours. If it's yours then thats okay. But look, it's my number and i dont know the person you gave MY number to. Okay fine im not completely against whatever insurance thing cuz i know my answer will be "No Thanks" and what not, and i dont mind helping your 'friend', but what i mind is YOU giving out MY number like it's some flyer like that. I mean, what's the use of telling me you gave my number to a stranger only AFTER you gave it to him, and then start explaining your rubbish. It's pissifying enough to have YOU bug me [when im in a bad mood], and now i have to deal with your 'friend' too. Ahhhhh..

It's been a freaking irritating week so far, scattered with good times though. One thing that irritated me alot was the ice-skating rink yesterday. Went with the special someone and it was supposed to be a happy occasion but both of us ended up getting pissed at the number of people at the rink. Such a small area and there were so many KIDS around. Worse than a playground. And there were fast skaters around also. It's so hard to avoid the kids cuz the stop and change direction and even go against the flow. And for some other inconsiderate skaters, they block the exits to the rink, and even WORSE, some skate and stop suddenly to take photos. I mean, on a less crowded day it'll be appropriate, but it's like so many other skaters behind you and you stop there it's kinda STUPID right? Fell 5 times. Hey, not bad for a noob okay? I want to go again. With the special someone. On a less crowded day.

Soccer today was irritating as well. Played for the ODAC team. First game on a permanent basis. It was fun and exciting but it was just frustrating we couldnt score. Lost 3-2 in the end. I got 4 shots on target, one at each corner and all of them were saved. And it was frustrating playing against opposition who kept wanting to pick a fight. Especially that small hairbanded, curly haired guy who whined and whined like a lil bitch. Was a hot headed game but i kept my cool. Most of the rest on the other team didnt.

Today wasnt a very good day. Sigh. =X I dont know what the future holds in store, but whatever in is, Im not gonna give up, im not gonna give in and im not gonna let a ray of doubt slip in.

And im gonna sleep soon cuz i gotta wake up early in the morning to go school to collect those award vouchers for me and the special someone.

I miss Keith and Johnson. I havent seen them in so long.

Hello Constance, if you're reading this, you HAVE completed the sprint bath successfully! Congratulations. LOL.

2005-12-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

Im bored. Hmmmm. My hands are aching for some reason or another. Dont know why.
Anyway ive been training on my pull ups. Havent had much progress though. LAst week it was 6. Thne 7 8 and 9 but it seems to have stopped at 9. zzz. Die lah. Im kinda scared of what Muhammad told me. I think im gonna die in army. Anyway, i made my army specs already.=) Oh well, they cut out the lens from my silver one and put it into this new one. haha. But i not gonna wear it til when i have to wear it! hahaha.

Oh yeah. I opened some of the presents from the Xmas Party on Sunday already. Bad boy eh? Supposed to wait until Christmas day to open it but i was tempted by the sight of like 7 presents [or was it 6] waiting for me so i opened all of them. Except the one from my parents, which i'll keep til 25th to open. hehe. Alright lah. The christmas presents are getting ordinary but it's the thought that counts i guess. I probably wont get to use any of the stuff i got this year cuz im going to army. Maybe except the socks. Damn, i dint manage to thank my relatives enough though. They were having Christmas lunch and distributing presents halfway then i went down for a swim with the special someone.=) And when i came back they were gone. Guess they just ate, got presents and went home.=X wasnt like taht last year though. Anyway, i dint distribute presents this year. As the eldest cousin i usually gave the presents out, together with my other cousin, the second oldest. This year we let the 3rd oldest do it. Been doing it for 4 years straight. hahaha.

And i still have to get Xmas presents and cards for lotsa people. I feel so stressed. I have about 3 days to go and i have no idea what to get or do. Thanks John for the help today though!

H.E.L.P.

Back to 'work'. Off.

Yay. Park Ji sung scored his first goal.

I miss her alot. And i probably cant see her til tomorrow. =(

2005-12-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

I havent blogged since a came back from Japan i think. Havent had the time to blog recently. Or maybe im just plain lazy.

It's been a long week. Somehow im still not really getting used to my old sleeping patterns. It's been way irregular since i came back. And another problem, my appetite's gone. I could eat so much im Japan and now that im back here I have no appetite to eat. Everytime i see food or think of food i feel like vomitting. Shit man. On Monday i went to Han's at the revamped Marina Square with a special person and i couldnt eat. I only had one piece of fish and then had to keep going to the toilet. Sorry=X.

Another pattern is that the stomach problem seems to be appearing every alternate day. On tuesday i was supposed to lunch with Gerald. I dint go cuz i woke up late. But the rest of the day i dint really have the stomach problem. The next day, Wednesday, the stomach problem came back. Went to play pool with Luther. Awww, how sad. He got whipped 7-2 by me. Hehe. Noob kept shooting in the black ball into the wrong pocket or both black and white balls into the same pocket. Hehe. Later went to meet the rest in town for Seoul Garden, our first meeting in about 2 weeks. Managed to give Keith Joel Luther Johnson and ChungChi their stuff. But wehn it came to the eating i couldnt eat as much as i wanted to. I felt sickly and weak and most of the time sat there watching them cook. Grr..ChungChi u still owe me $7.50 for Seoul Garden. Dont you forget.

Thursday. The stomach problem dint seem to re-occur i think. Was a home practically the whole day til i went to meet a special someone.=) Went to Orchard to check out movies but dint watch. And later when we wanted to have duck porridge at Wisma Atria food court (the new one), there was absolutely no space. i dont see whats the use of having so many stalls there when there are so little seats for the people to sit at to eat. Some inconsiderate asses barged us away at claimed the partially vacant table as theirs. Irritating. And some others placed their belongings on the seats even though no one was sitting there. I mean, others have to eat too. Why put handbags and shopping bags on the seats when others can sit there and eat too? 2 foreigners even stood up to eat. Cuz there was no space. I bet they wont be coming back to singapore anytime soon. Anyway, the initial hunger we had disappeared as we looked for vacant seats, so we went to Taka to have Takopachi. Havent eaten that in a long long time too. After eating we walked around a bit more then we went home.

Friday. And here's the reversal in the pattern. No stomach problem today. Once again, my day started at 530. Or rather, 550 today.=P Went to meet the special someone again and then went to eat dinner with a very irrtating someone. lol. We walked all over the place then finally settled down at Carl's Junior at Marina Square. first time eating. I couldnt finish. =X Neither could she.

Saturday. The longest day of the week as of yet. Woke up at 6am. YES 6am. My usual wake up time is 1pm, on average. And today was at 6am cuz i had to play soccer for Bradley's team at Ubi field against HaiSing. Having on slept 3 and a half hours the night before i dint really feel like playing. But nonetheless i went to play, gave my word to Bradley that i'll play. anyway i was deployed as a Centre-back instead of my favoured defensive midfield position, but still managed alright. The field was freaking bumpy and thus led to alot of half-clearances and mistimed kicks. Oh well, we still won 6-2 in the end. 4 goals in the first 10 minutes. I felt kinda drained after that, probably cuz of the lack of sleep and the lack of water. Anyway, went to meet the special someone again. =) That's when the stomach problem came again. seems to come when im nervous or something. Felt overheated and had to take a shower and take a nap. Then felt better. Went to play pool with her. It;s been so long since we played pool. It was the 2nd 'date' last year i remember, and that was before my soccer training. And that time i got thrashed. This time, not that badly thrashed lah. =P. Went home after that to change and then came back out to meet her, as well as L and Joel. Joel was late late late. L and i called him at least 40 times and it was the same outcome. 'The Starhub user cannot be found.' Anyway, when he finally came we went to ChinaBlack. First time clubbers in a whole new environment. It was a long night. But it was fun. L was such a whiner that night. She's a good dancer thats all i can say.

Sunday. No stomach problems. Went to meet the special someone, cuz we were supposed to register for the driving thing. What luck, we reached there and there was a big notice that said that the place will be closed on 18th December. Grr. It's usually open on Sundays. Anyway, went for a swim after that. Believe it or not, it's my first time in a swimming pool for 6 years. Dont ask why. Sunday was a fun day. Happy.

Today's monday. And by right, it's supposed to be the stomach problem day today. And i woke up this morning and had diarrhoea. Shit man. I hope my stomach doesnt cock up today. We're going to the CDC later again.

Sigh. I regret being so mean to her in the past. Im so selfish to put my studies ahead of everything else, including her. Freaking selfish. At that point of time i really dint know what to do. My studies hit rock bottom, we argued alot, and there was much time between me and the big A's. I shouldnt have treated her that way, that i dint spare a thought for her. I feel so mean, so evil to put her through all that. She doesnt deserve it. She's always been the one trying her best to cheer me up and never puts me down even though my studies took a heavy blow. Yet, i dint see that and pushed her aside. There's so much i want to say to her, but everytime i try, the words dont come out. I know that's its very hard for her to erase the past especially with the torture i put her through, but i just want her to know i dont want to hurt her again, that im wrong, and that i still love her. I dont know how to express myself but im determined to put my words into actions.

I hate myself.

2005-12-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

Im back from Japan! Still trying hard to re-adjust to Singapore time though the time difference is only an hour. Japan is an hour in front. But the main difference is not the time, its the length of day and length of night. Now i understand what that freaking bio chapter on Phytochromes is for. It's winter there, actually the start of winter so u'll see most of the trees botak. Anyway day break starts at about 6am, and night fall arrives at around 430pm. 430pm! thats like 330pm in singapore. And cuz of the following day's activities, we usually have to sleep by 10pm, or rather, 9pm Singapore time. So unlike me. I usually sleep 6 hours later!

Anyway, we stayed at Mercure Hotel in Narita City. It's like the village part of Tokyo, quite far away from Tokyo city. Trust me its better to stay in the village than in the city. It's so much more relaxed. The flight there was freaking bad. 6 hours. 2 meals. Vomit twice. -_- And it wasnt cuz of the turbulence. Must be the food. My brother and i called almost every drink on the menu except the alcoholic ones. My favorite is the Ice Chocolate. Damn nice. The flight there was through the night so by the time we reached there we were really tired. my brother and i stayed up the whole nite. he, to play Pokemon Yellow and me, watching movies. Cool lah, i managed to cover a total of 6 movies to and fro. Watched Wedding Crashers, Hitch and one other movie whose name i forgot on the way there. Good thing we stayed at Narita City which is near the airport. The shuttle bus from the airport to the hotel was about 15 minutes only. ONLY. My dad said the bus ride from the airport to Tokyo city would be around 1h30min or so.

One thing i like about Japan. The people there are really very punctual. They have fixed bus and train times. Say if the bus is scheduled to leeave at 7am, even if the bus driver gets there early, he will only leave at exactly 7am. not a minute earlier or later.

The first day was kinda wasted cuz we spent nearly the whole day catching up on sleep. But we had some sushi and went to the nearby mall after that. It is freaking cold i tell you. Especuially if there's wind. Killer siah. My mum had to wear 4 or 5 layers just to keep warm. My brother and i wore 2 layers. 2 thin layers. And we ended up going back to the room freezing. We had sushi for dinner. My dad calls in the long sushi joint. The sashimi (raw fish) is REALLy thick and long can. They give such a big slice. about 4 times the length, and 10 times the width of that served in Sakae sushi in Singapore. My dad let us drink Sakae. not used to it. The sashimi is really fresh. Later that night my dad brought my brother and i to the pub downstairs. And my dad ordered one huge mug of Asahi beer for me. One mug. Usually id die if i drink one can of Tiger beer cuz it really sucks. But this japanese beer is damn nice. Has a sweet aftertaste. I finished the whole mug + another half of my dad's mug =X. We played pool there. Damn fun to play cuz it is free and no one else was around.

The 2nd day we took the bus to Aeon Shopping complex. Was a damn big shopping complex. They had this cool guitar shop and a huge 100yen shop. My mum spent 2 hours in the 100yen shop while my brother and i walked around. The girls there are kinda cute. I mean, they got big rosy cheeks! haha. And my brother pointed out that their skirts were really short. Damn short. Their jacket practically covered their skirt then from far it looks like thye not wearing skirt. Wonder how they survive the cold. My brother made fun of them and whenever we saw them he'd go 'F.C.B.T.T' . And that stands for 'Frozen Ch** B*e Thunder Thighs' lol. Anyway, they have nice eyes too. And most of them are taller than the average Singapore girl. JOEL! next time go to japan. You'll go crazy.

Day 3 was a day of adventure. We went for this Gray line tour. It's actually a tour to Mt. Fuji and some other part. The tour starts from Tokyo City so we had to wake up bloody early [5am] in oder to ctach the 645 train to the city cuz the tour started at 9. good thing we left at 645. The train ride alone was 90 minutes long and the train was packed even though it was the early morning train. Imagine standing from one station to a station far far away. Crazy siah. Oh yes, the distance between stops is super long can. I mean, the train can go without stopping for 15 mionutes at a go siah. The next problem was when we reached Tokyo station. For those who might find Dhoby Ghaut station confusing, check this out. Tokyo station is like a HUGE interchange, between around 25 lines of trains. And the area to walk is damn big oso lah. to transfer from one line to another you can walk from one end of the station to the other. aroun 30 minutes?

One more thing i like bout em. The Japanese are so polite and so helpful. I mean, even though they may be in a rush, they bother to stop and give you directions and actually bring u to the place u are looking for. Ask anyone in Singapore they probably ignore u or wave you aside.

The tour to Fuji was long long long. My brother and i were damn pissed by this other tourist. Apparently he's Singaporean and he's an avid golfer and a big fucker as well. Absolutely no respect for the tour guide or for Japan. Was full of himself and kept talking on the phone. Tlak softly never mind. From the front of the bus can hear him and he was sitting at the back of the bus. Freaking childish oso. He'a around 45 at least and still behaving like a kid. I tripped him as he got off the bus and he fell and i couldnt bother giving a shit. He told the whole world to come to Singapore for holiday but he's such a disgrace to Singapore. Good thing he had his group of about 10 friends with him. If he were alone or in asmaller group i bet Japanese mafia would have killed him. lol. Fucker.

After mt fuji the tour took us to a Cable car where we went up the mountain and it was freezing up there. There was this black eggs thing which we ate. And later we got to take a pirate ship across a lake. Freezing i tell your. Dont venture onto the top deck unless you are protected from the cold. Especially the ears and neck. My ears went numb and so too did my fingers. But the view from the ship was real nice. After the tour we took the Shinkansen back. The bullet train. A whole new experience siah. It really goes damn fast! I was at the station facing one end. My dad told me the train was coming from the other end and i turned, but by the time the camera was ready the train went past already. Irritating. My brother and i were challenging who could get the front view of the train which was going at full speed, captuured on camera. haha. Damn hard sia. Anyway we got onto out bullet train. Initially felt like a normal MRT ride but when the train went faster in was like a roller coaster ride. And even in the bullet train, the ride back to Tokyo station from fuji was 45 minutes. We took some other kind of train back. Beware. If you're not sure about the trains please ASK! there are so many different types of trains there and some go on the same line as well. =X and if you take the 'faster' train u have to pay more. the train rides cost a bomb.

Day 4 was free and easy again. We went to this nearby temple and the garden attached with it. It is so beautiful can. It's the start of winter and end of autumn and you can see leaves of different colors everywhere. It's like those scenes in a calendar. Damn nice. Took some pics but i havent uploaded them yet. Before that we had Unagi Rice. Its really nice. There was this eel slaughterhouse in the restaurant as well. They actually killed live eels in front of you. So i guess the eels were damn fresh. But the way they kill the eel was damn sick. the use a chopper to whack the eel's head, then use some sharp object to pin the eel's head to the chopping board. right thru the head. and then the guy uses the chopper to slice through the eel's body before ripping out the backbone. Then we cuts the eel into pieces for roasting. Sick. But nice to eat.

We ventured the village shops on Day 5. The got lotsa handmade things.Nice. Oh yeah on Day 4 and 5 we got to stay in a Tetami room, a traditional Japanese room. Damn cool lah. As in the way they furnish it and all..

And we came back on Day 6. I'll send up some pictures later! Breakfast!

2005-12-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

Just a short entry before im off to Japan.

Went for prom nite last night at Fullerton Hotel. Was not that good lah. Just so-so only. me joel Luther and CC met up at joel's first before heading over to Fullerton. Luther Lim forgot to bring his prom ticket to joel's house so we had to make a big detour to Luther's house to pick his ticket [and a shaver] before going to Fullerton. WTF man. the taxi fare was about 22 bucks i think. the driver took the long way to get to the hotel. Haha.

Took photos with lotsa people but i ditn bring my cam so i gotta wait for my friends to send em to me. Everyone looked different last night. Way different. Especially the girls. haha. The table seating was very messy. I bought Kha's ticket and was supposed to sit with their class initially at table 27 but got pushed to 4 other tables before i managed to sit down. And in the end i sat at johnson's table. Heng ah. At least i know everybody there. We managed to sneak ChungChi in during one of the breaks. Piece of Shit.

After prom was a big adventure. Gang of 12 siah. Wanted to go pub or club along the Boat Quay and Clarke Quay area but everywhere was closed. the only club open was '1NiteStand' or something like that and the minimum entry age was 23 for the guys so we dint manage to get in. Dumb Shit. Then we decided to walk up the road to the Techno pubs at Mohd Sultan Road there but yet again, only one was open. And that club looked like a hotbed for drug abusers siah. Headed to Orchard Road after that. Keith and Zhengyang were singing the whole way there lah. Golddigger, toxic, tipsy and all sorts of songs lah. haha was quite a long walk but it was fun.

Went to the Heeren balcony thing. Newly opened i think. its 24 hours. Heng ah. Irfan and his friends were there already /. Smart lah they took cab and we had to walk 5km+. Was a damn cool place siah. We just sat at the sofas and fell asleep. I had a Watermelon and Strawberry Margarita. Very fruity. The 203 girls plus John Keith and pang-seh king Luther went back to the girls' hotel room after that, leaving me ChungChi and joel to wander the streets of Orchard Road at 330am in the morning. Went to Coffee Club across the road from Heeren and stayed there til 5am where we had the breakfast set then went home. Raining birdshit at Somerset MRT at 630am siah. You can actually see the shit fall.

Disappointing day actually. Dint get to go to the club. We'll go when i come back yea guys. lol.

Oh yes CC and i had a Tea drinking competition. Lol. The breakfast set came with Free flow Tea or coffee and we refilled about 5 times, using about 16 packets of sugar in all.=P confirm diabetic now lah.

Okay im going to the airport in awhile. See you on December 11th guys.

2005-12-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

Im here again!

Went shopping again yesterday. And the day before. I got my shirt and pants already. Dont think they need altering. And i think im gonna change my jacket as well. The brown one is too big. I'll prob dig thru my dad's store again see if i can find another one. And yes, I finally got my prom ticket. from Kha. Oh well. Now helping Lut get his. Where's my commission? Joel's getting his from KaiSheng i think. And we still helping CC find his. =X Now im legal to go for prom! Wheeeeee!

Watched Chicken Little a.k.a. Chicken Luther yesterday. A day before the official opening. Quite ok lah. but not worth the money i think. The movie's way too short. And they gave us Lido 1 which is supposed to be the biggest theatre and there were barely 30 people inside. Keith in CC made weird noises before the show started. Anyway, Chicken Little's supposed to be the Next Big Thing ritE? But from the show, i think the Fish is gonna be way more popular than Chicken Little. Chicken Little looks like Luther. And the other way around.

We all had our haircuts yesterday. At Reds. Mine is super short now lah. Luther kept complaining bout his. Thanks for bringing us there Joel. Ah. But i got something to complain. The problem with all these 'high-class' salons is that the people in there and even the hairdressers stare at you like you dont belong there. If thats not enough, the hairdressers complain about the hair colour you have and say 'The people who did it for us probably dont know how to do it.' Whatever Man.[Keith's fav phrase]. How's a small neighbourhood shop gonna compare to a 'famous' chain of hair salons? So what if the person who does the hair at neighbourhood shops 'dont know how to do it (dye and highlight hair)'? The end product's still the same. You still get colour on your hair. Just that at a way lower price. And the hairdressers at neighbourhood salons are way more friendly. At 'high-class' hair salons, with such a range of high tech hair machines and the cost [I think it can go up to $200], it better be good. What's the use of going to such an expensive place to cut and dye and highlight your hair when the end product's the same? And especially for me and the guys, whats the use of having such 'branded' haircuts when we're going to Army in slightly more than a month? So they may offer more colours at 'high-class' salons, but honestly, out in the streets i dont think you can tell where a person dyed his hair.

Complaint No.2. Same topic. Problem with 'high-class' salons. More than half the time at a 'high-class' salon, the hairdressers are showing off their products and saying how their product is different from the ones at Watson's and Guardian. And they're like almost pressuring you to buy the product, which mind you, cost a bomb. The shit of the clay [which cost $49, apparently] the guy put on my hair after he cut it had the same effect as Luther's Gatsby Wax, which in comparison, costs much less at $6. Keith's hairdresser 'introduced' him to some other stupid product. And the problem with these hairdressers are that they're SO persistent. While at the basin washing up the hair, the guy asked, " So, have you decided whether to re-dye and re-highlight your hair?" That was after he complained bout my 'badly-done' hair color. And i clearly remembered telling him (when he asked twice), that i'll probably dye my hair next time after i come out of army. Must a tell him a straight 'NO' instead? zzz. That's not all. After i went back to sit on the chair, he tried styling my hair with the clay, and said that i should style my hair using clay for prom. At that time i was thinking that i could borrow my brother's bottle of clay. Then the guy said :' Only can use XXXX brand of clay, which we sell here, to do your hair. Other brands like Gatsby or what are not good. You and your friends might want to consider investing in some clay and other products" I mean, whats wrong with Gatsby wax. Chung Chi and Luther have probably used it on their hair all their lives and still look good with it. Then it was paying up time. The guy escorted us to the counter and asked if i had decided to buy the clay. I told him, 'Nah no thanks, dont think i'll need it'. And he walked off with a sour face. Whatever lah. Or rather, Whatever Man.

Complaint No.3. No surprise. Same topic. SAME TOPIC. So what if its a 'high-class' salon. The haircut was no different from the 10 minute speedy ones. Those EC house hairdressers do a better job i think. And how foolish Luther and I were to think that 'high class' salons actually give you nice haircuts. Bullshit. I mean, haircut is a haircut. No matter where you cut, your hair will still grow back anyway. The haircut even if its nice, will barely last for 2 weeks. Luther was full of complaints about his hair today. So was I. Think the guy dint really understand English. I told him to cut a nice style for Prom Nite, but dont touch the fringe. With one snip of the scissors and the longest bunch of fringe hair fell. Dammit. Now left one short strand at the side and all my previous highlights are gone. I swear im not gonna step into any of these 'high-class' salons after i come out of Army. If they make a mistake with one thats okay, but they screwed up mine and Luther's (apparently), dint touch much of Keith's, let John have the best improvement award and we all probably had the most expensive haircuts of our lives so far. And i dare say, the most disastrous.

But thanks Joel.

Anyway, Golgi City FC had a match against HaiSing. Rather, Joel Ong's team. We lost. Oh well, the guys played well. The muddy field was damn sucky though. To Keith, next match you'll score the 'goal of the season'. =P hahaha. I scored one today! My first in over 10 games! Too bad we lost lah. Damn i dint manage to trip ChungChi alot. =PpP

Thats all. Tomorrow's another boring day.

2005-11-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Yawn. It's only 12 midnight i feel its already 1am. Shit man. Im getting tired easily these days.=X how sia. must be the glasses. (thanks john) =P.

Besides that, went to look for prom clothes today. I settled on the Jacket and Shoes already. Borrowing those from my dad. Other than that, Im still looking for shirt, pants, accessories and BLING BLING. lol. cant find a suitbale color yet so tomorrow's Round 2.

Anyway, we were supposed to go to Orchard to shop today but ended up at Suntec Area. And worse, it wasnt to shop. Instead, we went walking to Marina Square and bowled for a bit. Sucks siah. Long time never play. We got owned by Keith's monster throws. Can feel the whole groound shaking when he releases the ball. I had a bad first game but a better second game and 2 damaged fingers. Good thing i trimmed my nails b4 going out or i'd end up eating the dirt inside the bowling ball during my next meal [i told this to sau mun]

And yes. I dint eat prior to going out, and was damn hungry by lunch time [We were supposed to meet at 1030 by the way, but i met Lut and John around 1105?=P]. Managed to tahan til 3pm then the 6 of us went for breakfast/lunch/dinner at Sakae Sushi at Marina. The seating was damn cool lah. I thought we had to sit on those mats but it was actually a 'dug-out' in the ground for us to sit. Cool siah. Surprisingly, food king Johnson K.O.-ed rather early today, followed by Keith. Or was it the other way around? I ate ALOT. =X Luther the Noob as well. Oh yeah. We saw Gerald and company on the opposite side of Sakae Sushi while we were eatin haha.Saw so many familiar faces today.

Oh yes did i mention Keith likes the game at Toys R Us? Meant for kids about 4 years old and he stood there playing. Some Winnie the pooh game i think. Dumb shit. The game i mean. The person too, actually. Just kiddin.

We saw Mr Loh [Conrad Lee's friend who helped in class] at City Hall MRT at bout 11am. Lol he dint recognise us i think. But we said hi to him anyway and he was shocked lol. Then he left with his ahem ahem.
[Egg used to think he was 'crooked' rmb?]

Thats bout it for today. We were all too tired after Raffles City SC so we all went home. Damn tired. Yawn. Update another day. See ya.

Oh yes. Some lame shit.

Q: Who is Bread's Father?
A: Papa Roti.

Q: Who is Bread's Son?
A: Rotiboy!

Q: Who is Cockroach's Father?
A: Papa Roach. -_- [Keith's contribution]

2005-11-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

Freedom! Finally. If everything goes well, I wont have to study for at least 2 years. Then again, i'll still miss school and everything. Ah. Like Luther and Joel said, it feels weird. I mean, less than 3 weeks ago we were in top-gear going at the A levels, [excluding the months of mugging], at now its all ended. This year has passed so fast. From Orientation in Jan, the hardcore soccer training in term 2, the A Div Soccer Final in May, the consultations in term 3, the Prelims and the A's. Everything seems too quick. Especially the last half of the year.

I still remember panicking when i got seriously ill across the National Day break, and thought i wouldnt have enought time to catch up with the rest. =X Thats like 3 months ago now. So long ago. im gonna miss school. School as in school but not the lessons i guess. I'll miss my classmates and friends i have in school. The teachers too. It scares me to think that other than my usual buddies i see almost everyday, I wont get to see the rest of my classmates and my friends in about 4 months? 4 months when we collect the results. And then we'll probably never see each other again. =X *pessimist me*

I'll miss bullying egg everyday by drawing eggs of all shapes and sizes on her notes and worksheets, and the Gp book. I'll miss Breakfast Club. I'll miss 'Hammer the Keywords and Start the ball rolling and Mrs Chong's jokes. I'll miss my classmates. All of em. Even the shorties Tiff and Jessica=P though i can hardly see them at times. KIDDING. I'll miss Tiff's dramatic bitching and Gerald's interesting stories, Chung Chi's talk cock sessions, Joel's constant looking out for 'hot' girls etc. I wont miss luther though. I see him almost everyday. Haha. Kiddin lah. I'll miss my classmates-of-4-years Mengyang and Xueli, and my fellow skinny friend Jeremy, and Math pro Weeling, and my PW grp leader WenFeng , and Chuwen and Sophieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'll miss the girls'[Jiawei Jasmine Xinyong and Vanessa. I'm supposed to highlight this.=P] crazy-ness and hyper-ness. And of course, my fellow B-I-N-G players Magan and Mairah [Remember the time we played Bingo! in the canteen while studying?]. And JJ ChinPoh and Amir too. You get the idea lah. And of course, mu buddies Keith and Johnson (BEST FRIEND!) from next door. hahaha.

Anyway, I think post exam life's gonna be bit boring. Though the guys dont mention or play DOTA that much already( I thinK), but still, everything else that i wanna do requires money money and more money. sigh. There's so many things i wanna do throughout the holidays, and staying at home all day is not one of them. I want to learn driving, but given the short time i have its impossible. John lah, pang seh us.=P haha. I want to eat Sakae Sushi and Seoul Garden and all the other buffets. I want to go cycling and hiking. And Ice skating and to Sentosa, not only to the beach but to try that Luge thing. I want to go overseas with my buddies. [Someone plan leh]. I dont want a boring life. I want to go out and have fun. But time and money are the biggest 2 constraints i guess. Joel when are we gonna party? I want to stay out of the house more. Sigh. I think im gonna spend the whole Sunday indoors, just like today.

At least one thing's done. Hair! After Bio Paper 1 Keith brought us all to yishun to get our hair done. Mine was supposed to be Flame Red and Light Blonde but it dint really comes out that color. Mine's the lightest color i think. Luther and Keith (the best friend team) got the same base hair color and the same color highlights. So romantic. We took about 8 hours to get everything done cuz there were about 13 people ahead of us. But hey it cost 25 bucks for Dye and Highlight.

Yesterday was good. Dinner at Marina Bay. Rice cooking competetion. ChungChi and i tried to make our OWN fried rice use the steamboat and grill set. Not to be outdone, Johnson and Keith made Curry Rice! And Joel and Luther were the guinea pigs. hehe. Luther rocks. He peeled prawns for all of us. haha. Prawn Eating competetion as well. No using hands though. And Keith was in an Ice Cream mood yesterday. Went to the arcade later and we had to catch a cab all the way back to Joel's.Man, can we have more outings like this? I'll be bored at home siah. And then the guys played overnight Mahjong while me and ChungChi watched Dirty Dancing 2. And Chung Chi was going 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. It's Mika Boorem Mika Boorem my favorite child star' everytime she came on screen. Paedophile lah Chi. hahaha. When's the next movie marathon at someone's house? When's the next mini BBQ? When are we tau-pok-ing Luther?

Someone drag me out. Im bored.

Pictures of hair below.

[That was the 'process']

[The outcome. The lighting's bad. It looks much lighter in the day]

{Keith's photo WAS here.}
[Somebody even had time for a nap while having his hair done]

actually, back by POPULAR demand!

2005-11-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

Here By Me by 3 Doors Down

I hope youre doing fine out without me
Cause Im not doing so good without you
The things I thought youd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I had in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I cant take another day without you
Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I cant always find the words to say
But everything Ive ever know gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I had in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When youre not here

Sorry I cant always find the words to say
Everything Ive ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I had in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I had in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

2005-11-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

With this post, the Photograph post will be wiped off. Time to edit a new song. i cant believe its been a month since i did that that Photograph entry. And the A's have come and gone so fast. Ok, not really gone. if you're a Biology student, you probably know what i mean. The sucky exam ends a week after all the other combis for us. All thanks to bio.

That aside, im glad the last major hurdle of the A's is over [Chem-Phy, Chem-Econs and Phy-Econs ppl are probably gloating over their early 'holidays' now]. Biology Paper 3 is over. FINALLY. They actually tested core topics stuff in the Options paper. How irritating. role of negative feedback in homeostasis? Role of NADPH2? I studied that 13 days ago! And i forgot everything already. haha. oh well. At least its over. My favorite tissue culture came out! Heng ah. Good thing they dint ask the structure of the testicle or sperm or other things.

Now's just the bloody Bio Paper 1 to go. 3 days. actually 2. Im not gonna study! Ok, rocky says i must study so i'll TRY to do 40 questions before sleeping. hahaha. I cant wait for this to be over. It's physically and mentally tiring.

Anyway, to relive some exam stress, i played soccer today. And squash. Cool eh. So many Bio-Chem people were around and we dint plan to meet. haha. Im not the ONLY stressed one. Scored 4 goals today! After many chances siah. Haha. Feels good to kick a soccer ball again. I still feel like playing now actually. Oh well. There was this group of young guys (maybe about 15 or 16) trying to act punk with us. One idiot kicked Joel intentionally when Joel tackled him. Ill-disciplined siah. They think they're so cool showboating their skills and when they get the ball tackled off their feet they lose thier temper. Weird siah. Losers. Joel you should have kicked him siah. Kiddin.

Went to play squash with Johnson after that. So bloody tired siah. We played 3 games and i nearly died after that. I tinki my body is overheated. Feel so hot. Must be the over-exertion. Oh well. I feel much destressed now.

And in 6 hours, Luther's gonna take his Maths S Paper (woah!) haha. Good luck Luther. please dont wake me up at 730am=P lol.

off to bed!

2005-11-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

Here i am again. Im bored you see. The rest are playing dota again. Gunbound just sucked today. Im not made for computer games. I want to play soccer. Or any sport! Why cant i just find somebody else who wants to play something other than computer games. There's so many things i wanna do but do stuff alone is kinda boring rite? Go out, camping, cycling, beach volleyball, club, soccer, bowling, skating, hiking, the list goes on. I doubt i'll get the chance to do any of these before i enlist for NS. Other than going out i guess. For various reasons. Cost, time, and other interests (in some cases, the ONLY interest). I dont wanna have to drag the others out knowing they're going only cuz they pity me. Like what Luther (or was it Joel) said, if i dont learn to like DOTA i'll be pang-sehed all the time. Sigh. True. Guess i'll have to go with the flow eh. I seriously dont mind learning, but im just with the view that there are so many other, possibly better things to do instead of sit in front of the screen for hours. =X And i cant have a conversation with any of my buddies for long without the name of some spell or character or new tactic being brought up.Sigh. Somehow, everyone seems to be ignoring me. I mean everyone. Probably the only person who i can talk to without such 'problems' is ChungChi. He doesnt play much games and even if it is, it's sports based.

Ah. Tomorrow its back to the airport for studying. Today was finally the first paper i thought was do-able. Chem Paper 2. But me being me, there'll be alot of careless mistakes. Im gonna read the coitus chapter for Bio tomorrow. =P lol

Gerald Chia Wei Wen. If you see this and you;re back in Singapore, give me a call. Im waiting for lunch/dinner.

Anyway, i cant get to sleep.. Maybe its exam stress or something. i dont know. 8 days to go. EIGHT FREAKING LONG DAYS. Phy-Econs finish today! unfair! =P i dont know what to type. im bored.

Somebody save me.

2005-11-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

I am sick sick SICK of studying for the A's. I couldnt get to studying anything again today though i tried going to the airport super early to get MORe work done. i ended up leaving early too. 'Luther's Angels' were there again. hehe.

*Keith, send me that NOOB picture. The one with Joel in it. It goes here*

Im so tired.

Anyway, as requested by Gerald Chia. Im gonna do this.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Denzil
Kiang
Henzo

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My Height [im 187cm]
My Weight. [im relatively light]
My Speed? [200km/h?]

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My Height [then again, 187 is TOO TALL]
My hair. like bush.
My eyes.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Loneliness
Failure
Swimming pools

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Glasses. (Good point Gerald.)
money
handphone

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Glasses
Black shorts
A $2 shirt?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Trust
Understanding
Loyalty?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
Eyes
Brains
Body? lol. thanks ah gerald.

[Joel: I'll help you with your '3'. 'Boobs','Butt','Body'. C.T.F.F.T.B eh? *wink*]

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Soccer
Squash
Sleeping

.THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Soccer
Squash
Sleep

YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
Being a soccer player
Being a chef
Being an astronaut. Dont laugh.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
Hawaii
Venice
Around the World.

THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Go to the North Pole
Go to the South Pole
Live in a house by the beach.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
I ______ . hehe.
I love mud.
I love girls.
Can i add one more? I dont take more than a minute in the toilet. =P

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
Im late most of the time
I take ultra long showers
I dont play DOTA.

THREE (times THREE) PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
Luther
Chung Chi
Joel
Johnson
Keith
Tiffany
Jiawei
A-Drain.
Mrs Chong. lol.

2005-11-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

heya! it's midway through the exams already. 6 down 4 to go. no more GP and math for now. what the hell tho, the papers this year are so tough. and im not imagining it. everyone else (other than chung chi) is complaining bout the papers. i doubt i can get anywhere now lah. oh well.

Got a preview of the post exam life. Though the stress of exams is hell to cope with, i dont really wish for it to end. While Keith Johnson and Luther go play dota, im left alone. Joel plays too, and Chung Chi has his ahem lah. So yes im left alone. Guess this is what life will be after the A's. Anyway, i was fortunate enough to get the company of Joel and CC today. Bought FarmPRIDE chicken patties and frozen fries and 2 bottles of 'Put the lime in the coke, you nut', went to Joel's house to cook. lol. and the 95c Giant Bun made everything taste bad. Surprisingly, the fried egg and the chicken turned out well. We hyad baked fries. toom 20 minutes to prepare siah!

Anyway, we went to play soccer at the Tampines basketball court after that. Saw the HSC guys, all whom i havent seen in such a long time. Finally got to meet up with Aliff and Chuon Hong. long time siah. Anyway, it was good exercise lah. fun also.

Off.

2005-10-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

hehe. okay its not november 25th. but here i am. Nickelback's Photograph is my favorite song rite now but i decided to change it abit.=P

Look at this photograph
Everytime i do it makes me laugh
How the hell did that underwear get there
And what the hell is on Luther's head?

This is where i grew up.
I think the school's still trying to fix it up
I never knew we ever went without
The subs bench aint that bad for hanging out.

This is where i went to school.
Most of the times had better things to do
My 'late record' says ive been late 4 x (twice)
Must have done it at least two dozen times.

I wonder if its too late
Should i go back and try not to sleep all day (sorry gerald!)
Life isnt any better than it was back then. =P
If i was them i wouldnt let me in

Every memory of looking out the classroom door
I had a pile of homework spread out on my classroom floor
It's hard to do it
Time to do it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the LT4 front door
I had the company of friends i was looking for
It's not hard to see it
Always love it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember E-2-1,
We were happy with all the friends we ever made.
The teachers hated our Breakfast Club.
They say somebody should just close it down

We used to listen to the songs on Keith and Joel's MP3.
Try to sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the walls.

Friends and Teachers in S204
They are the people i'll really miss
They'll probably have other friends
I wont get to see them til God knows when.

Every memory of looking out the Com Lab door
I had a stack of PW articles on the floor
It's sucky to do it
Time to do it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Every memory of walking out the classroom door
I found the smiles of the friends who ive been waiting for
Im glad to see it
Will remember it
Goodbye Goodbye

I miss those times

I miss those faces

You cant erase

You cant replace

I miss it now

I cant believe it

So hard to stay

Too hard to leave it

If i could re-live those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of hanging out at the sports block floor
We had bags, files and uniforms strewn all over the floor
It's hard to go run
Time to go run
Goodbye Goodbye

Every memory of walking in the toilet door
I found Luther and Chung Chi doing their hair on the toilet floor
It's hard to style it
Time to shave it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Look at this photgraph
Everytime i do it makes me laugh
Every time it makes me..

2005-10-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

Back after a MONTH! haha.

now's the post prelim results, pre A's period. and to keith johnson luther and joel, dota pre-noob period also. =X they are gonna teach me how to play on 24th Nov, when the exams end. I bet i wont be hooked on it though=P hehe.

Prelim's was ok. But i think i still have loads of ground to cover in the next 14 days before A's. And i havent touched bio yet. shit shit shit. Im getting stressed. Studying with Lut and John is good cuz they help me with loads of problems and concepts i dont understand.=) BUT! I get damn stressed when i study with them cuz they can study so much faster than me and know so much more than me. =S die la.

im about 70+ days away from NS. Enlisting on 5th Jan. Sad. Thought i could have taken up Mr Aidil's offer of becoming a PE teacher but cuz of NS i cant. oh well. in 2 years i guess. hehe.

Last week was spent slacking most of the time. damn wasted. Friday was the best tho. Open house. Who cared bout studying lah. I played soccer and florball from 11am to 5pm. So did luther johnson and joel. And now my skin's peelin from the effects of sunburn. the skin on my nose is in three shades. cool?
A day of weird cramps for the guys i suppose. Cramps as in LEG cramp k.

1) Johnson. After playing soccer for bout an hour straight, went to the ODAC structure to jump for the 5th/6th time. He was successful in touching the bell all but the first 2 times i think. The last jump was the classic. Jump off the structure and leg cramp in mid air. lol. at least managed to touch the bell still la. *claps*

2) Joel. We went to wash up at the Sports Block toilet. Tried removing his shoe using his other foot to push shoe out, and then leg cramp. *claps*

3) Luther Lim Ji Ji. Eating at Fish & Co for dinner. Sitting on a chair eating and leg cramp. Left leg i think. About 2 minutes later the right leg cramp. *claps*

So that was about it for friday. Keith cleared his weight loss target! congrats keith. No fair he gets to enlist so much later than us now. haha.

About the colours.
After a month, lots have changed.
White apparently has everyone guessing on who his new eye candy is. Still unknown.
Green prefers a small animal.
Pink thinks colorless's friend's friend is cute.
Colorless still prefers to keep quiet
Orange still loves tennis.
and Yellow, he's still with Yellow bag.

Thats all for now. See ya on November 25th, 2005!

2005-09-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

Im still tired. 2 days since the Post-Prelims celebrations and im still like half dead. My muscles are aching. i dont actually feel like going 2 school tomorrow.

3 reasons:
1) Getting back results
2) I havent done the RJC Prelim Maths paper
3) School sucks.

Hehe. Im so sleepy. Went to the airport wif Johnson just now. Both dead bored at home. Actually we were supposed to have Luther and Joel's company but they dint join us in the end. grr. Guess they tired too lah. Went there to slack. Tiff Luthfi and Benny were there too. Settled down at Pacific Coffee, got out drinks and had a chat with Benny. it's Alright benny. We all know how sucky it is to be Pang Seh-ed. lol. hahaha. =PpP stayed there for bout 2 hours and went back. Quite short but better than ntohing. At least got out of the house. So boring at home.

The is the last day for enjoying. from tomorrow onwards its gonna be full speed ahead to the A's. Sianz. Hopefully i'll be able to last.

Oh yeah. settled some stuff in the afternoon yesterday. Hope things will be better for both of us yea.=) haha. Green and Yellow, thanks for your concern. Lol cant believe you all actually thought that id be whacked. Thanks for offering to come along.

Luther Joel and Larry came over to watch soccer. Manchester united vs Blackburn. Utterly disappointing match. Wasted chance after chance and eventually lost. They really need a new midfield general i think. Hopefully next week's match will be more exciting. Luther and Joel went home after that. larry stayed overnight and we had a FM marathon. haha. Damn tired now.

Dint see the colours over the weekend.
White must have been ecstatic when he logged on to Friendster. =) hehe. Better rest those muscles man.
Green, you're definitely not useless k. Dont give up! we're here for you. Believe in yourself.

Time for dinner.

PS.Adrian is gay. lol.

2005-09-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

Im back! Wooo i am SO tired can. i think the street soccer+squash+squash+field soccer over the oast four days really killed me. My fitness levels are rather low nowadays and i tire easily. so ya. Even sitting down on the chair im sitting on is so painful. Thanks to squash lah , my butt muscles are painful too [and i dont know why either].

Post Prelims celebrations have been going well so far. =D but really tiring and draining! Like i told John, Thursday and Friday will pass really quickly. And im right. haha. seems like ive been away from my computer for so long. haha! Our 'adventure' began at 9am on Thursday morning. Fine, 903am. I was 3 minutes late! Sorry john. Went by train to Hougang to dump our stuff at Keith's place. haha. Then went to school to play squash.

The fun came later lah. After Lut was done with his S-papers, we went to clarke quay to party! hahah! de-stress you see. Gerald was there too. He dragged us there la.=PpP haha. We were given condoms at the door. Lol. Nah, not for usage inside lah. Was something for the Action Against Aids thing. Keith collected 5 condoms.
Anyway, Gerald's choir gang was there too. I think we over-dressed lol. In the end the long sleeved t shirts were SUPER hot. The 4 of us [Lut John Joel Me] were kinda left out at first cuz dint really talk to the rest. Good thing Keith came awhile later. haha. Anyway, somehow, the whole group of 14 people ended up playing the zhong ji mi ma game. lol. And since there were SO many people, the number range was from 1 to 300. lol. The forfeits were worse. Instead of having to drink the bourbon with coke or the vodka with sprite, the 'lucky one' had to KISS the next 'lucky one' from the next round. And yes, guys with guys, girls with girls and guys with girls. The first time you get 'selected', its a peck on the cheeks. The second time, a kiss on the lips. The third time? No one got THAT far. Anyway, in summary, of the 14 of us, only Me Keith Gerald Joy and Cassandra escaped. Have a nice time guessing who kissed who.=P lol! hahaha.

We quit game after that. There was free flow of drinks for one hour, and in that hour, the 5 of us [Keith John Lut Joel Me] grabbed 8 alcoholic cocktails each. EACH. Was fun looking who knocked out first lah. Lut was scary siah. Face Body and eyes were red. And his eyes were glazed. bet if he'd taken another drop we'd have to carry him home. Johnson was next. Halfway there lah. =P Keith Joel and Me were still kinda ok after 8 drinks. So Joel and I shared a shot of vodka. Lemon Drop. Damn strong siah. But still dint make us tipsy or drunk. Ok, Joel and I were half-tipsy after that. Keith just acted. lol. Dint drink anymore cuz we were all kinda broke for the night. Took a cab back to Keith's. 5 in a cab. Hid the half-awake Luther under Johnson and I so it looked like there were only 4 of us in the cab. hahaha.

Was 4+ by then. And the worse thing? We had to meet the rest of the Golgi City team at 830 at hougang interchange. Ended up sleeping 3 hours. We are such toots. 3 guys squeezing onto a single bed, plus one below. All snatching for a blanket. And there was actually another blanket bring used as a pillow. Grr. Stupid Lut. pushed me off the bed while sleeping. SELFISH. =PpP

Woke up. All of us were LATE. haha. and blur. all slept about 3 hours only. Match was played at Woodbridge field. Anyway, Golgi City beat FC Physics Chem 5-3. Think the team managed to coordinate as a unit though its only our first time playing. Spectacular goal by 'Anam' siah. lol. Got some problems with the field booking before that. Good thing Faeez [Mr. Responsible] could get things sorted out and we could still play the match. haha. The field was bad though. There was a puddle with TADPOLES in front of one of the goalmouths. haha. And the field was like a ice skating ring. Super slippery.
I lost my cool today. Feel kinda bad actually. Dint mean to shout at you guys. Sorry..

Went back to Keith's house after the match. Super muddy and smelly. 2nd time we took the cab back to Keith's house in 12 hours. haha. Keith's place is cool lah. Like a mini water theme park. Haha. Got a BIRD bathe too siah! We were all tempted to DIVE into the pool when we reached back. All muddy, hot and sticky. But we didnt lah. We went to Sakae Sushi later. Met joel again. The 5 of us only managed 61 plates. Far from our goal of 200! Think the 5 of us were more tired than hungry. So dint manage to eat much. haha. Went home after that.

Tomorrow shall be a break. My muscles are really aching. No kiddin. The last time i felt like this was during the intensive soccer trainings period in Term 2. zzz. gonna sleep i guess.

Keith! have fun suntanning while watching the stars! lol.
John and Lut: I bet the 2 of u are SLEEPING as i type this.
Joel: Got tadpoles in your underwear? lol.

John: Dont bother scolding them for me already lah k? Dont waste your ATP molecules scolding them. Waste time and energy only. =)

2005-09-22T11:43:00.000+08:00

Golgi City vs Fc PhyChem. 21 hours to go!

PS: Keith, John, Jiawei: Relax la. just ignore them k?

Looking forward to the match.=D

2005-09-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

Im in the school library again! Johnson is next to me. The rest of em went for breakfast at Mac i tink. For me, i opted to stay in school. Sick of school food. But im sick of mac too. Sianz. Anyway just finished bio paper 3. quite ok i tink. Like Mrs Liang said, think i was rather fortunate that what i studied came out. That means ive also been rather fortunate for the whole of my prelims so far. haha. later got chem MCQ at 2pm. waste time siah! then 3pm can go home. Tomorrow's finally the last paper. I envy the Phy-Econs ppl and all those who finsih today! No fair! Can enjoy already. haha. John and i are gonna play Squash tmr after bio paper. Dint play for so long.

Anyway, i take back my conclusion in the previous post. Guess i was in a fit of anger then lah. Sigh. Give up on these matters for the time being. At least for now lah. Thanks everyone for the advice. Guess what joel says is right, not everyone is mature enough. Who dares to say he is? haha. So my new conclusion. GIRLS=GUYS=FUN. k that sounds wrong.

Pink brought a torchlight to school yesterday [actually its still in his bag now cuz i know he doesnt pack his bag]. Thanks to Luther and Johnson for the reminder. They dint actually believe Pink when he said he'd bring a torchlight to school. Well, the torch was used for a good reason lah. Hehe. Dont ask what.

I saw a Carbon solid staring at me johnson and luther in the canteen yesterday. Irritating lo. Keep your eyes to your girl and yourself lah. Stop staring. And better still, study.

Haha somebody CONFIRM ace Bio Paper 3 today siah.
Wah someone confirm ace the Bio Paper 3 today lo. White was teaching White bag some academic-based questions lo. almost 1 hour know. Confirm now white is leading the race already siah! He was so happy yesterday. So the confidence must have carried on to today's Bio Paper 3. =PpP haha.

Looking forward to the game on friday. Bio CHem vs Physics CHem. Now gotta study Chem MCQ sianz. I dotn feel like studyign already siah. Feel like Prelims is over. and i dont wanna study for the A's.

Oh yeah. Lemme see if i got this correct again.

Larry's girlfriend's friend= Gladys' grandmother's brother's grandaughter's son's mother.

Think its correct! Hahahaha... See ya!

P.S. JOHNSON! YOU TYPED SLOWER THAN ME!

2005-09-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

According to blogger, this is my 101th ever post. lol.

Just watched Manchester United vs Liverpool. Yet another goal-less draw. It's becoming the trend for Man Utd nowadays siah. hahah I tink Kieran Richardson played not bad as a left back. But i tink van der Sar was ManUtd's hero again lah. Oh yes and Peter crouch is super the tall lah. About a few cm taller than me only lah.=PpP The game's funniest quote: 'Wayne Rooney has found some space here. Well, of course, he's offside' lol.

Another wasted day today. Still following my trend of one-day-productive-one-day-unproductive study trend. sianz lah. Now i gotta cover 3.5 chapters tomorrow. I better go to school and study tomorrow. Studying at home is bad. My room and desk is actually kinda messy so i end up studying on the computer keyboard most of the time. And when i get sick of reading bio, it just takes a second to lift my finger and switch on the computer. Bad Bad Bad. I played FM lots again today. Die lah. Another reason why i dont like studying at home is cuz its noisy. My brother plays NOISE on his guitar and there are kids outside the house screaming for i dont know what reasons. Even a noisy canteen in school is a more conducive environment.

Was quite pissed yesterday. Thanks to my buddies ive about cooled down for now. But yes, we've come to the conclusion that,

GIRLS= TROUBLE.

Before girls stone me, im not referring to all girls. I mean when things go awry in a relationship, then [refer to the above conclusion]. Its hard to think that 2 people can start from friends, move into a relationship and then end up hating each other. Sigh i rather remain as friends if i knew that things would turn out this way. Isnt a 'cooling-off' period supposed to let us cool down for awhile? What's a 'cool-off' period then when after a few days you bring back the same old problems and tempers flare again? Why do you have to bring old matters up all of a sudden? I hate sarcasm.I dont know lah. I dont know how this is gonna work out. Everything's been going downward spiral. But all i got to say that this is by far the worst problem ive ever experienced. Yesterday was really the first time i got so pissed cuz of this type of situation. I dont know how to express everything here lah. Sigh. Why do things always have to turn out this way in a relationship? WHY? Guess its better to maintain everything at a friendship level.

Lets add something to the conclusion.

GIRLS(in relationship)=TROUBLE

Ah at least that's over. Thanks guys. Im cooled down now. I think. Btw, I totally agree with Keith's post. =) Guess its really character that matters..

Sigh. Other than complaining about other things, i want to complain bout myself too. Sigh. Guess i'm just someone who is easily distracted. i dont know why. It's always been this way. Everytime something new (which initially seems better) comes along, i'll just go with the new situation and leave the old situation behind. Highly distracted individual. sigh. i hate myself sometimes. And i hate myself for having the inability to cope with trouble.

I dont know what else to type. No update on the colours. It's the weekends remember?

I cant wait for the prelims to be over lah. FC BioChem vs FC PhyChem on Thursday. Finally some field soccer! hahaha. And of course there;s the party on Thursday nite too. Looking forward to it! and Friday's Sakae Sushi. Wooooo. Saturday's my brother's birthday. More fun More fun! Eh 204, any class plans for wednesday?

John! Benny! Econs ppl! Good Luck for Econs tomorrow!=D

John, still bursting?

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

2005-09-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

Shit la im up SO early.
thanks to my brother who else. I wanted to sleep for 10 hours. And i slept 7 only. Cant get back to sleep. Why? Cuz my irritating brother didnt wake up. His friends are coming over to do some project or something. And he's ASLEEP. My mum's out of thr house and she had to call me to wake my brother up and now i cant get to sleep. My bro's friends were waiting outside for 10 minutes or so lah. ass.

Never mind. Mum's buying hotcakes for breakfast.

Woohoo my legs feel damn good now. Played soccer at the bedok cage yesterday. Johnson Luther Joel CC JoelOng and Yousheng were there so we challenged some other teams. 4 match winning streak until we all got tired lah. hahaha. Guess what? i plaed as a striker. STRIKER. 4 goals. hahaha. feels good whacking the ball damn hard. Stress reliever. Finally its the weekend. The intermediate period . The whole week i felt as if im being drained. Usually too tired to do anything once the papers are over.

It's the same cycle lah. Wake up study exam study eat sleep. Repeat cycle 5 times.

Ooh yes we had some Bento set at Sumo House yesterday. haha. Smuggled in drinks, then we had to keep hiding them under the table to avoid being caught. hahaha.

But hey. For the first time in maybe 3 months, there's 5 classmates online at this time of the day. haha.

I cant wait for exams to be over. Friday's Sakae Sushi day. Thursday's partying. Gerald's dragging us to the Action against Aids thingy. haha. Think it will be fun.

Lol. John, your blog sounds wrong lah. =PpP the replay part especially. If u think about it in the a different context....
haha.

Anyway, somehow, i just dont seem very interested in dota craze. Everyone else may be talking about it but it doesnt make me wanna play it. Haha. Im weird lah. But yes, as i promised, i will TRY to take up the game after A's. Right now, its street soccer for me. Im bored. It's a Saturday. It also means that i cannot see Pink Bottle today. [Adrian if u really told her i'll kill u.] I wonder if she'll be on bus 81 like the other time. Weekends are boring times for Pink White and Green. No motivation lah. School days at least have. =) White so far is the most successful la. White Bag commented on something, and white bag gave him something also. Green, havent heard from him much these few days. and Pink, still hoping to see her every day. haha. White has promised to go 'decompose' the 'black precipitate'. LOL. hahaha. But we must remember to bring torchlight.

okay im gonna be a good boy and wait for my hotcakes.

see ya.

2005-09-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

Im in the school library now. So dumb rite. I dont have any afternoon paper today. Luther and Joel went to play DOTA. so i dont have anything to do so i came back to school. No im not gonna touch my bio until at least tomorrow. haha. But im so bored. Johnson's in school studying econs. Maybe i should really learn how to play DOTA then i wont be so left out. But then again its just not me to play these type of games. =X Oh well.

5 papers down 3 to go. Today's Chem Paper 2 was surprisingly not that difficult. I wish i hadnt taken my own sweet time for Question 1. I got confused with the IE stuff as usual. Then ended up taking 30 out of 90 minutes for the first question. so that left me like 10 minutes each for the remaining 6 questions. Hehe. My predictions we waaaaaaaay correct. Electrolysis of Brine and Mass Spect came out. Just as i predicted yesterday=D hahaha. maybe i'll predict for A's too. haha.

I honestly feel like the prelims are over already. What's left is Bio Paper 1 and 3 and Chem paper 1. If i dont study for Chem MCQ, i'll have (1/4)^40 chance of getting everything correct. =D and usually i get 8/40 for MCQ anyway. thanks to my indecision lah.
Sigh. I hope i dont fail Chem this time. I havent gotten a single A level pass for chem ever since i stepped into JC. Saddening. lol.

Oh yes. Did i mention how dumb the new Coca-cola machines are? The one with the bottle especially. hahaha. The stupid machine over-charges. Yesterday i put in $1.40 to get one bottle of minute maid. The Limeade one. And its right on the top row. So i pressed 'A5'. The 'lift' thing inside the machine went up and took one bottle of Limeade. Then the lift went all the way to the bottom BUT my drink dint dispense. Stupid lah. It gave me bac my $1.40 instead. Then i put in the $1.40 again. Pressed 'A5' again. Up went the 'lift' and took ANOTHER bottle. But this time instead of dispensing my coins, the machine dispensed TWO bottles of Limeade.=D hahaha. So much for overcharging man.

I gave one bottle to Farhan. haha. Maybe later i'll try getting 3 bottles of limeade from the machine. hehe. One for me, one for johnson, and one more for me. =P

Oh yeah i saw Pink Bottle in school just now. She was in the library too. Without that guy. hahaha.

Now i can go home. Happy-fied=)

A-Drian, did u REALLY tell her? u idiot.

2005-09-15T12:06:00.000+08:00

My first blog entry in 5 days.

Ah this morning's Man Utd vs Villareal match wasnt worth waking up to watch. Nothing much that was interesting. Goal-less draw somemore. not like there were any goals! sianz. But van der Sar played well. Probably the only player who played well.

I dont have any papers today. That's why im at home. =D Tomorrow's Chem paper 2. Think i'll go to school later to study.

The past few days were disasters. Sigh. If i get F F F again i tink im really gonna take the withdrawal form and find something better to do in life. There's nothing in school to look forward to actually. The Drain said some guy likes pink Bottle and Pink bottle likes him too. =X . grr. White says this guy hangs out near White Bag too. Maybe someday we should get him. But like White said. He's most powerful at night, cannot attack after 630.
We wouldnt wanna undergo Electrophilic Addition. Reaction with Bromine in CCl4 in the DARK, assuming that we [White and Me] are alkenes.

Anyway, Bio Paper 3, Maths Paper 1 and 2, Chem paper 3 are over. The heavy papers you might say. 4 down 4 to go. Quite dumb lah our timetable. Bio starts and ends our exams. The Physics people have their first paper 3 days after our first Bio paper. grr.

Played soccer yesterday at the netball court. 3 vs 2. Nobody wanted to play. Probably cuz there were papers the next day. Tiring siah.

Ah. No mood to blog lah. Probably do so another day. when i have the time. See ya.

2005-09-10T10:19:00.000+08:00

Morning all.

My muscles are aching. So is my toe. I accidentally KICKED the bed frame as i was getting on the bed last nite. And my toe hurt like hell.. Never mind. It's not the first toenail ive broke.

We played 5 vs 5 soccer again at the basketball court. Damn fun siah. I miss soccer trainings. Chung Chi and i were on the same team. Both wearing same jersey also. haha. we played til around 745 or so i tink. Ever played soccer in the dark? Cant even see your own teammates siah. only can see bodies running towards you. haha. and the ball, good thing it was the silver roteiro ball and not the black one. Anyway, we were caught playing soccer by Miss Choy. Shit man. haha.

We broke 2 rules:
1) Cannot play soccer at the basketball court.
2) Cannot play in school uniform, or uniform pants.

But when u get desperate, you'll just play in anything. Even underwear? maybe. haha. The basketball court was once the best and only place to play soccer. Until the gym window broke lah. Nobody owned up. [hmmm.] And also the guy who was playing soccer there, banged his head on the lamp post and got a bloodied head. =X Since then, all street soccer activities have been shifted to the netball court. Good thing Choy dint scold us for using the floorball goalposts. haha. Last time we used the bigger goalposts (the handball ones) and we got scolded. zzz.

Yesterday was pathetic. i also managed to read through a bit of biology. My mood for studying is totally gone. I just feel like playing. Did transport in mammals, nucleic acids and protein synthesis. Pathetic. Today i gotta cover alot more. Maybe i shouldnt go out to study today.

Pink Bottle was in school yesterday! Surprise. haha. Came down after Chem consultation then Pink Bottle was sitting in the canteen...with that guy again.=X oh well. Adrian! Clue Clue. She has a pink adidas bottle. Need me tell you the size?=P lol. Anyway, Pink Bottle went off halfway and never came back. =(

Unidad De Estrellas = Unity of The Stars or something like that right? Let's talk about Unidad De Colours then.
'Green' was the most successful yesterday. He looked happy. 'White' was quite sad and motivation-less cuz 'WB'was not in school. Meanwhile, 'anonymous' looked his usual self. lol.

Joel was very irritating yesterday.=P He kept going 'who is pink bottle' 'show me leh' 'you;re lying' etc. Toot lo i was trying to do my work! And yesterday he also pointed towards a group of girls in the study area. Then the girls stared back at him. That's damn dumb lah. Dont point at people you dont know. Think the girls were pissed. haha. And joel, you better keep quiet.

Grr. Yesterday the whole group was talking about Dota. I still dont see what's so nice bout the game. =X haha. Im the odd one out. I dont play it. And i was trying hard to memorise my bio. Worse still, i was sitting smack in the centre of Luther and Joel who were talking bout Dota. So i went to the other end of the canteen to memorise stuff. Chung Chi moved away too.

Yesterday was a particularly hot day. Keith and Luther came over to my side after awhile. Had ice-cream! K la. Had the Hip Hop jelly ice cream. Lol. then we made a deal. First one to bite off the jelly has to pay all 3 ice creams. dots. Look what happened to mine.

After 3 minutes:

After 5 minutes:

..and then mine broke. Dropped onto the bench. =(

haha. okay lah. Let's see what happens today! See ya!

2005-09-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

im dead tired.

played soccer in school just now. stessed out already.

power la. broke a toenail.

i'll blog more tomorrow. nite all.

2005-09-09T08:22:00.000+08:00

Good Morning people!

=D

ah im so sleepy. yesterday was such an unproductive day studying bio. Only managed 3 chapters and i still have tons to go. According to the pattern, today will be a more productive day.=) hopefully lah.

Pink Bottle was in school yesterday!=D haha. 'Green' has super super good eyesight. We were at the canteen area, going to walk up the ramp, when 'someone that looked like Pink bottle' dropped fom the bus. Was kinda blur yesterday=X anyway. When we reached the top of the ramp, *ok we stalled there for 5 seconds*, it REALLY was pink bottle. =) haha. thanks 'green'. Yeah but she disappeared after that. ....Until much much later. =D

White Bag was in school too, much to White's delight. Like Green said, 'White has the most rewarding time today'. lol. =D.

Ah, yesterday i had 2 bottles of Minute Maid. One lemonade and One Limeade. And my stomach dint make those funny noises. haha. Equilibrium.

Has anyone heard the bangla clip? The one with some gangster scolding this bangla for calling the wrong number? lol. damn stupid and funny siah. I first listened to it when i went back for teacher's day celebration at Hai Sing. Ong Shun Quan lah. got all sorts of funny clips in his phone. Then he sent it to Shaowei and now its in Joel's phone. haha. If you havent listened to it, go do so. But be warned, 90% are vulgarities. Juz that they are damn funny lah. Keith, you 'kaninaBO' bangla.

I took a picture yesterday.

can anyone guess what this is?

lol. aiyah juz move your mouse over the picture and you'll get the answer lah.

Lut, did u wash off something grey on your hair last nite? =P. hahaha. Sorry lah , i just HAD to take the picture. hahaha.

Johnson and I are King vandals. We did mindmaps on the canteen table! hahahaha. Bio one one side(me!) and Econs on the other side(John). hahaha. Azhar thought we were crazy. lol.

We were very well entertained by Nicholas last nite. haha. Super good magician siah. really helps relieve stress.=) Thanks Nic.

I had a freaking weird dream last night. hahaha. Damn stupid lah. I dreamt our school principal and our OM were getting married in the school canteen and my class was in charge of ushering. LOL. haha. and the whole 'event' was featured in the newspapers and ChannelNewsAsia. hahaha.

okay im going to school soon.

Will Pink Bottle be in school today?

2005-09-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

back home. im done with trigo and integration i tink=P still gotta do vectors by the end of today and i cant find my Vectors notes!

Today was a boring day. I wonder whether pink bottle will be in school tomorrow.

Anyway, yesterday's 5vs 5 soccer at the basketball court has really helped. I was not so tired and sleepy in the afternoon. So could do work. Unlike yesterday. But of course, with the lack of exercise over the past few weeks, its kinda understandable that my muscles are aching today. White sprained his ankle yesterday but he's alright today siah. Feel like playing soccer again.

To my fellow J2s, I know this is a stressful period but...

if only siah.

[Magan lah. Itchy fingers so went to rotate the no.8 to an infinity sign. and the No.5 dropped into the gap in the board.=X shhh..]

I dont really have much to update on today. Kinda tired. And my stomach's still weird. Definitely the Minute Maid drinks. So thats bout it.

_________________________________________________________

James Blunt - You're Beautiful.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fuckin' high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

_____________________________________________________

can i edit the song?

2005-09-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

yawn. today's a boring day. im in the school library now. so dumb. they removed all the friendster and miniclip etc. so nowadays the com lab is very empty.

ive been in school for 8 hrs already. had math consultation in the morning but i was stoning at the board. sianz. no motivation to study today. pink bottle doesnt seem to be in school today. =( ah. only L's is present today. the study benches are packed wif J1s and J2s but i dont see pink bottle or her friend anywhere in sight.

should i come to school to study tomorrow? =X

my stomach is weird today. i ate alot. but my stomach keeps making noises. must be the Minute Maid drinks. had 2 limeade and 1 lemonade today already. It's more effective than coffee in keeping me awake. What's more? its nice.

Well, guess i have to get back to Integration. Hate that chapter. See ya.

2005-09-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

To the person it concerns. Leave me alone. Please.

2005-09-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Had our first Prelim paper today. Bloody GP Paper. Both were equally disastrous. For the compo, there wasnt any 'too much bla bla...' questions. Thats sucked. So in the end i wrote Question 6.

'The mass media has the greatest impact on a country's culture. Do you agree?'

I was staring at the question paper for about 25 minutes before i started writing. Damn what was i thinking about. So as expected, i ditn plan the essay so i think the whole thing was out of point. Conrad is going to KILL ME.

Paper 2 was equally bad. The AQ that is. The topic was on sports. Not that bad lah, the main questions. But i couldnt write anything logical for the AQ. Think that's gonna be at most a C6 grade for me this time.

See those graves being dug in the school field? Im taking the one right in front of the goalpost. Dont steal.

Went for lunch with J K L and J at magic wok. How many classes inside magic wok siah. S202 203 204 209 213. haha. L took SO long to finish his food. So we stared at him as he ate.Went back to school to study after that. As we walked into the study benches area, K started laughing.

K: *Points* 'GARGANTUAN!! hahahaha.'
The rest:'Wah lao eh..'

Kinda mean siah we all. Some of the people whom we see in school quite often have been given weird names by J(the other one) and K. Examples? 'The Weird Looking Councillor','The One Whose Hair's like Pubic Hair' and K's favorite, 'Gargantuan'. lol. meanies.

I am so pleased with myself today. I completed 7 Organic Chem deductive questions today. But all of them we kinda short lah. Gotta finish the rest later. K and Me learnt the It's Gonna Be Me chorus at the Armstrong Corner. and K said that Miss Choy was looking and smiling at us. -_-. haha. oh yeah. PINK BOTTLE WAS IN SCHOOL TODAY. surprise surprise. We were taking a break from work and went walking around the E block. Did the spastic uniform group marching again. Imagine three guys (Me J and K) doing foot drills along the corridor. J was ecstatic when we 'marched' past one of the classrooms and WHITE BAG was inside. Then we marched up the spiral staircase.

K:' EH! Isnt that X?'
J:' Ya hor why she come back here study?'
Me: 'J..That's not X..that's..'Pink Bottle' lah!'
J:'Huh. Really meh! Look like X leh'
K: *blur* 'Huh. Who's 'Pink Bottle'?
*Luther was walking at the first level, coming up the staircase*
L:' Oi. target spotted! 'Pink Bottle' is here leh!'
Me: 'Yah I KNOW. Shhhhhh.'

Dint expect to see pink bottle in school today and neither did J expect to see 'white bag' cuz there was no school today. Holidays remember? Library closed at 530pm so we went to the study benches to continue work. All of us were quite tired by then and had no mood to do work so the efficiency of doing work was really low. Furthermore, the fans at the study benches like whirlwind siah. All my worksheets flew off the table. Damn.

Was around 7pm or so and they dint switch on the lights at the study area yet. The guard came over and said the lights wouldnt be on today. Why? The Bloody OM wanted to save money. Switched off the power supply at the study area. That's damn dumb lah. Isnt the school supposed to be open til 9pm? Hate the OM.

Went home after that and here i am.

[oh yeah. J K L are names of people. X and 'pink bottle' are mentioned in the previous posts.=)
_____________________________________________________________________

JOEL'S HITLIST (PART TWO)

Luther and Denzil LoveScene Investigation(LSI) has narrowed down the suspects to just 3 people. After gathering more clues from several people (whose names will not be mentioned), we have chosen.....

Okay i'll be nice. Wont type it here.

Joel! Be a Man. Do the right thing. Tell us.

hehe.

__________________________________________________________________

and yes, Luther wants me to make this clarification. Luther does NOT have pink underwear.

Luther has pink bras.

2005-09-04T12:57:00.000+08:00

damn i just woke up.

so late siah! actually its kinda expected. i slept around four. was chatting with luther and johnson online yesterday while waiting for the World Cup Qualifiers to start.=) And i dont think the other two are awake yet.

Oh yeah, I've decided to call 'Y' a different name from now on. 'Pink Bottle' it shall be..=) I did not see Pink Bottle yesterday. Duh, it's a Saturday and there's no school.

Anyway, 'work' started late yesterday too cuz i woke up late too. Went to the airport to try get some work done. I'd be too distracted at home so decided not to stay home. We were supposed to meet at 3pm but the time we (Johnson Me Luther and Joel) met was around 4pm. As always lah, meeting time is always an hour after the 'arranged' meeting time. Met up with Johnson first cuz we were early [we were there at 330]=D The airport was so packed! Ended up walking one whole round of terminal 2 and we STILL couldnt decide where to study. Lemme see. Pacific Coffee, Coffee Bean. Mac, Staff Canteen, Marrybrown, Burger King, Starbucks, Swensen's{nah juz kiddin on this one}. There was no space everywhere we went. Except for Marrybrown but for some reason we dint wanna study there. Joel and Luther finally joined us from Terminal One and we settled down at Starbucks.

Think the woman at starbucks was pissed with us.
Luther went to buy Rhumba, the medium sized one with free upsize.
Me: Eh Lut what u having?
Lut: Think having Rhumba lo.
Woman: Sir, that will be...
Me: Eh Lut i also want. Help me order.
Luther: *to the woman* 'Make that 2 please..'
--the woman shows a disgusted face--
Woman: 'Sir, the total cost will be...'
*Johnson arrives from toilet*
Johnson: 'LUT, what u order? Help me order also k'
Luther: *to the woman* 'Uh, make that 3 please..'
*Woman gets irritated*

...and the stupid woman gave us 3 medium sized Rhumbas. i dint notice either til i drank almost halfway. im so damn blur lah.

Anyway, we studied at Starbucks. The side facing the Skytrain, so whenever the Skytrain came, there was ALOT of noise. anyway, there were only 2 tables right at the corner so we were forced to share the tables. Johnson and I had to share a circular table, about the size of a car tyre. =S

Oh yeah. Anyone watched the Russell Peters clip? The one about !xobile? lol. We were making fun of the name. Hehe. !Joel. !Luther !Johnson !Denzil. I wonder what it'll sound like with 2 exclamation marks.

'Hello !Lut!her' will be like 'Hello *click*Lut*click*her'. lol.

Ok so we studied for 4 hours or so. Then headed to Terminal 1 for Popeyes. Oh yeah we saw 2 MJC J1 Student Councillors there too. Joel was mean. He made fun of one of them. Haha. Popeye's area was packed too. We sat down at the area right outside Popeye's. All of us had Combo 1 Upsize.I ordered first and Joel was right behind me. Joel made ALOT of noise when i got my chicken pieces.

*lady puts chicken pieces on my tray*
Joel: 'Wah Lao, Breast So Big!'
Everyone stares staring at the four of us. Damn embarrassing siah. Oh yeah, in the end Joel got a small and pathetic (chicken) breast. Serves him right for complaining about BIG ones.

Johnson went home first so after dinner Joel Luther and I went walking around the airport, before finally going home at 11+.

___________________________________________________________________

Anyway, Joel, you forced me to do this (thanks for daring me). So, after reading what's below, please contribute names of any 'suspects' to the tagboard. It will aid the Luther & Denzil LoveScene Investigation(LSI) unit. Thank you.

JOEL'S HITLIST [wanted dead or alive]

- Girl
-J2
- not from S1, S3 and S4 series.
-not from Arts.
-Takes Bio-Chem
-Not from S202.

___________________________________________________________________

That's about it for today.

Once again, J is the most promising so far. His rate of success is a second order reaction so far. =D

Oh yeah. Luther has PINK underwear.

2005-09-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

8 days.

less than 48 hours left to GP.

192 hours left to the core subjects.

im in deep shit.

but hey at least yesterday was a productive day. Me Keith Johnson and Luther(who was freaking late) went to school at 735. yes 735. which is the time the J1s have to report for school. hehe.

There were 3 goals for the day.

The first, which went so successfully, was to piss the bloody OM Tng off. Like i said, we went to school at 735. It's the usual time I report for school anyway. Always end up running in trying not to add to my collection of 6 late notes. But this time the later we were the better. We were outside the school bus stop and Mr Koh, the vice principal, INVITED us into the school. Cool sia. He said something like 'Don't hang around here, go into the school'. Luther wast there yet so we entered the school first. The first person we saw was that Bloody OM Tng and that irritated face.

OM: 'Why are you not in school uniform?!'

We ignored him.

OM: 'Late already still walk so slow. Hurry up.'

We walked even slower. Talking even as we walked in. As we walked past him.....

OM: 'Hello! Is this J1 or J2?'

Us: 'J2 lah, duh.'

Then we walked off. Bet he was pissed. Ms Tan also gave that irritated face but we just walked past her. Haha. too bad the National Anthem started playing before we could line up in one row where S203 and S204 usually stood. but anyway. we were a 'mobile' study group after that.

Second goal, was to study. Of course lah. Oh yeah. the FINALLY installed a food dispensing machine within the school compounds. and a cool Bottle drink dispenser at the Sports Block. FINALLY. Were'nt we pestering the school for it last year? It takes the school a year to bring thr machine in. Anyway, we were scouting around for a 'good' place to study. Went from the Study benches outside GO to the Library (actually to play Heli-attack and Gold-Digger lah) and finally to the canteen. We stayed at the canteen (the SAME canteen table) for 12 hours. Crazy right. But yesterday was productive. I managed to study. And got the momentum going as well. Did Chem Chem and Chem. Oh yes, Corn the Rat (Conrad Lee) likes the cookies we gave him. He's still alive so that's a good sign. And i passed my GP Essay! i got 27! for once. I think Conrad doesnt like me. He gives me a fail grade for Language when there's not a single spelling or grammatical error inside. =X. OK. so we studied throughout the day til around 8+.

But that wasnt the only thing on the agenda lah. the 3rd goal of course, cant be mentioned here.=D In conclusion, 'J' was the most promising yesterday.=P 'L' wasnt really looking at anything. and 'K' was sulking and sleeping. Oh yeah. I saw that girl again, the one that looks like X. Let 'Y' denote the girl in MJC that looks like X. I still think she looks like X, but not really. Think she's from Arts. Cuz i saw Vishal around in the canteen too during the same break, and Vishal's from Arts. and cuz the J2 Bio cohort has almost the same breaks as the J1Arts students. so yeah.

I tried to learn the dance steps from 'It's Gonna Be Me' from Lut and Johnson. Think i made a mess out of it.

back to studies. what am i supposed to do today?! Chem again?=S

Let's end today's entry with Keith's quote of the day.

"The future is uncertain.."

Hehe. Oh yeah, 'J', 'K', and 'L' are names of people lah.

2005-08-31T04:23:00.000+08:00

im here again.

We are on official study leave now. 2 short weeks to study for prelims, then the Big A's. Deep shit lah. im still taking this lax attitude even though my days are numbered.

Went to school yesterday to study. dint really manage to do much and we ended up using bio terms to play hangman in the discussion room. And then was Joel's birthday celebration. We had dinner at Fish n Co at TM and then went to my place to bake cookies. New age men. That's what Mr Sung put it=P lol. Anyway, 'work' started at 11pm and ended finally at 4am. damn tiring. 3 packets of cookie mix and over 100 cookies in all i tink. inclusive of that huge one we made for Mrs Chong. luther did most of the stirring. Joel and CC kept going to the room to play games. more addicted to the com that anything siah. anyway, we finally managed to get the stuffs done at 4+ or so then went to sleep. Of course, not forgetting the Football Manager game that CC and i had before we slept (sounds wrong). dammit lah, i lost 4-2 on penalties.

anyway, while luther and itook 81 to my place, we saw a girl whom luther also agreed looked like someone else we knew.(let's name this person the we know as 'X'. anonymous abit lah.) Yeah i've seen this girl in MJC before, thought she looked like 'X' but it was only when luther commented that she resembled 'X' then i was quite sure i wasnt imagining things.

alright, today went to school for teacher's day celebrations. 204 was meeting at 11am to celerbrate teacher's day for our tutors. Thanks to the sleeping 'beauty' , Joel, we were an hour late. lol. Gave the HUGE cookie to mrs chong, presented in a Pizza Hut box. lol. and the rest were having Canadian 2 for 1 pizza=P anyway, the concert was alright. Fair to say that the J2s salvaged the concert. Particularly the 2 dances and the 'I turn to you' song. the 'best i ever had' song was good too. The group that sang Yellowcard's Only One was better during the rehearsals i tink, but even at its best, they were a far cry from last year's 'Vindicated' performance. That was the ultimate siah. On stage at the assembly plaza at night, really like a live concert siah. Anyway, if any of you heard loud shoutings throughout the 'It's Gonna be Me' dance by luther eugene and johnson, it was probably Me and Keith making lots of noise at the back. lol. damn. luther wasnt distracted.

when the whole thing finally ended we went to have lunch at tampines. The guys played DOTA while i kept myself occupied by playing FIFA 2005. Till now i still dont see how the rest get so obsessed with Dota. =X Anyway, i left earlier than the rest cuz i got too bored playing Fifa. No one to challenege online and i was juz wasting my time n money playing against the computer.

Was probably kinda sleepy and blur after coming out of the LAN shop. went walking around Tm and then decided to walk towards the interchange to take the bus home. As i was walking i somehow began thinking of the bus ride back to my house the day before, and those comments luther made. I probably was kinda in my own world as i walked. When i was walking past the row of shops near the interchange (east link mall is it. still cant rmb the name), that girl who resembled 'X' walked past in the opposite direction. Heart skipped a beat, ot two i tink. Not cuz of anything, probably cuz i was in my own world thinking what luther said and then suddenly that girl appeared. weird. Twice in 2 days. Called luther to 'complain', and found out they were already on the bus and not still in the LAN shop. lol. fast siah. and so i went to study at White sands mac with them. Til quite late i tink. oh yeah, met adrian on the train back to Pasir Ris, and we saw alvin at white sands mac, with 2 girls from NPCC too. 3 generations of NPCC people, like adrian said. alright. tink i better get more sleep. mug tomorrow.

2005-08-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

im online on a saturday afternoon! but there's no one online for me to talk to. gerald's not replying. i feel like talking to someone..anyone. okay not 'anyone'. just anyone from my msn group '04S204'. 3 months back there'd be at least 5 people online everyday. but guess cuz its mugging season now, the only few people i see are jasmine gerald luther and jiawei. all at different times somemore=X

sigh.

oh well. there was maths paper 1 today in the morning! so dumb lah they closed all the staiways only left the one at the hall open so had to make such a big detour to the LT. the maths test was really irritatin.=P firstly cuz i my nose couldnt stop leaking, and secondly, LUTHER's STOMACH kept grrrl-ing. hahaha. johnson and i couldnt do the paper cuz kept laughing. haha. i went to the toilet at one point to get my mucus-filled hand cleaned=ppP. i was like using my hand to collect the mucus cuz it kept leaking and i forgot to bring tissue paper! hahaha.. i tink the Lt door has some mucus=P
anyway, went for lunch with luther johnson benny luthfi and tiffany at KFC in tampines. feels like i havent eaten KFC in so long. fast food. the last time i had it was probably 3 weeks ago. ever since breakfast club started and i got sick, i dint really manage to touch outside food. anyway, had my favorite banditto pockett. usually eat that at KFC cuz firstly the rest arent wroth it, and secondly i hate oily crumbs being stuck in my nails when i eat 2-piece chicken.=P dumb i noe but..

anyway, im finally back in school after a 4-day fever holiday. sigh. threw away 6 days of holiday just like that. oh well. im donno whats wrong with me. in the past. id usually be 'switched off' after a certain time on long days. but now even the short days, im 'switched off' after the first period. then i'll start to be lost in my own world. sigh. whats wrong with me? mr sung says i need to exercise more. quite true. i havent exercised at all since the may25th soccer final. in term 2 even though it was tiring during the period when we had extensive training, i never felt tired in school. maybe exercise is the reason for my tired-ness?=X

i miss playing soccer. May 25th is probably the best day of my year so far. I can still rmemeber everything that happened at the National Stadium like it were just yesterday.

i dread every day now. every day that passes brings me closer to the prelims, and closerr to the A's. i still feel as unprepared as i was after getting my mid year results back. i really want to get own to studying proper. just that cuz of SOME factors and my time management i just cant really get focused. what am i supposed to do?
so many people have told me to sacrifice things that arent so important for now to focus on my A's but i still cant. i just want time to sit down and contemplate what i should do. but thats not happening. i feel very distracted by SOME factor also. even though its not directly but even indirectly, it distracts me alot. i should have thought twice before i got myself into this shit. quarrels everyday is really starting to get to me. im sick of it. someone tell me what i should do. A great man *shall nt reveal identity* said he needs his own space.

i really dont have time for anything. im falling behind. im going crazy.

ah luther's tempting me to go cycling later. my exercise! but i cant go rite.. *sigh*

im confused

2005-08-13T17:01:00.000+08:00

2005-08-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

you make my blood boil..

sick

2005-08-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

wow ive been sick for 4 days. damn. i havent touched ANY schoolwork in the last four days either.

been down wif high fever for so long. cant remember anything about schoolwork now. tink everything been burnt away by the high fever=X die lah.

going back to sleep. still dizzy

im back!

2005-08-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

im back!

havent been here for ages.

anyway.

BREAKFAST CLUB has been set up!

by a bunch of broke yet hungry J2s during lunch break on 28th July, by the benches at the back of LT2. [me chung chi joel luther and gerald]

2 subsequent meetings since.

We currently have 6 members
President-Chung Chi
Vice President-Joel
Secretary-ME
Publicity I/C- Luther
Quality Control Manager-Gerald.
Member-Jasmine.

"Eat healthy, stay healthy"

LOL. cereal tomorrow. got milk?

screwed

2005-06-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

screwed.

im so bloody tired. havent been able to sleep or eat much the past two days. i tink its my biological clock prob not cuz of the exam stress. during the hokidays i usually wake up at 11am. have breakfast at 12. lunch at 5. and dinner at 10. not forgetting, i stay up til 4am everyday.

and now, back to school all of a sudden. exam somemore. its so weird waking up at 6am when its just like 2 hours after my holiday bedtime. biology was crap. essay undone. one F in the bag.

today another 2. horrible. dont even mention ANYTHiNG about the papers to me cuz ill just get pissed again. i knew it. no use studying so much. when it ocmes to applying all the concepts, it just doesnt work for me.

F F F. My Grades for Mid-year. Reward: Meet the parents session with Ms Lai. Wow.

i need a BIG BIG miracle to even get AO now. i must get something like 90 marks for chem paper 1& 2. and maths, i must get around 85. sianz. im screwed. A levels are so close and my Chem and Math grade for major exams have not exceeded F. im in deep shit.

fucking deep shit.

new timetable sucks. i want to play soccer.

!

2005-06-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

Gerald Chia, i cant believe you find that post funny. lol. =PpP hopefully someone dint stuff weed into ur undies when u werent looking.. hehe. dont kill me ok? but even if u would, you'll only kill me in 2 weeks and 2 days. =P *denzil is asking for a beating*

anyway, the past few days have been a bore. study study study. actually not. i cant really concentrate and dont feel like studying anymore. its a week away from the mid years and i still cant be bothered. sigh. nothings going into my head in the first palce. should have taken the chance to go to poly when i could. sigh. juz wish i had the focus and concentration like luther. tmr is the consultation session with mr sung. 1 hour of sleeping wasted. alright, i shouldnt be thinking that way.

im bloody addicted to that maple game. closing in on level 31 now. but i know i shouldnt be playing it. somebody help.

my brother and i went to the gym yesterday. now my muscles are aching. was supposed to go abck at 9am this morning but both of us couldnt wake up. haha. now im waiting for my red bean soup before going to scool to try get some work done. sigh. i cant study with people and i cant study at home. so where the hell can i study.

i feel like going to run run run. or play soccer. the onyl 2 means of relievin stress. but then again, who plays soccer alone?

hardly anyone comes online these days. i9m scared.

i better go offline too. goodnite. uh i mean. good day. bye.

bbq

2005-06-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

thanks to everybody who made the bbq possible. first time had 20+ people siah.
thanks especially to:
-my mum and dad for following me to choose the fresh sting ray and marinating them
-jiawei jasmine egg van for coming early to help me out, and for organising and for buying so much stuff=)
-luther, for coming over to wrap sting ray.
-mengyang, for lugging 8 bottles of drinks here and for my 3 chicken wings 1 stingray and 5 satay=P
-joel and chung chi, for listening to my complaints.
-gerald, for helping me buy my bacardi rum and heiniken.
-mairah, who agreed to meet and bring the rest here
-and anyone else, if ive left you out.
-and of course thanks to everyone for coming.

update tmr. gonna sleep. dead tired

bad week

2005-06-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in a week. maybe cuz i have no mood to do so. a week of total joy last week followed by a miserable week. what the hell man.

friday last week went to queensway with my classmates to look around. was damn fun siah. oh yeah but this is still part of last week thats why its happy=) lol. anyway we met about 130 or so i tink. luther reached first then joel me and chung chi. haha luther was the odd one out cuz he was wearing short sleeve and the 3 of us were wearing long sleeve shirts. anyway, we reached there and scouted the shops. at the end of the day luther and i were empty handed and chung chi got a bag(safety harness), and joel got nice puma shoes. and yes, it took then 90 minutes to make up their minds=P

we then took bus 14 to orchard. we were kinda late and kept the girls waiting.=S sorry girls! haha. we had dinner at cartel and lut me cc and joel shred a big meal. later the 11 of us who were there we desparately trying to stick our heads in front when we were in the neoprint machine. lol. we made a hell lot of noise siah. haha. after that was done the girls went home and the guys went to the arcade. ahha. played daytona at first and then the foosball game. lol. chung chi was making the MOST noise. lol. and the air hockey game oso. i never seen anyone so excited playing the game siah. power lah brudder. u tried to shoot the air hockey puck 7 times but u missed the puck on all tries.=PpP

Bad Week

Start of the bad week. Monday. Gp exam. Bloody paper. Paper 1 i wrote something about whether NS is still relevant in Singapore today. i tink i made a total mess out of it. dint have enough points to write and ended up contradicting myself. thats it. permanent GP remedial class for me. fuck it. i couldnt understand the other questions. Paper 2 was about gambling in society. i toook way to long to complete the first 3 questions and ended up having a less than complete AQ and a badly done vocab section. sianz. i dont wanna see conrad's face every tuesday after school. makes me sick. After that went to the airport with dear. On bus 53, got one Cant-Mind-His-Own-Fucking-Business-Motherfuckin'-Motherfucker (C.M.H.O.F.B.M.M) on the bus. Was in the seat in front of him and he smacked my shoulder saying "Can u two please stop doing that? I have a kid here" Fuck off lah. i bet his kid will be screwed for life man. And his kid, i cant tell whether its a guy or girl. maybe both. whatever. what the hell lah. we were just sitting in front of them and that guy was spying on us. fuck him lah. if u dont want to see a couple in school uniform then why sit behind us. so many seats on the bus and he had to pick the seat behind us. screw u screw u screw u i would have whipped his ass when he got off at Terminal One if my dear dint restrain me. Fucked up guy. spoiled my entire day and probably my entire week. Had dinner with my family at Marina Bay. seafood was good. i feel bad for torturing the prawn. oh well. it was dead alreayd anyway, i tink.

Tuesday. Lessons were long and dreadful. the day with the double chem tutorials i tink. was a bore and had alot of trouble staying awake. the worst( and maybe the best) thing about the remedial lectures is that nobody bothers marking attendance. so anyone who doesnt want to come can just do so. and mass tutorials rarely work. everyone ends up either copying or sleeping. no one gets to clarify anything without being noticed by the rest of the cohort cuz its a mass tutorial and the only way to clarify is the ask the lecturer. tink the whole week's been wasted. anyway, later i sports workshop thingy. fell asleep alot. quarrelled with dear cuz i dint tell her about the sports workshop before hand. but i only jyst knew a few minutes before her. sigh..screw my hand phone. sometimes when a message comes in a cant feel the vibration. and cuz of that i dint reply my dear's messages. and then she got angry cuz i dint tell her about the extra lesson. i honestly thought the lessons officially ended at 130. and then extra lessons were til 230. apparently not. lessons ended officially at 1230. sorry dear. i dint have enough time to study the timetable and i dint tell u when my extra lessons were. i had an incomplete timetable and would only know about the lessons for the ay on the day itself.

Wednesday. The numbers in the lectures and mass tutorials decresed alot. There were many empty rows, meaning many people were skipping lectures. was a short day today. Joel me and chung chi skipped the last matsh lecture and went to TM to find my levi jeans. Chung chi my fashion consultant said the Levi 512 jeans was nice. Good thing i got a brudder with a good fashion sense. we looked around at other things after joel went to watch Amityville horror with mengyang and shaowei. Chung chi bought ANOTHEr bag. this one is nice i tink. but i still prefer the beige version. Hopefully brudder will be able to curb his expenses now. Dear came to meet us and later went back to school to meet Fabio who wanted to talk to us about something. Yup the talk only lasted 5 minutes but coach treated us to coffee. dint see him since last week. haha the juniors have to start training next week.=PpP Later went to The cafe at white sands library to study. actually only dear studied. i couldnt concentrate. i really relaly cant concentrate if im out studying with someone else. i'll end up looking at the person or looking elsewhere, or buying a drink or just going off to the toilet lots. or worse, i'll start drawing on whoever im out with's stuff. sigh.

Thursday. Probably the worst of the 5 days this week. I did not complete any tutorials and ended up copying everything. Anyway, my dear was kinda angry with me again after school cuz i ditn tell her i had the sports workshop. sigh. i dont know why we keep arguing so much lately.=S i dont wish to argue so much either but just cant understand why we dotn see eye to eye sometimes. was prob quite irritated after that already and dint have the mood to do anything right the rest of the day. sigh. went for the sports workshop and it took years to end. the worse thing. Chung Chi and i dint have a proper lesson plan cuz i did mine without knowing what to do and chung chi dint finish his. sianz. and we were both rushing for the ODAC vs Badminton soccer match. Its hard being a PE teacher i tink. anyway. i only played the 2nd half. I was really quite irritated with myself when i spraine dmy ankle withing 3 minutes of the start of the 2nd half. and i couldnt play properly on the field. was like limping on the field and had many miskicks. 8 days without soccer training can really do alot siah. whats worse, i started hurling vulgarities at chung chi , who was the ref, for every decision he made. i dont know why i did that either. I prob was so irritated by all the events that occurred during the day and i took it out on him. Sigh. How insensitive can i be. I probably spoiled his day too. And dear's been complaining that im insensitive too. sigh. I feel bad.Was probably hard being a ref. hey brudder, IF u see this, i owe u a lunch or dinner treat ok? (offer valid only IF u see this. hehe. remind me.)

Friday. we skipped alot of lessons. namely the bio double killer. gerald kokyong me tiff and chung chi went to Tm to eat and look around at stuffs. later went to meet dear. went to suntec to eat and walk around. sigh.

my fingers are aching. i'll blog later.

Sorry to everyone who i've offended this week. Wasnt really a good week for me. So sorry to take it out on ya all.

Champions!

2005-05-27T01:53:00.000+08:00

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

Yes! We've done it! The MJC Soccer Team finally did what was first deemed impossible by everyone. Beat VJC at their best sport, soccer! It was a night for the underdogs definitely. MJC beat VJC. Liverpool beat AC Milan. Carrie Underwood beat Bo Bice. 25th May 2005. A day to remember for life.

Lets focus on the MJC vs VJC one first. =P wow. i just dont know where to start. im still trying hard to absorb the fact that we've won the championship for the first time in our history. And to be right in the thick of the action makes me feel even better. lol. It's really been a magical rollercoaster ride from our often-waterlogged MJC pitch to the bumpy pitch of Jurong Junior College, to the close-perfect VJC pitch, then the super muddy Teachers' Network pitch and finally, to the ultimate soccer pitch at the National Stadium. Over the course of 2 months, our team evolved from one full of conflicts and unrest to one with such strong bonds. It's gonna be hard to forget this team for sure. From the united botak-ness of the defenders (now the botak become big durians already) to the committed attitude of everyone else has really brought the team this far. without the leadership of Kun, Haikal, Mr Max, Mr Chen and most importantly, coach Fabio, i doubt the motivation would be there.

Coach Fabio. The best coach ever. Im short of words to describe such a wonderful and respected figure in soccer. He turned the team around in 2 short months, replacing Coach Edward . We'll always remember his accent and 'lajees night' and of course my name he mispronounced. He called me Henzo. Cool eh.

But nonetheless, we are there. Finally. Im still in a state of euphoria, occasionally walking to the living room to look at the fragile glass trophy perched at the top of the glass cabinet. I cant believe it. did we really play at the national stadium? the place where many NDPs have been held, where Manchester united Liverpool and Newcastle have set foot upon, where countless international soccer teams have played on, I played on the same field yesterday. *proud of it*

I started my 2nd successive game yesterday. An achievement for me considering i was sitting on the bench (waiting to come on as a defender) for most of the matches in thr 1st and 2nd group stages. And here on the big stage at the national stadium i was required to play as a defensive midfielder, a position i have never played in since i came into MJC. Thanks fabio for giving me the chance. =) The nerves died down way before kickoff so that helped a little bit. i still remember the RJC match, i almost threw up while lining up cuz i was nervous. but this time it was different. somehow. im happy and honoured to play for the school.

I've been on the subs bench 6 times in the competition, the first 6 games. Now i understand how it feels to have the support of those who arent playing, especially when u're dead tired. Every shout and scream of encouragement from the bench and the teachers urges you on. They are the only ones you can count on (other than the teammates on the field) to give direct encouragement during the match. Of course, the supporters were great, but even when they werent there in the previous rounds, those on the bench were( me). I'm kinda sad to step down from soccer, especially cuz we've grown as a team so much. The soccer team=The soccer family. Even Andy (yeah the guy who whacked my lip during training last year. kiddin=P) came down to watch us play. =) Walked past the field after school today. Shutter's closed. No Fabio with a cup of sweet coffee in his hand. No teammates playing keep-it-up outside the shutter. No more training. Good and bad feeling actually. At least we can play street soccer now. =P

But yes, the day to remember. we reached the National Stadium at about 3pm. had the whole day off to rest, and i gladly took a 13 hour sleep. Took the picture below when we settled our locker room. 3.09pm .

The Final Countdown. 1 hr 36 minutes to kick off.

We chucked our stuff in the locker room and hung our jerseys up as if it were the FA cup final. You know those scenes before the match when the soccer players' jerseys and boots are hung up? yeah we did that. We were wearing our white strip for warm up so we hung the blue match kit up. Blue-White-White. The lucky colours. Below are the pictures.

(above) Here we go. Jerseys belonging to Bul Azhar Lan and Anand. That's Lan in the picture.

(above) Here's mine. Jerseys belonging to Ong Me and Deepen.

The Starting XI

1. Sham 2. Kun 4. Haikal 5. Me 7. Anand 11. Bul 16. Amin 22. Vishal 23. ChungChi 33. Zul 35. Muhader

The Subs!(best ones ever)

3.Yasin 6.Jasdeep 8.Azry(yup he's back!) 9.Ong 10.Ivan 12.Abu 13.Lan 15.Deepan 17.Khairul 18.WeiJian 19.Shahrul 20.Irfan 27.Jasmond 28. Faris

All the guys were great. On the pitch or on the bench, everyone was really vital in our push to the ultimate fairytale ending. I'm proud to have been part of this team.

The match was really fast paced. VJC attacked like crazy in the first quarter of an hour and nearly score don a few occasions. Was really damn tired during half time and my mouth was really dry. Surprisingly, VJC wore out in the 2nd half faster than us. Didnt Max Cheong describe them as the fastest and the fittest? oh well. the whole crowd went crazy when Zul scored in the 73rd minute or so. But we conceded a penalty and VJc equalised in the 88th minute or so. So it went to extra time and i got pushed to left-back position, the position i wanted to play so much when i was waiting on the bench in the first and second rounds of the tournament. somehow, i just dint feel comfortable playing there when coach subbed haikal out.=S oh well. we survived. the match went into penalties cuz there werent any extra time goals! As usual, i backed away from any penalty-taking chance knowing i cant hit them very well. It was really really heart-wrenching as we watched each player go up to take the spot kick. Whenever it was our turn to shoot, Amin(who was next to me) and i would be prayin and praying that the ball went in, and whenever it was VJC's turn, we just went 'Over Over Over! Do a Beckham!!!' lol.

VJC missed their 7th spot kick. The linesman said we were playing my sudden death, meaning that if the VJC player missed, we won. Bloody Hell. We were like half in celebrations and the referee told us that the next MJC player (Amin) MUST score in order for us to win. The whole stadium went quiet as Amin lined up the spotkick. I almost peed in my pants in anticipation siah! When Amin whacked in the penalty, the whole MJC crowd went berzerk siah. though the stadium was kinda dark by then, we just piled on top of amin anyway. hahaha. A dream come true. I never imagined we would progress further than the semis but in the end we did. and we won it. im really SO happy.

thanks to my dear for watching. and dad & mum. and my classmates!!! thanks for sacrificing study time (for chemistry SPA) to watch the match! you guys rock!=) and of course, everyone else who watched!

The newspapers today have something about our school. in the today newspaper it was 'MJC down VJC in the dark' or something like that. and the one in the lianhezaobao, i couldnt read a thing! my chinese got D7 so excuse me okay?=P lol

oh yes. yasin's penalty rocked. right down the centre.

and here of course, the post match celebrations!

The trophy's MINE lah ong. go away. kiddin! that trophy's probably in miss lai's office now. and it will be there for a year, at least. *wink*

off to bed.

big walk

2005-05-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

hellooooo

had a long weekend due to the vesak day holiday.

haha the only thing that was running in my mind on saturday was, : "We are in the finals. F-I-N-A-L-S. against vjc' haha still couldnt believe we cleared the semi final against RJC and we're fighting for the cup against VJC on wednesdae. anyway, i went to watch Star Wars Episode III: Revenge Of The Sith with my dear on saturday at marina square. packed i tell u. wanted to catch an earlier show but only had the front row seats left so we settled for the 6pm show which seats 5 rows from the front. the show was cool siah. i finally watched all 6 episodes. anakin and amidala had kids. funny to think that a small boy, like anakin was in Episode I: A Phantom Menace, would end up corpulating with Queen Amidala who looked like so much older than him in Episode I. hahaha.

After the show i sent dear back then went to meet chung chi and joel at tanah merah mrt to watch the arsenal vs man utd match. was rather boring and i almost fell asleep. arsenal dint deserve to win siah. on penalties somemore. roy carroll is not much better than a wooden plank fixed to the ground. for almost all the shots he just stood there and watched the ball go past him. Man United cuckoo lah go offer him new contract for what siah.

Anyway after that we went back to Joel's house and played bomberman til we knocked out. hahaha chung chi and i played hide and seek inside joel's house when there was the blackout. hahahaha so dumb. we hid behind the door to avoid being spotted by joel's father. hahaha. only slept 3 hours. then we had to go for big walk. damn dumb know they made this huge detour for us and we had to walk 2km to the starting point. how smart rite. so in the end we ended up walkin at least 14km. hahaha. we were walking past about the 5km mark when SOMEONE had abrasion at the groin area.( i shall not name who to prevent embarrassment). so that SOMEONE was walking like a duck all the way back. haha. was quite fun lah. chung chi was complaining about the big walk, saying he'll nv participate again. then this morning he said h thought the big walk was useful. brudder , brudder..*sighs* the goodie bag they gave was CRAP i tell u. who would put cooking oil, centrum vitamin tablets and cafe nova sachets in a goodie bag meant for big walk siah. i was expecting food and drinks but none were present. sianz. 4 bucks wasted. went home after that and dint wake up til late.

today was soccer training. school was closed cuz it was a public holiday so we had training in the park again. damn hot siah today. i felt like sleeping the whole day. when it came to training couldnt realli focus. =S dont know why. anyway, we had training for about an hour or so. tomorrow's our last training before the finals on wednesday. though ive been hoping that training would end soon, i think that without having training everyday after school will be really different. especially cuz we've been having training everyday for the past 2 months or so. its gonna be the last one too before the A levels. hope it'll be a good training tomorrow. i've learnt alot about soccer under fabio and playing with my team mates, even more than i expected to. tomorrow's the final day of training, and wednesday marks the end of soccer career in MJC, and yes, im having mixed feelings bout it. but for now, MJC all the way for the finals. final match, final push, final countdown.

oh yeah. chung chi jasmond ivan ong were talking about something stupid after training.

Scenario 1: Person A calls Person B.
Person A: Hello, is Person B there?
Person B: ...

Scenraio 2 Person A calls Person B's house

Person A: Hello (Person B), you at home ah?
Person B:...

Scenario 3: *Person A calls Person B's phone*
Person A: Hello who are you?
Person B: huh.

lol. they said it in chinese. its funnier.

guess today is chung chi's favorite day. May 23rd.

woooooohoooooooooo

2005-05-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL STADIUM HERE WE COME!!!

wahaha...we made it! such a long journey has finally reached its conclusion!

national stadium.
vjc vs mjc.
'A'division soccer finals.

as for today...
rjc vs mjc (semi finals)
teachers' network (old raffles institution), Grange Road.

i finally got my chance to play today.
defensive midfielder.
full 90 minutes appearance
im happy!
chung chi got to play too! both starting 11 siah! hahaha..
such a big crowd came to watch today. thanks everyone!!
dear dear came to watch too! thanks dear dear!=D muack.
not the best performance on my part. wished i could have done better on some occasions tho.
happy weekend ahead.
training on monday.
enough time to rest my sprained ankle from today. (sustained during 2nd half)

as for now.

MY BED! HERE I COME!!

hello

2005-05-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

hello all im in school now. the bloody font is so big and everyone can see what im typing. haha that conrad had to go off earli for badminton mathc so lessons finish extra earli todae. anyway. joel's sitting beside me in the com room in the library playing some kind of stupid game=P haha

joel has been doing lots of science experiments lately. check out his cool safety goggles he stole from the chem lab. nah. actually its his new ray-ban glasses but it looks like safety goggles still lah. haha. and YES joel im helping u AA abit. lol. oh yes in my previous entry, on my birthday, joel spent the most time in the toilet trying to pick out the nicest pictures in the toilet. bet it was up rite?=P he took about 6 minutes in there and chung chi and i took about 5 mins and 50 secs=P haha. lol. tink we going back there on sunday. (maybe)

anyway, ive been feeling quite sick lately, especially after monday cuz i dint drink any water after the game. down wif stomach flu today and hopefully i can still play soccer later. haha. oh. about the monday game..we been serangoon jc 2-0, with 2 goals from zul. haha jian got yellow carded in the first half and coach was afraid he would pick up another caution so coach let me play in his place instead. hahaha defensive midfielder. i havent played there for so long but it was fun.=D haha..we qualified for the semis, which will be against raffles jc on friday. haha. i like coach fabio. he gives everyone a chance. even yasin got his chance yesterday. finally. after 90 minute of warm up (total)=P

im getting kinda bored these days. homework is piling up, and im trying realli hard to catch up too. and i muz try to help that '16-year-old' kid to do his work too. (chung chi) lets see the verdict on whether no.23 comes for training later=P im glad i have a good buddy or rather, brudder, nowadays in chung chi. and joel too. lol. hahaha..sigh. my dear and i quarrel more often than we used to. this is bad. sigh. guess ill type more if i have the chance later. im kinda sleepy now so gonna take a nap.

a long week

2005-05-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

hello! im back! my com is finally back too!

haha. anyway the last week has been very eventful.

i'll start wif last friday. last friday was sports day. it was raining VERy heavily with lightning and thunder. so they had the cheerleading competiton in the hall followed by prize giving for completed events. this year there was even mascots for each house. triton's was a merman. hahaha..jasmond took part in cheerleading. gay sia.=P hahahaha..i was feeling sick and sleepy that day. teck wee asked me to run in the 4x400m relay on thursday. i agreed cuz he said that we dint have enough runners. but on friday i felt like crap and had no mood to run at all! hhah. teck wee won the 100m race, just in front of hong sum and zul. then he collpased after running the 400m individual. tink he muz have over-run. anyway, the 4x400m relay team was made up of me and 3 J1s who i dint even know prior to the race. power rite? haha.. we were aimi9ng for 3rd cuz the other 2 strong teams were atlas, consisting of yasin chung chi kun and jeremy, and callisto, consisting of anand yisheng vishal and jayanta. all the fast powerful runners siah. yup but in the end we got 2nd. unexpected medal for me and another new 3 friends. haha. anyway. yasin got individual champ sia. power sia. after that we had soccer training. so it concluded a tiring friday.

saturday. my birthday! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO REMEMBERED=D

my dear stayed up til 12am to wish me happy birthday. so sweet rite? haha. anyway, in the morning i went to return the harold and kumar vcd that luther chung chi and i watched a week ago. haha. even the person at the shop wished me happy birthday cuz they had my particulars in their records. haha. then i took the train(from pasir ris) to my dear's house(paya lebar). she wanted me to go there for some unknown reason=P but when i reached i knew the reason. my dear is so sweet. she baked a cake for me and bought me an adidas t-shirt! and the cake is delicious i tell you. hahaha..my brother ate alot of it. hehe. anyway, we went out after that. took the train to causeway point(woodlands), where we wacthed coach carter. very inspiring show just before a competiton i guess. it was nice. wanted to watch house of wax but i tot my dear would be scared so dint watch=PpP hehe. yup. when the movie finished we took the train to jurong point (boon lay) to have billy bombers. hahaha..yum yum. very nice. thanks for the treat dear. haha. guess what. chung chi oso had the same meal as i did at a different billy bombers restaurant. hahaha.. after that my dear and i took the train back to paya lebar and my dear went home. ( i travelled past every stop on the red and green train lines that day except for expo and changi airport)

anyway, after that i went to raffles place mrt to meet chung chi and joel. that was like 11pm already. they wanted to celebrate my birthday with me too. so we took the train the clarke quay mrt station to go to a pub and watch soccer. hahaa..luther pang seh us AGAIN lo. oh yeah chung chi joel and luther got me this very nice black long sleeve t-shirt and a birthday condom. lol. hahaha..so we walked down the stretch of pubs along clarke quay. and we stopped at the first pub that had soccer match on. hahaha.

chung chi: when's the arsenal v liverpool match shown? can switch?
waitress: im not sure. but there are still customers watching this current one (newcastle v everton i tink)
chung chi: har. then after this match can switch to the other channel? what time is it?
waitress: let me check
*waitress disappears*
*waitress returns*
waitress: the arsenal liverpool match is shown exactly the same time as this match.(pauses) but tomorrow night.
chung chi: har..(open mouthed)

hahaha. funny siah. anyway we juz decided to stay at that pub to watch the soccer match. hahaha. we had to check IDs cuz chung chi looked like a kid. they thought i was 19, joel 18 and chung chi 16. hahaha..big joke. anyway, joel had this drink called 'Hooty Island Tea', i had one called 'Hooty Rita' and chi had one, i cant remember the name but it tasted like passion fruit mixed with something else. joel's tasted SO strong and bitter that he had to add a whole packet of sugar to make it taste nicer. haha. mine tasted the best. hahahaha..anyway, the toilet was nice too. lol. hahahahah..joel spent a damn long time in there. hehe.=PpP we ;eft the place at around 2am, after the match. West Brom and Man Utd drew 1-1. we walked along the other side of clarke quay where they had all those clubs. what sia. the girls entry age is 18 and the guys one is 23. hahaha..joel was so sad. then we walked along the same side of clarke quay where we first started out. haha we ended up walking 7 bus stops in the wrong direction in search of the NR7 bus stop, that would take us back home. hahaha. we ended up walked past hill st, eu tong sen st, then passed the treasury and parliament house, peninsular and funan IT mall, and all the way back to city hall. then at the junction we saw the NR7 bus stop and we had to run for it cuz it was headin in the opposite direction,. hahaha. dumb noe. then chung chi ran on the road to catch the driver's attention but obviously he dint see him. hahaha. so in the end the bus backtracked the exact route where we came from .and it passed the bus stop rite outside the pub we were at. -_-"' chung chi slept on the bus. then the bus went past tanah merah and joel got off. leaving me with chung chi, so we got of at pasir ris and walked along a dimly lit road to my house. scary siah. so when we got back chung chi cleared my fridge, and we watched tv til around 5am then slept. haha.

When we woke up in the morning i was late for my dental appointment, chung chi went home and slept the whole day. hahaha. at the dentist he had to stuff some kind of gum gel in my mouth to stop my gums from bleeding. good thing it doesnt bleed anymore. i went to meet my dear later. went to get mother;s day present for my mum oso.

monday. chemistry test. once again, i dintn study. but i tink it wasnt that bad actually. i know i will still fail but at least i could still do some questions. after the soccer tournament is over, ill study. hahaha. anyway today was VJC vs MJC. we lost 0-3 . i was on the bench once again. haha azry came back. haha he was in hospital for quite some time. anyway the team's spirit was down after we let in 3 goals and not scoring any. =S the rest of the class had their NAPFA test on monday but me and chung chi had to skip cuz of soccer.

we had bio spa on tuesday.

wednesday was a short and boring day.

thursday was also relatively short. cuz we had another match against Hwa Chong Institute. we won 2-0 thanks to goals from zul and muhader. hahaha. they always socre in the same match. after that went to meet my dear at parkway. dear was ONE HOUR late=PpP hehe. must punish! haha. i was so tired on thursdae. tink i dint sleep enough. anyway, we had pastamania. saw jasdeep and his girlfriend there too. haha.

friday. i brought 2 bananas to school for breakfast. chung chi took one of the them and ended up eating half and the other half landed on the floor. idiot. hahaha..anyway, chung chi me and luther were late for GP lesson. stupid conrad. i hate him. everytime its me or chung chi late, he'll punish us. but when any other person goes to the toilet and comes back late, he just doesnt bother. bias sia. stupid lo. and now we have to be punished next week. sianz. anyway, chung chi and i had to take our napfa test today. and both of us werent ready. actually thought the napfa test would be next week. so we took the napfa test

1. Sit n Reach. i dint do very well for this station last year but i got 53cm this time round. a shocker. One A down.=D chung chi got 53 too.

2. Pull ups. i did 8. my arms were aching for some reason. not fair chung chi got 10 but he dint straighten his arms! haha. i could have done 11 if i dint have to straighten all the time. =P C grade.

3. Shuttle Run. i got 8.9 this year. dint bother to retake. cuz my right ankle almost gave way when i made the turn. chung chi got 8.9 also. A grade.

4. Standing Broadjump. my favorite station. hahaha. i got 274 for the first jump, and 280 for the second jump. yay i broke my own record=D hahaha...chung chi just nice got 250cm. lucky idiot. A grade.

5. 2.4 km run. This was HELL i tell you. given that we took the test in the morning. by the time we ran 2.4 it was close to 10am and the weather was scorching hot. i ran behind chung chi all the time. he got 8.25min and i got 8.43min. nearly died after that. A grade

6. Sit Ups. was too tired to do anything after the run so i just reached 48 and stopped. chung chi got 65. A grade.

Total Score: 28. gold.=D im happy! the banana worked.

after the napfa test i felt like vomitting. i definitely dint drink enough water before the test and considering that i slept at 130am, that explains why. i wasnt feeling very well for the next 2 periods but just held on anyway. yay. plans for class chalet and class bbq are in the making.=D after school my dear and i went to popeye's for lunch. long time dint eat there. i gobbled everything up cuz i ditn ahve recess due to napfa. saw vanessa at the changi airport bus stop oso! haha. anyway then went back to school for soccer. yesterday was fun. i played central midfielder. hahaha..for once siah.=P i went home straight aftet that cuz i was so exhausted from the whole week. my dear had some kind of function in school. sigh. now she;s angry with me. wont pick up my calls or answer messages. sigh. donno wad to do.

anyway. thats the end of my week. its saturday again now. time to rest.

see ya!

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2005-04-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello!

im exhausted. and prob abit pissed as well.

the 4 hours of sleep a day is starting to get to me. flu symptoms have come. damnit. haha. and im falling asleep more often in lectures now. school's becoming boring now. im getting irritated easily over everything. im trying trying trying to catch up with homework.

i hate bio class. all sorts of bio class. yup last year bio was my fav subject but ever since mr yeow took over again the pressure has been piling up. not that i dislike mr yeow or what, but i feel his lessons just give us unnecessary stress. 100%. and when u dont give the correct answer he'll give you that stare. dammit im trying hard already lah. not that im not paying attention to biology, and not that i want to use CCA as an excuse ( i wont, everyone has CCAs), but its really i dont have enough time a day to finish my bloody tutorials.

an average weekday:
6am-wake up
730-1530-school
1530-1630 - rest before soccer
1630-2000 - soccer
2000-2045hrs - waiting for that bloody bus 89 to take me back home.
2045-2200hrs - eat, bathe get ready things for work.
2200- 0200hrs - homework. LAST WEEK's homework, not homework.

and the cycle goes on. this week tiring especially. physical training on monday tuesday and thursday. with a match against the J1s on wednesday. jasmond and i discussed some things and i agree also lah. tomorrow training matches. finally.

i wish i was as smart as chung chi. and as hardworking as the mengyang's gang and the girls. then maybe i could catch up. but now im lagging behind like mad. maybe its just my bad time management as mentioned by mr sung. but u look at the everyday schedule, i cant do much about 90% of the schedule. unless i eat and bathe for 10 minutes in all. -_-

and problems problems problems are cropping up between me and her. and i dont know how to solve it. i want to spend time with my friends as well as spend it with her. but just like in the stress talk today, im finiding it really hard to balance studies CCA her and my friends within 24 hours of the day. taking any of the factors out of the equation wouldnt help at all, will make things worse only. aiyah whatever, im a bad boyfriend. i know it.

oh yes. latest updates. Ya-Z won the 5k race and Chee (chung chi) won the 800m. good sia. i wanted to take part in 400m long jump and triple jump but all the events clashed with the tournament. dammit. anyway, congrats to them. hehe.

i better be going.

im back

2005-04-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

Hello! im back!

ah so stressed rite now. weekends are spent catching up on homework and studies.
weekdays are spent slogging it out on the field. honestly i rather have soccer the whole day then go to school lah. fun but tiring. but then again, i dont have time for anything else. tournament has started. we managed to clear round 1 and progress to round 2 but uim still disappointed with the loss to NJC. but at least i got to play..(finally) . After warming up 9 times yasin still hasnt made it onto the pitch=P [ref, ref!!] hahaha..he';ll kill me if he sees this.

schoolwork is taking its toll too. im getting very sick of everything that has to do with school already. hardly have time to study for tests. thus im almost failing everything. mid year how sia. im so pressed for time these days its not easy to cope. balancing between soccer studies leisure and my deardear is very difficult too. and the worse thing, other than the soccer people, hardly anyone understands the situation.

American Idol is getting more exciting. Anwar's out. so now i tink the top 3 will be Bo Bice, Constantine Maroulis and Carrie underwood. haha. the rest deserve to be out LONG time ago, like scott savol. but he's still not out yet. miracle. hahaha..

damn i gotta go do the e-lecture.

i'll be back.. someday.

...

2005-04-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

sianz. block test results are out. i got a miserable E O F can? study for 10 days and i still get E O F.

crap man. especially CHEMISTRY. i got F. i studied the most for chem and i got F. i dint touch math at all and got O. but what the hell. i dont just want to pass. this is very demoralising.

and now with 5 times a week soccer training i dont tink i gonna have time for my studies. but what the hell. i rather have soccer training anyway.=)

i miss my dear. sorry for yesterday dear. i love you.

2005-03-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

yestterdae dear and i went to suntec. look!

bored

2005-03-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

i am fuckin bored.

block tests are over. it seems no matter how hard i study i juz cant do well in exams. bio was a mess. maths was a disaster. and i shouldnt say much bout chem lah. was the worst. stupid chem sia. everything i memorized went out of my head. same situation as laz year's promos. why!!! crap lah. i wasted 10 days of my bloody life studying for block tests and it all has come to nothing. sigh. in 10 days i dint see my dear twice thanks to the stupid mugging. sigh.

the post-block test life doesnt make me feel better either.

long weekend. so what? im bored to death. waiting for sunday when dear goes out with me.

sigh the reason why im typing this stupid entyr is cuz im freaking pissed. pissed with school pissed with studies pissed with myself especially.

i always make my dear sad or angry. and i cant get my messages across to her properly. somehow it just comes out the wrong way. what the hell is wrong with me? and its always what i say that will make her angry or sad.. firthermore my sensitivity has increased alot i tink. i wasnt like this last time i tink. i get sensitive over everything she says. prob makes her pissed also. aiyah i dno wad to say already lah. i wanna solve probs and tell her wad io feel bout it but everytime i try im only amplifying the problem..=(

bye. and i miss you.

helloo

2005-03-19T08:36:00.000+08:00

our rings! nice?=)

wallet my dear gave me for vday. yeah i noe v long already but i still wanna show off my wallet=P haha..

bottle of M&Ms my dear gave me. now no more M&Ms.=P

yup thats all the pics i uploaded.

i miss my dear alot.

grr

2005-03-18T09:32:00.000+08:00

im freaking stressed

sigh..=(

4 days 3 hours to bio
4 days 19 hours to math
5 days 19 hours to chem.
5 days 21.5 hours til i can go out with my stress-free dear..=P

=)

2005-03-16T10:24:00.000+08:00

amazing! my 2nd blog entry in 2 days! hahaha..

anyway yesterdae i went out to study with my dear..=) quite alright i tink..completed much more tahn i expected so it proves i can go study outside with little noise. the only time i couldnt study was when there was this group of old malay and chinese aunties havent something like a class reunion at the staff canteen. the studying area somemore. they were SO noisy can. haha..aiyah cant blame them lah. class reunion ritE? haha

still alot of topics to cover. going into thermochem after this. then i dno whether to start maths and bio first. die. oh well. dont tink im gonna drop to poly la..=) haha was juz very stressed ystd so juz saed that on impulse. sigh. later got soccer. can destress! hahaha... hopefully i wont be too tired after training so can study somemore. ahhhh..anyway, my new glasses is getting on my nerves. it keeps slipping down my face and i cant see clearly after 7pm. dno why oso. maybe my eyes are tired are my glasses really has a problem.=S

today i cant see my dear much..=S she's going to the airport to study while i tink i'll be rotted at home. maybe i'll go out to the airport later too if that damn drilling starts again..=S i miss my dear. dno why she's so quiet on MSN now..=S

gonna go back to mugging. mug hard ya all.

=)

sianz

2005-03-15T08:01:00.000+08:00

Hello! I haven’t been here for a month. After a few failed attempts to blog, im back! But only for awhile I guess. Its mugging season now. Block test next week. Haven’t really studied much. Sigh. I can only study at home cuz im veru distracted outside. But well later gonna try to study outside with my dear. Haha.. tink im gonna screw up block test real bad. Think if I get one or more ‘F’s, I’ll really consider dropping to poly. Rather not waste my time trying A levels. Sigh. Anyway, I got D7 for Chinese.! So happy! =D no need to take Chinese anymore in my life! Haha I discarded my Chinese file already.

Haha. Soccer training’s getting tougher. A LOT tougher. Its going to 4 times a week soon. So time management is really important. And I suck at that. Sigh.

Anyway, I tink Coach Fabio is a very good coach. Not saying the old one was bad but I tink coach fabio’s training really has a purpose. As in a direct purpiose when it comes to the game. Furthermore, he gives everybody a chance. He’s a funny person too. Hahaha..

I miss my dear. 2 months already! So fast rite?=P haha..

I’ll post some pics when I finally load them up.

Back to mugging.(if I can)
FOCUS!

This Week

2005-02-12T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hello! My internet’s down so im typing my blog entry in microsoft word and then I’ll transfer this up to the blog when my internet is up. Dumb siah wireless connection. Always cannot connect when u want it to be up. Dumb shit.

Anyway. I haven’t updated in like 14 days? Okay almost 2 weeks la. Been kinda busy. And lazy. And.. aiyah. No mood to blog lah. But after lots of pestering im going to blog. Haha.

I just finished soccer training. Back home now before my family gonna head out to my dad’s friend’s house to visit. Here comes more money! Haha.. sorry joel and chung chi and luther and whoever else who wanted to come over to visit todae. Im gonna go out. Should have asked 2 days ago lah. Sia lah. My dad’s friend’s house is in Bukit Timah sia. And I haven’t seen my dad’s friend’s children in like 5 years. Haha. Tink we only gonna stay for lunch or something. Gonna sleep in the car. Soccer training was fun but kinda tiring. Run and run and run. Only 11 J2s showed up today. Must be cuz of the CNY fever. SURPRISINGLY, Bradley was there. Hahaha.. kidin lah. I woe up like at 745am then wanted to take tazi to school but my mum suggested sending me instead. So dumb. The volkswagon failed to start then had to use the other car instead. Cock sia. Then I reached skool around 805am? Yeah. 805am. Tot training cancelled or something sia. Hardly anyone was there. Haha. The J1 population even fewer sia. 4? Or 5? Haha. But training was fun sia. Builds on fitness. But like wad brad saed. Morning training sucks. The sun’s straight in your face and drains u damn fast. We ended training at 10am but I tot was like 1130 or something sia. haha sia lah alot of things spoilt todae siah! firstly, the shutter key thanks to khairul and azri. and then the drink machine. courtesy of me, jasdeep and bradley. hahaha.. i tink bradley's money got stuck inside the machine again. then we decided to bang the machine to get the money out. haha. i body-charged the right side of the machine, jasdeep kicked the centre panel, and bradley shoulder charged tje left side. the left side caved in siah. hahaha..shhhhhhhh

Yesterday. My dear and I skipped school. Actually even if I wanted to go, I overslept . and by a lot oso. I woke up at 1145am. 45 mins more and school would have ended. With the exception of the redundant Chinese period of course. Haha. My dear dear came over at hmmmm..cant remember what time=P 1+ I tink. Haha..then stayed in my house til around 5pm then we went out to City Hall area to play the carnival rides. Hee.. My dear dear has a NEW NAME.=P and I oso have a new name. Mor Mor. =P lol. Anyway. We walked around the city link mall there until it was DARK enough to go sit the rides. =P in the daytime no really nice to sit the ride I guess..hee..anyway we sat this ride that cost 3 tokens each. It went round and round and then got higher and higher. I forgot the ride’s name only remember that it was next to meteorite. I felt so happy to be up there with my dear..=) wouldn’t have wanted to be up there with anyone else. Hee..and yup. We screamed a lot. =P later we went to suntec carrefour to have the venezia ice cream again. Chocomint.=) yum. My dear and I both like that flavor. Hee.. then we went to the fountain and they had this laser thing. Stupid noe when we decided to use the machine then the laser times closed le. And the computer system dint tell us that it closed already. So sad. Oh well. Still got next week.=)

Anyway. I gotta go out already so. See ya later. I’ll blog whatever that happened this week. I hope. =)

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Im back. for awhile i guess. my PIGGY is sleeping already so i juz gonna type what happened todae. went to my dad's friend's house. which was in bukit timah. hahaha.. i was damn tired so slept in the car. then when i woke up reached the place already. ahha.. dint see the people there for like 4 years. if you all donno, my family is like bit anti social from the rest of my father;s friends families. not that i want to lah. my parents dno why don let us go join em on celebrating occasions. dumb. couldnt recognise some of them. cherie and yi hern look different i tink. and that john and nicholas still look and behave the same. =P haha. anyway. i was kinda bored so started playing dai dee with some of the younger ppl. haha. embarrassing sia. i kept losing except for one round. haha. later there was lion dance. noisy sia. i was commenting that the back guy does all the hard work while the front guy just slacks. cant believe these guys are paid like 1000++ bucks to perform for 5 minutes. haha. after that my dad drove me to dhoby ghaut mrt. so called the nearest possible MRT. haha. anyway. completed my secret mission there then went to meet my sweeeeeeeetie at bugis at 630. haha..sorry dear i was later by like 3 minutes today.=P hee..we walked round and round then we had yoshinoya. then walked around awhile more then we went home. hee..so funny. 4 hours flew by just like that. i enoyed myself with my dear so much but time seems to fly fly fly by..

alrite i gonna sleep now. if not tmr cannot wake up thne v jia lat ah. nite.

2005-02-11T14:42:00.000+08:00

today i am at home, its 11 of feb 2005, for your information its me typing my blog, my darling is beside me, i love my darling. later we are going to fun fair.my dear looks very sad. so i oso very sad. sob.

dear dear CHEER UP!

weekend ups.

2005-01-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey.=)

its me reporting for the weekend again.

alrite lets start on friday. very eventful day for me i tink. best lah, i couldnt wake up on friday morning. when i finally did. it was 720am. i had to be in school at uh..730am. hahaha. damn. juz nice i stuffed everything into my bag then ran to the bus stop. good timing ah my dad was down stairs (he juz came back from sending my bro) so i hopped into the car and he sent me to school. damn siah. everytime when u are in a hurry there seems to be SO MANY red lights.=S irritating u noe. when i FINALLY reached school itwas 743am i tink. the rest of the school were singing the national anthem. i walked into the school gate, then turned around and walked back outside cuz my dad wanted to ask me something. then after that i went back into the school gate and kana stopped by that bastard mr tng.

for all of you who dont know mr tng, he is MJC's beloved OM. a real sarcastic asshole. for those who are often late, you know what he's like. this bastard spoilt my morning i tell you. i gave me that sarcastic laugh when i told him i overslept. then he asked why i turned back outside the gate. when i told him my dad was calling me he gave me this :'ya..i believe you. so do what daddy says rite?' u noe what mr tng, FUCK YOU. i dint need anyone else to spoil my morning. grr..i swear i was THIS close to punching his bloody ass 'up-down-left-right-centre'.

anyway, after that i went to class. fuming. never mind lah at least mr lee was late so i took that time to cool down. at least i managed to finish my book review. ah. after that was PE. chung chi me joel and amir played soccer wif some guys from s205 and s103. so far this year, its the first time my footballing form actually came to life. if only this can happen in training every time. i finally got the idea of one-touch football and control-pass. its usually 5-touch football and 'control-contro-control-lose the ball' during soccer trainings. nothing has been going right for me this year in soccer. its one of those phases that jasdeep has been complainign about juz that i tink mine's an extra long phase. somehow i feel like there's ALOT of pressure when i play with the rest during training. not like the usual kickarounds during PE. maybe thats why ive beenb playing like SHIT. sigh. yasin if u read this, the 'mundane' feeling is getting to me too.

ah yes. about the PE soccer. chungchi and my team won 4-0. chung chi played like van der Waart. haha. i fell on my butt on the sandy patch after tripping over the rolling ball. how dumb right. my 'reward', a big scratch+bruise on my right buttcheek. later couldnt sit properly during bio lect. had to lean on my left buttcheek all the time. so dumb.

school finished at 1230 instead of 130. good sia. no chinese lesson. my dear followed me to my house to get my triton shirt and number tag which i forgot to bring earlier in the day.=) then my mum sent both of us to the x-country place in the volkswagen beetle, from which i sustained two more minor injuries. bumped my back on the roof of the car and my ankle got stuck underneath the backseat. so dumb. anyway, my shin's been in real bad condition since a few weeks ago. its been very very weak so i cant really walk properly at times. and now with that stupid butt injury it makes walking harder.

anyway. friday was MJC's 3rd annual x-country meet. haha. the soccer guys were aiming to get 18 out of the top 20 positions. well that was what was typed in the CCA review for last year. haha. x-country this year was quite a good one for me i guess. im happy enough.=) paced with kun all the way until the 4.0km mark when my calf muscle pulled. damn irritating lo. good thing i managed to complete the race. was pulling tighter with each step i took. congrats to yasin on his victory.=) haha. my dear got 36th but she dint seem v happy. dear, its alright k? u tried your best..its really good already.=D *grin*

for the teachers race, can u believe it? Mr Sung got 2nd for the Men's race and he ran quite fast siah. haha. power lah. and Mr Lee got 4th siah. he dont look like the type who can run but he got 4th. power la. anyway, thats enough of races for me. my legs ache like mad.

after the x-country, R5 went to caroline's house for dinner. my dear and i almost couldnt find the place cuz tht place like v ulu. all big houses somemore. haha..anyway, caroline has a cute golden retriver that likes to bite things. it likes thomas's socks. oh yes, me scott weiqiang and eekee went to play soccer at this field near caroline's house. we dint take note of the 'no soccer' sign. we were playing til quite fun then this fat man came out of his house and took pictures of us playing. that fooker then told us about the no soccer sign and insulted us. narrow-minded bastard. i mean, what is seriously WRONG about playing soccer on a patch of grass. its not like you own it or its at risk to anyone else. maybe his house windows got broken before. and the no soccer sign is no ordinary sign. it looks like it was planted there by himself. and this loony guy who took pics of us apparently reported his own son to the police for playing soccer at the same grass patch. what a joke man. this guy's a joker. pissed off man. second time in a day. felt like ramming the soccer ball into his face. narrow-minded a-hole.
anyway, the 4 of us then decided to play street soccer. literally. on the roads somemore. haha. i tried a ronaldo=) juz had some energyleft after the run to do some running with the ball. haha. later on we were playing near the canal and i accidentally kicked the ball in. so me scott ee kee aand weiqiang climbed into the MUDDY canal to save the ball. haha damn toot. later galvin melissa shuyi and owen came to help us. hahaha..weiqiang slipped as he went in. came up all muddy. galvin oso. brave siah they all. then later AGAIN. on the way back scott kicked the ball into a 2m deep drain. ee kee bravely jumped into the dran to get the ball out then did a pull up to get out of the drain. cool siah. brave bunch of ducks.

we had pizza for dinner. thomas is a really good singer siah. R5 idol. he's gonna take part in talentime for sure. i tink he can win it siah. he's damn good can.

i was feeling really tired and blur then. thanks my dear for looking after me=).after tht sent my dear dear back then i went home. was really tired and i had to sleep or risk not going for soccer training the next morning.

Saturday:

had soccer training at 8am. woke up at 745am with my legs aching like mad. my calf was really tight. could hardly move siah. mum sent me to school. alotof people dint come today. my usual group of soccer ppl, chungchi eugene bradley joel all dint come siah. muz be overslept or something. then kun dint come cuz he had some course. fabio dint come either. so only left the old coach to train us. quite mundane the training. usually stuff. like long ball and sorts. then later played match. i played for awhile then my calf acted up again so i went out of the pitch. irritating. damn if haikal's gonna play left back its gonna be real hard for me to get into the team. never mind. another challenge.

my dear oso had band today. we had lunch at elias mac then i went home to rest. later after my dear finished we walked around white sands. dear bully me yesterday, play hide and seek with me then play cheat somemore=PpP hehe. but was so fun. hahaha..later we went somewhere else and that was fun too..=) haha. i love to spend time with my dear. though it goes by really really fast..=S later met my parents for dinner at bark cafe again. guess what. aaron and shaun are working there. stupid aaron. quit mjc go work.=P haha. never mind lah. the soccer team could do with him around man. key player.

Today:
i woke up at 945 today. alrite alrite 1015. roled for 30 mins can? haha. was supposed to meet my dear at 11 then in the end we pushed back the time til bout 1230. i feel so bad. sigh.=S sorry my dear. we went to orchard cuz she wanted to look at some clothes. so i followed her..=) its fun actually. we saw a bag tht we both like. im gonna save money for that. chungchi called me halfway saying he needed some help choosing a bag at cine. sorry dint go over to help u man. hahaha..but good thing i dint go oso. i'll prob make it even harder for him to choose a bag. haha.

after far east, dear and i walked to taka that side to look around. then we went to eat takopachi. as usual i had octopus and she had bacon&cheese. hee..she looks so cute when she eats. so cute. hee..=) then we went the heeren to walk around. actually we wanted to eat so many things today. one of which was the wanton noodles at heeren. was quite nice actually. hahaha..though the serving sample was kinda small but i enjoyed it. it was at the graffiti cafe there so the tables and chairs were graffiti-cated with all sorts of stuff. haha..i scratched something o0n the table..=PpP hee..

guess what. so many people saw me and my dear today but i dint see them. eugene power la. saw me at the wanton noodles place and i dint even see him. must be spying. hahaha.. kiddin. then meisze oso saw us at far east. and the kunxiang and jj at heeren outside. cool eh. haha. after we were done eating we scouted around heeren for more stuff. yay we finally bought the t shirt that we wanted to buy a few months ago. its really nice. =) tho the words on the shirt like 'shooting' ourselves but kinda cute lah. haha. hmmm. later we walked downstairs and went to buy peppermint ice cream bread. hahaha.. we tried using this weird accent and 'bread' actually sounded like 'bra' hahaha.. so funny. good thing we dint tell the aunty '2 peppermint bra please' hehe. hahaha..then when we ate the ice cream it was leaking all over. we left a trail of ice cream over 20 mtres or so. hahaha.. went back to heeren and my dear went to meet her friends. half the time i was just smiling to myself cuz they spoke in chinese and i dint really know what they were talking about. except for the lame jokes. haha. =PpP but was nice meeting my dear's friends lah.

after that i went home. feels SO weird going home alone i tell u. no one to hug at the station and trains. feels funny. guess im so used to having my dear around me. i dont feel right when she's not around. im so happy when i get to go out with her, every minute is so fun. i love being with her alot. more importantly, i love her alot.=D she's my special one. i know so.
i miss her alot now. she's sleeping now already. i tink i saed something not so right just now that made her a bit not happy..=X sorry dear.

i am gonna sleep now too. tmr's the start of a new week. gonna save money. goodnite all.

some more pics!

dear and i on the sentosa bus

us at the beach

on the bus to east coast.

us again=)

the mighty R5 ducks!

my sweetie..

2005-01-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

today was such a nice day.=)

my darling was SO sweet today..hee..

woke up really early to do my homework but ended up dozing off on my desk.=PpP hee..was to meet my darling around 8-815am in school. hee..i reached school around 816am. sorry i was late my dear..=S

hmmmm last nite my dear told me not to eat anything for breakfast but to come to school and eat..=PpP was wondering why my dear wanted to eat in school and not anywhere else..got a surprise today! my darling made breakfast for me. cheese and egg sandwich! was really delicious. *i mean it dear* hee..then got this cute toothpick that she made too..=) my dear, u are really so sweet..thanks for brightening up my day right from the start..=D muacks.(x5)

food my dear made for me!

hmmmmm then on top of that my sweetie gave me sth and a card..=) dear, thanks for supporting me so much. i really really really appreciate it..the heart shaped card my dear made was so nice..=) and the 2 names on the card were even nicer!=PpP

hehe. well today's lessons passed by rather quick. maybe cuz i was sleeping half the time. couldnt wait to see my dear after bio tutorial..hee.

after school i went to BK and TM with my dear to eat..we had mushroom swiss again. then later had gelare..=)

i dint go for soccer training today. still feeling really bad from saturdae. still gonna reflect on wad kun saed. maybe im just not cut out for soccer..=S i donno lah. guess i shouldnt let all these comments demoralise me. i noe ive been playing like shit but its not cuz of concentration lapse. i just dont know why im not playing as properly as a should..=S sigh. oh well. i dint go for soccer todae mainly cuz i had diarrhoea. bloody hell. its the feeling like u have that diarrhoea type stomachache, and when u finally sit on the nice toiletbowl, nothing comes out. its been like that since last nite. zzz.. thursday, its back to soccer for me. i WILL not play like shit. *hey, i gotta start somewhere and thats by believing in myself rite?*

anyway, here are the other pics from the weekend.

me and my dear at sentosa.

us again. =)

me and my dear at R5 BBQ.

speaking about the R5 outing, i tink i know wats causing my diarrhoea. caroline's pasta!! ahhhhh..=PpP kiddin! hahaha

weekend

2005-01-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

heloooo..=) its been a so-so weekend thus far. actually its a really long weekend i tink. and there's not much homework..whew. or so i tink lah..=)

anyway. friday. i went to sentosa with my darling..=) hehe finally managed to go to sentosa wif her..most other days during the holidays were wasted due to rainy weather..=P hehe.! but aiyah. was so forgetful on fridae. u noe when u go to the beach to suntan usually u'd bring a beach towel, beach mat, sun tanning lotion and proper clothes to cahnge into rite? i was so forgetful i forgot all of the above. good thing rmb to bring extra underwear. unlike during the soccer training days, id bring everything except towel and underwear. damn dumb rite. haha. anyway, back to the point. we dint bring any food oso so went to buy a bottle of water at harbourfront centre first.

hmmmm we then took the bus to sentosa. it was a public holiday but it dint really feel like one lah. haha...felt more like an ordinary saturday to me. the beaches were surprisingly not very crowded as compared to the previous time i went wif my friends. hmmmm anyway, we got onto the yellow line and then went to palawan beach. haha..we looked for a suitable palce to sit down and suntan. at first we found this nice place very shady and very windy, but very dangerous oso. i looked up and saw ALOT of coconuts up there. hehe. dint wan any coconuts to drop on us so we moved to another place. got alot of stupid 'Iodine' people looking at us lo. get a life man. so we dragged the mat tht we bought a bit further down then stayed there to suntan. i dont tink im any blacker lah. juz my face and neck feel damn roasted. the rest like no difference..=S my dear dear saes she doesnt look blacker but i tink she;s slightly blacker..=)

anyway, time seemed to pass by SO FAST when we lay on the beach. really fast lo.. everytime im with my dear the time seems to zoom by. and everytime when i dont see her, even one minute can seem like a damn long time to pass by siah. especially during lessons. tuesdays especially. 6 periods straight. thts like270 minutes. takes like reallllllly long for 270 minutes to pass by when i dont see her..=S though i noe she;s juz one lvl below me most of the time, but it still seems like so long. and this time, 270 minutes on the beach seemed to juz fly past...we went to splash about in the water cuz it got quite hot. haha..so cooling ah the water. but palawan beach very weird sia. the water is filled with this 'mao mao' thingy tht me and my dear tot was damn disgusting to step on. haha. imagine being inside the sea and stepping on something really slimy. all over the place somemore lo. hahaha..good thing my legs dint cramp in the water on friday. it usually does. i dont know why either. hehe. but i had fun with my darling in the water. =D

hmmmmm...later before we went to wash up we drew something on the beach..hee..=) this is the one my dear drew for me..=)

nice rite?=)

the one i drew cant really be seen cuz of the sunlight.

*taking a break. write more later*

wheeeeeee

2005-01-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello! me again. ah yesterday was a really bad training for me. new boots does not equal to improved performances. wel, i tink im really playing like shit these few days. donno why. cant make a simple clearance. die sia. =S but im grateful to kun for letting me play siah. haha. hopefully tomorrow would be a turn for the better. im gonna stick to my old boots for tomorrow's training.

after training we had to water the field as usual. then eugene me and chungchi went on our ritual of heading to west plaza's 7-11 before going home. but kinda felt weird that dear wasnt around. =S missed her alot yesterday!

oh yes the bloody bus uncle scolded me and chungchi for bringing the potato chips and slurpee up the bus. stupid toot toot.=PpP hehe. but i dint drink on the bus! =P

yesterday, there was a MAD RUSH for seats during tutorials. bloody hell. it got me damn pissed siah . that gang took the girls' seating places, and the girls took me joel and chungchi's. not their fault actually. i bet they must have been real pissed that their seats were taken too. so the 3 of us had no choice during chem. as chin poh first put it, one man army sitting in front during chem, until chungchi and joel strolled in front as well. and the 3 of us hardly did our work. good thing we dint have to do the hard questions yesterdae. grr. later on we moved to the back and mr yeow and mrs chong complained about where we were sitting. ah. damn. i wonder what my old group has against sitting in the front row. i mean, there are 5 seats for them wad. isnt that wat they wanted? me joel and chungchi alreayd moved away so they could sit together and now they want the girls' to surrender their seats too? =S ah what the heck lah. lets hope there wont be a rush for seats le. anyway, its not the whole group tht im upset with. 80% of that group are nice people whom i can get along with. only 20% i cant get along wif very well. there are 5 people in the group. you do the maths.

anyway, today after school, almost everyone had odac. chungchi went home and joel had floorball. gerald disappeared somewhere again. my darling had band so i went to the library to wait for her. =) hmmm...so happy i managed to do some bio and chem. was previously lagging behind but now i tink can catch up ah. hopefully. its been real tiring to sleep 4 hours everyday.=S just to do my homework. anyway. after my dear finish band prac we went to tampines to eat. =) we had fish and chips at cafe cartel. damn nice but really full after that. hee.. then we bought this red fila wrsitband thing. im still wearing it now..=) and im gonna wear it tomorrow! hehe.

my dear's probably sleeping already. i miss her alot. there;s something so special about her i just cant describe..something's telling me she's the one..=) actually, i know so. hehe..

goodnight!

oooh yea. me and my darling..

nice?=D

oh yeah. and of course...

hee..

F10+

2005-01-18T07:44:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was kinda screwed up day!=S

maths test. first thing in the morning. the only question i knew how to do was the mathematical induction question. for the rest of the vectors questions i juz sat there scribbling rubbish on my script. =S ahhh.. disastrous. i was so pissed with myself after that for forgetting all the formulas.=S

later on there was a surprise bio test which i think i can juz pass at most. i sorta mixed up the diagram answers. ahhhh. and the bio prac was horrible. wrong calculations and then the rest was all wrong. sad case man. sigh. yesterdae was a really long day.

and gotta do alot of homework today.

yesterday after school my darling followed me to buy my soccer boots..=) went to city hall and finally bugis and then i got the adidas F10+, thanks to my darling..=)

im so happy that i got my new boots. and even happier cuz she got the boots with me..=)

gotta go school now

2005

2005-01-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

There we go. My first blog enry of 2005. its been SO hectic since school restarted. first the orientation then the catching up of LOADS of homework. good thing with some help and support from jiawei vanessa xinyong jasmine and mengyang, ive managed to move along with my homework. but here's what i still owe after 4 days of this school term

- Chemistry Holiday Homework
- Biology Holiday Homework
- Vectors 1 & 2 Tutorial
-Alcohols and Phenols Tutorial
- Transport in Plants Tutorial

Shit thats alot. oh well. about orientation, all i can say is that it ROCKED. hahaha..its been the best orientation so far. well, of course, especially with a bunch of superly-hyper-hankypanky-fun-exciting duckies. =) Everyone of them in R5 rocked during orientation ah..too bad the orienatation can t continue forever. =S Im so glad i managed to get throught orientation 2005 wif someone who matters most to me..=D *winkwink* anyway, i
'll update bout orientation and others over the weekend..

8th January 2005. This date will go down in history as the happiest day of my life.=) and the days after this date have been really really happy for me..=D its been a really good 2 weeks so far. couldnt have been better.

maybe the only dent in this happiness is just that a seem to be really out of place in my clique. especially now that we move in a group of 8. me tiff gerald luther jj joel jessica and chungchi. although i was really disappointed on finding out that alex and akrab wouldnt be joining my class this year, somehow i was happy to find out that chungchi would be in the same class as me cuz at least i would have someone to talk to. as in things in common. soccer, soccer, soccer. hehe. and joel joins in too.. some how i feel closer to joel and chungchi than the rest of them. with the exception of luther and tiff.

Even in class, there are only 5 tables maximum in a row. so usually it'll be jessica tiffany jj gerald and luther sitting together and no space for me joel and chungchi. so no choice gotta sit at the back wif my new classmates. really kana ostracized til lidat sia. =S and now even during breaks that group goes together and i usually have to go wif chungchi and joel. sigh. too add to it, i think SOMEONE in that group doesnt like my presence. so even if i follow them it'll be worse. sigh. good thing there;s chungchi and joel. No need to stand a person's attitude le..=P

Soccer was great the past few trainings with the exception of yesterday. Played like shit. sigh. i gotta find a way to pass properly. especially with the J1s coming in, i tink i gotta work a whole lot harder now..Sometimes i just tink i suck at soccer.

Anyway, today was a good day with my piggy.=D

gotta go. tata

happenings.

2004-12-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

alrite. i'll try to blog abit.

i donno whether to be happy, sad, angry or disappointed at the time being.

hmmmm. today was the class/odac bbq. man, i cant believe my mum actually wanted to have it cancelled a day prior to the bbq cuz of the tsunami thing. yeah i agree with her that its a very sad thing to happen..but i tink she's taking it over the top by demanding that the bbq be cancelled cuz of it. i mean, its really hard for me to go and tell jj that i have to cancel the bbq at the last moment. i'll be outcasted for the rest of the year i tell u. and mind u, its jj. not very nice to argue with. so i was kinda in a tight spot at that moment.

then what came after that was worse. i cant believe i actually went to beg my mum to let the bbq to continue. donno y. its the first time i actually tried to plead her to change her mind. and although i was really hesitant about having the bbq initially, i still pleaded her to let the bbq continue. not a nice scene last niote i tink. sorry mum, i shouldnt have shouted at you. =(

anyway, i slept around 2am last nite after trying to create something.=S unfortunately, i sorta accidentally tore itand thus i had to try again today..i woke up at 11am. i set my alarm clocks for 830am, 845am, and 9am. stupid me lah. i still so piggy and dozed off. i continued making the 'something' til jj joel luther jessica and joseph came around 130pm. sigh. piggy wasnt gonna come today so i felt kinda bad tht i was at the bbq and she wasnt around.

tiffany luthfi hilmi hakim jiawei fir azri sarahJ1 sarahJ2 kunxiang alex johnson the girls gang, rachelle and saiful came later. alex and johnson came from school and bathed at my place..the rest of the girls helped out with the preparation of the food, and the guys just slacked around and used my bro's com and my com to play games. yahoo pool and maplestory. haha. i sneaked out while they were preparing..felt guilty for not helping them but i was kinda happy..=D hehe.

later we went down for the bbq. played tennis badminton and table tennis. yay. 17 straight wins in T.T. =D

actually. i don feel like blogging again. *tomorrow i guess* byebye

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2004-12-31T01:49:00.000+08:00

somehow, i dont feel like blogging right now.

but just to put in an entry, the class/odac bbq happened today.

but i feel weird now.

sigh.

i wish i could see her now.

rainy day

2004-12-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

its a rainy day.

im at home now. very rarely am i home in the afternoon these days but yes i am at home. hahaha..
she has band concert today, so i cant go with her today. but im going with my 'date' luther to watch the concert later. hehe. today feels kinda weird. its not a bad day, its kinda good lah. hmmmm..

this morning went tio school to play squash with sandip and den. haha.. damn fun but tiring siah. won 5 games! yay. and injured both my hips too..very painful now. =S hmmmm later on we had the OGL dance thing. quite sianz i tot, esp cuz this was the 1st orientation dance. seem like they made it harder for us only. haha.. but i still prefer 'Hey Mama'. While dancing i was very happy..=) tho realli blur. hee..

later had some regulus talk. and then we went to White Sands and TM to get some stuff for the regulus meeting tmr. Oh yes, the us referred to Me Den Sandip KaiMing and Yvonne. haha. Must help out 'boss' with some stuff ah.. hahaha..

Ah. its rainy so so so so heavily now. Please dont rain like this on 30th dec.

Oh yes. About yesterday, i had some PRC scholar meeting in school. And she had band. Later after everything else we went to the airport and something funny happened. hehe. funny lah. 6th time siah. Am i that 'lucky'?=S

hehe. then we went home kinda early. but yeah. i had a fun fun fun day=)

yay. cant wait for 730. can see her again. meeting lut and tiff at 515 at orchard so i gotta get ready now. a longer blog entry when im free i guess..

miss her.

elated

2004-12-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

hey. its me again. just doing a short entry b4 i sleep.

im tired so i wont go into detail. i'll do it tmr! haha..and the christmas one too.

went to airport to do homework today. or supposedly i was to do my homework la. =PpP hehe..

ate at popeye's with piggy..=) yum.

i reached home at 115am. hehe.

= I just feel that she's really special. Never have i fallen so deeply for anyone before. If everything permits, she's the one i wanna spend all my days with. This may be selfish, but i dont really care if 'everything permits', I just wanna spend all my days with her. =

Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
Im leaving my life in your hands
People say Im crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance

How you got me blind is still a mystery
I cant get you out of my head
Dont care what is written in your history
As long as youre here with me

Chorus
I dont care who you are
Where youre from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where youre from
Dont care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like its deep within me
Doesnt really matter if youre on the run
It seems like were meant to be

ChorusBridge
Ive tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where youre coming from
I dont care, as long as you love me, baby.

I dont know, but i finally think this song makes some sense now. I used to think of it as a joke when i was younger.

Goodnite.

2004-12-25T10:11:00.000+08:00

hi, merry xmas.

i am v sleepy now.

i tink im goin to sleep.

bye bye

merry xmas.

2004-12-24T03:09:00.000+08:00

merry xmas! haha. ah xmas is not here yet. 22 hours more. haha.! but yes, into the xmas spirit already..

been kinda busy the past few days. well, actually ive been procrastinating (is that how its spelt=P) on typing this blog entry for a few days. usuallly get kinda tired after i type one paragraph so i juz scrap the whole idea anyway. =PpP BUT. i'll TRY to finish this blog entry by the time i sleep, provided i dont sleep in front of the com.=P

alrite. let's start with whats fresh in my mind first. today..=)

today is a good day.

definition of good day: days i see piggy.
definition of bad day: days i dont get to see piggy.

ok. so today is a good day. well, not realli at first. especially when i first woke up. i fell off the step from my bunk bed. so i jumped off and landed on my squash bag. ouch. sianz. the excruciating pain in my left foot continued from yesterday. wasnt that bad yesterday but today was much worse. thought i broke a bone in my foot cuz i coulsnt really bend my foot. but well yeah..i still wanted today to be a good day.

went out to meet piggy. we went to orchard. actually supposed to look for xmas gifts for jj luther and the rest but decided against it after seeing jj and sarah and luthfi and gang outside lido. ah. of all days and of all ppl i must see them there. hahahaha..too bad guys. i'll buy your presents some other day.=PpP haha.

when i saw them there i was actually kinda pissed at first cuz was like everybody there and i tot they forgot to call me again. well, even if i had something on, it wouldnt kill to ask me rite?=P but misunderstanding lah. jj was the xtra party cuz tht was a yunnan ppl outing anyway.

*skip skip skip* had dinner at yoshinoya. the streets were packed siah. and today's like only the eve of xmas eve. i cant imagine tmr..=S saw this cool shirt later as well. today was a really fun day. actually every good day is a fun day lah.=P
too bad dont have any pictures to post today.=(

*rewind* lets go back to sunday. hahaha . cousins came over for xmas celebrations. we usually have xmas celebrations about a week early cuz my relatives arent really free around the xmas period. so yeah. dint see some of them for about a year. haha. damn siah. my younger cousins sometimes really can be a pain in the ass. =P thanks to them, they restarted my computer 3 times while it was running. good thing dint crash siah..but well, they are very mjuch younger than me so i understand why they are like that. i had itchy fingers too when i was a kid.=P

monday. regulus meeting. hahhaa.. kaiming and me were very worried on sunday nite that nobody would show up for the meeting. so we frantically sms-ed almost everybody in regulus pleading with them to show up. well, actually, i tink it was the message that wasnt properly spread to them, thats why the attendance for the past few times were so bad. trust me, group relay systems dont work. they dont work. but well. more than 10 people came for the meeting..=D hahaha..we managed to finish up the banner and got some more new ideas for the placards, though our identity and placards still not done yet i tink. and the cheers. ahhhhh...scary ah the orientation. our banner looks like a flower.=P but quite nice lah. i only think the words in the centre are prominent enough. that centre thingy plus bernard's duck design would have been perfect i think. oh well.. at least we have the banner up..=) i really hope we'll have enough time to put up the stuff we are done with yet. everyone seems so busy. and this being the festive season, who would wanna go back to school. hahahaha..

see that piece of brownie with ice cream in my last entry? thats dinner for me and piggy. tempting???=PpP hahaha..well, until i can find more pics to put up, that'll be the only pic on my blog.

tuesday. tuesday was a good day. watched ocean's twelve at PS. nice but really slow show. i still tink the first one, Ocean's Eleven is far better. hahaha..nice sequel, but not good enough for me. =PpP . hmmmm..had gelare ice cream today. finally! after 2 long weeks of waiting i finally get to eat it. large waffle with cappucino and strawberry ice cream! hahaha..forgot to take a pic. ah. i chose the ice cream flavours..next time i'll let piggy choose.=D hahaha.. later had dinner at swensen's. ate until it was their closing time..=P haha..then went home..=) good day. very good day.

wednesday. BAD day. BAD BAD BAD day. hehe. had to go to orchard for CIP. actually i wasnt supposed to go cuz i had enough hours already. but the thought of getting to see my classmatees again made me wanna go anyway. sianz. i tot the whole class would be there but ended up the whole girls' group wasnt there..=S haha. oh well. so only 2/3 of the class were there. was kinda tough job to get ppl to donate. flag day was so must easier cuz u could move around but this one was kinda bad cuz u only could stand in one area. haha..anyway. some ang mohs gave me US 10 dollar notes. cool siah. hahaha..and luther usually got those from old aunties. *naughty ah* hahaha.. i left around 3+ or 4 cuz i had soccer training. so went back to school alone. felt kinda weird going back on the train from city hall straight to pasir ris, without stopping anywhere else first. and alone..=S i dont know why. but i just felt really weird on the train..=S

anyway, soccer trainin was all about training with your weaker foot. hahaha..yes. finally i could use my left foot. had fun today at training. until i sorta collided with ong during the match, then my foot started to hurt alot. haha..oh well. no soccer training on friday. =D *see yasin, i told u xmas eve wont have training* hahaha..and i didnt go for training on monday either.=PpP actually saw the guys training but i dint go cuz of OGL stuff..=P hehe. i tot the brazillian coaches would come today but i was wrong.

back to today. oh well. guess what? i been typing this for about an hour and im not asleep yet. haha. still tinking of wat to do tomorrow. hopefully it'll be a good day. hopefully la. but even if it isnt i understand.=) haha

ah the orientation's coming so soon. wonder if i can lead a group of J1s or not. last orientation, though i led from the front, i didnt actually get to interact with the 'freshies' cuz i had to oversee everything. actually, i dint even wanna be an OGL this time. but then, peer pressure got me to join it lah. was hopin that i'll end up in a different house other than regulus for a change. for yes, still ended up in regulus.

maybe it is a blessing in disguise that i ended up in regulus anyway, and even in this OG. i still remember during the OGL camp, i wanted bernard in my group instead os 2 girls but well, good thing that didnt happen lah. cuz if that had happened, i probably wont know her that well..

but im juz so happy that things are the way they are now. i just dont know why. but its realli realli been so long since i found someone i could get along with so effortlessly.=) honestly speaking, i enjoy every minute im with her..cuz somehow, no one has made me feel like this in a really long time..oh well.

sometimes i tink i really over-do things. i just want things to be the way they originally are. but its always me who has to say or do something stupid that would change the course of everything else that matters. sigh.. i really dont wanna make any stupid mistakes again. but sometimes i just cant control what i do or say, and sometimes i dont mean it either. just that in the heat of the moment i just tend to say something really stupid, or do something really stupid, which i dont mean to happen and dont wish it to hurt or insult anybody. i often regret wat i might have saed later and then apologize alot cuz i feel really bad. cuz i really dont wish the involved party to get the wrong idea or anything else.

especially her. i hope i dont say or do anything really stupid to hurt her.

ive learnt from the past that i shouldnt say or do anything stupid, especially things i would later definitely regret. cuz in doing so, i'd have hurt someone. Blame it on me for my unneccessary words and actions that have ruined my past relationships in one way or the other, but i really really dont wanna make the same mistake again. To anybody.

sigh. i think i think too much sometimes. but what can i do? its just me.

im gonna sleep. time to go to piggyland.=)

to piggy: i miss you. =)

food!

2004-12-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

like i promised piggy.

our food yesterday!=D

supposed to be the first pic on my blog..=) hee! anyway, i'll update later..

beautiful day

2004-12-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

it is a sunny day. my predictions have failed me for once..=PpP haha. damn. my relatives are coming over today. is that good or bad? me being the eldest cousin will have to babysit all of them again..zzz..this time at my place somemore! ahhhh..disaster. haha. oh well. they wont be coming for another 5 more hours or so so im kinda safe. only my grandparents are over now..=) hehe.

anyway, was supposed to flip a coin on whether to stay home and babysit my cousins or go for the ODAC mvie thingy. end up luthfi tells me that the movie thingy has been cancelled so looks like i got no choice but to babysit my cousins. ritE?=S

i've still been trying to learn jay chou's gui ji to no avail. i can do the chorus only=D haha.

anyway, though i havent blogged in 3 days, i've been on the up. Lut and Amin sorta helped me clear out my messed mind, and now im feeling better. =) but its even better when she's around lah. hehe. *grin*

Okay. Let's start with Thursday. Regulus Meeting!! haha..was a bit pathetic though..=S only 8 people were there. But well, though the small number, we still managed to get some work done..=D haha. Sandip, Den, Bernard and Me had to go look for the paints and banner materials at 201 there but we ended up walking in circles and only found more pirated game shops. hahaha.. So we went to spotlight area instead. The girls came to join us for lunch. And before they met us, they apparently met Sylvester. hahaha..cool sia! And they took pictures with him. Strange for a 'star' to be dressed so nicely yet walking the streets alone though. Expected him to have some company at least..like Maia?=P haha. Anyway, i still prefer Sylvester over Taufik. Probably cuz i like rock more than Taufik's genre of songs. hehe.

We went back to school to paint the banner! And then there were 6. Den and Sandip went for their class BBQ, and Bernard went to play badminton at Tampines Sports Hall. Grr. So i was the last guy haha..we managed to paint the banner abit. We prob have to go back to the shop at get another can of red paint of something. Not enough! haha..hmmmm. after that had Chicken Burger again. Pasar Malam burgers are the best. And yup, Thursday was a really really good day. =) Enjoyed it. *grin*

Friday was kinda boring day. Was stuck at home til soccer training=S zzz! Very uninteresting day, with no special inspiration..=P *now how do i put this?* haha..anyway, soccer training was alrite. there was this new guy from VS who came to train with us. He's a really good striker sia. Let's hope he stays with us. He's v fair skinned and i thought he was Chinese but he's a malay. haha. Ah. anyway, sorry Sham for that incident=P haha..was unintentional ya. Hope it is better now. haha. As i told Amin, i dint manage to unleash the energy but oh well. there's still monday rite?=P Ah yes, my boots are getting way too tight. Gonna get a cheap long lasting pair. Wouldnt wanna get a $200 nike soccer boots only for the studs to come off after a few trainings.=S that'll suck.

Talked to piggy online til really late on Friday nite..=)

Yesterday Me KX JJ Joseph Joel Esther Shiyun Jessica and Sarah went to Sentosa. How nice. We had a rainy day at Sentosa. We came out of the HArbourfront MRT station only to find it was raining heavily. ahhhh and it was real sunny when i left home in Pasir Ris. haha. stupid sia. We had breakfast at the Food centre there then made our way to Sentosa. We went to tanjong beach once again. haha. Joel complained cuz no bikini babes, though we did pick one out for him. The one who was playing volleyball near our 'base'. wahahahahah..=PpP We played volleyball for awhile then jumped into the sea. Damn cold siah. The rest then swam to the other island while i stayed behind to look after the bags. My legs usually cramp in the water so i dint go over. Ate alot of the food we bought while they were over at the other island=P hahaha..and FINALLY. before we left, we played Beach Rugby. The best game u can play on the beach. hahaha.. Damn rough siah. My hands and legs are aching today cuz i was dragged on the sand. Well, its rugby. =D haha.

And the rest of the day after that was absolutely great.=) *grin*

I enjoyed yesterday at Sentosa but even more the hours after Sentosa..=)

There's just like a new spark in me , one that makes me feel so warm. =D though im 'cold-blooded' rite?=P

Tomorrow's the banner painting again and then soccer training. Better start studying on Tuesday.

Anyway, gotta go prepare for the Chirstimas Party stuff. See ya!

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2004-12-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

its been a long day. a really long day.

i got a bruised toenail. along with the chipped one from last training.

i managed to cross the ball abit better today. but well. nothing's perfect. i still disappoint most of the time. i tink the rest are right. i lack composure. i really do. now how do u obtain composure? sigh. syafiq and bakar came down today. havent seen them in a really long time. they are really good soccer players.=)

* lets skip this other part shall we? cant really describe what i wanna say anyway.*

supposed to have soccer match tmr. odac semi final against some other team. im not playing. cuz of my bruised toenails. and cuz of exhaustion. and cuz of the regulus meeting. and i donno cuz of wat else..haha.

i'll wait for friday's soccer training to vent anything.

anyway, thanks amin.

i wanna get my soccer shoes soon. my toes are gonna break.

to eugene: enjoy your chalet.

because of you

2004-12-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

today. xiaojie and i were supposed to go eat gelare ice cream. thanks to some terribly wrong information, we went around singapore.=)

i enjoyed today.

i dont know why.

i just did.

*forgive me for not being able to put my thoughts and feelings into words*

*but, i was happy today*

did what happen today really happen?

or was it a figment of my imagination?

nah. it was too real to be my imagination so it really did happen..=)

but i keep asking myself this. 'WHY ___ ___ ____ ____ ___ ______?'=S *slowly guess the question. i aint telling*

why

why

why

why

why??=P

-sorry, today's not my usual wordy entry=PpP -

heard this over the radio.

98 degrees - Because of you.

[Chorus]
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
Cuz im losing my mind when you're not around
It's all, It's all because of you.

tiring day

2004-12-14T09:32:00.000+08:00

today, or rather, yesterday, has gotta definitely be the MOST TIRING day of the holidays so far. DEFINITELY

lets see.

1) ODAC vs some other team at St Wilfred's 1-3pm

2) Soccer Training in MJC 5-8pm

3) Receiving friends from Yunnan + Chatting Session=P 830pm - 1130pm

4) Overnight gaming at my house. 1130pm - 245am (thats when i knockout)

haha. alright point number one. My second game for the ODAC team. Like i said, if i could make it for the game i'd definitely be there. haha..and i was. Late. as usual. i decided to stay home play maplestory for a little longer and nearly ended up late. haha. Went alone this time. Took 89 to Hougang and then train to Boon Keng MRT then walked from there.=PpP sianz. the bus ride really v long sia. was cursing at the driver cuz he stopped at almost every stop evern tho no one was getting on and nobody pressed the bell to get off. he must be seeing things sia. haha. AND he suddenly started whistling. dot dot dot.

anyway, i reached just in time. Hilmi said Tiong Muhammad and Kun were coming to play today. o.0! shit. Kun coming for the match?!?! Another hardcore soccer guy ah. haha. later both sure damn tired at training sia. But well, yes, good that Kun came cuz at least i was familiar playing with one other member of MJ soccer in the team. haha. We managed to qualify for the semis or so they say. haha..we are the Draw Specialist cuz we drew almost all the matches. Semi Final. Thursday 11am. Come and support us!=PpP

We nearly had a fight with some young punks from the opposite team. They talk a hell lot for a bunch of small kids. Childish as Kun would put it. They deserve to be taught a lesson sia. I went in damn hard when i tackled the strikers of their team. *not my problem* wanna fight then get off the pitch and fight. =PpP Man, i sound like some punk myself. haha..

Alright, same procedure. after the match Nicholas and I made our way from St Wilfred's to 7-11 long Bendemeer Road. Same thing, had mashed potato and slurpee. and then took train from Boon Keng to Hougang, and then i went to school for soccer. All this in a space of 2 hours. Kun went to eat so i arrived in school earlier than him.

Soccer traning today was bloody tiring. Maybe cuz i already used up all my energy in the earlier match, and considering i dint eat or drink (other than mashed potato and slurpee) the whole day prior to training. Was fun though. Had to play these long ball stuff but for me i STILL cant control the ball in the air. I better master it on wednesday or i'll go kicking my boots off.=PpP To haikal's team. Sorry ah, i could barely walk by the end of training so sorry for the dismal performance.=S man, i gotta try harder at this game. Most of the time when i play in matches or 'under pressure' during training i just get nervous and screw up. God, give me some confidence yea..=P

Yes, someone remind me to buy soccer socks for Azry..=P

It's always been my indecisiveness that has got me into alot of problems. Not jusy on the pitch but also simple matters like 'What movie to watch' ,'Where to eat' blabla..sigh. Wish i wasnt this indecisive. Always making either the wrong decisions or decide a lil too late. Sigh.

Alright. Then after training i took a short shower and rushed to the airport to meet the rest who were awaiting the arrival of the Yunnan troops. haha. Met Ah Lut on the bus. Stupid piece of shit. haha...Grabbed a burger or 2 from BK and went to meet the rest in Terminal One. haha. The yunnan ppl dint come out for another 45 minutes or so. But when i did see them, they looked so skinny! haha. and mr Kun Xiang still had time to make his hair sia. not bad. To Saiful, enjoy Perth!=)

Then we sat down and talked nonsense at BK til we all got sleepy and decided to make a move. My God. We all cant believe a certain teacher did what she did in Yunnan. Embarrassed i am to be her student. haha..

Lut came to my house after this. Took a nice walk back from the busstop cuz we missed the bus. hahaha..sianz ah. i was nbearly half dead by the time reached my house. and fully dead after we started playing MS for awhile. Knockout-ed at 230 or so i tink. Told Lut and my bro i was gonna take a nap but i dint awake til morning! ah!! Guess what. Luther fell asleep too! hahaha..

So here i am typing and typing. Luther just went home awhile ago. Prob will ask him to come next time when im not that tired! haha. was really tired by the time i reached back. haha. anyway. gonna have gelare with xiaojie today. Looks to be a promising day..=)

chinese fever

2004-12-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello!

i got a sudden burst for learning chinese songs. dont ask me why. first was jay chou's an jing, maybe cuz sly sang it. and now im listening to all of jay's songs, from his past albums. and trying to memorize them. why didnt i think about this before the chinese AO level paper?=PpP hehe. or is there another reason? haha..

damn. i forgot to say that seng tuck put me down for something to do with chinese scholars. this means i have to converse with them in chinese. RIGHT? this is bad. i can probably speak in malay as well as i can speak in chinese. which is. not much.=) haha..can barely understand actually.

i also have a sudden urge to listen to rock songs. like bon jovi and creed. not those punk rock ones like yellowcard etc. maybe im just bored. i need a change.

speaking about a change. MY HAIR. my god. yesterday when i tried to dye it it was copper brown, like it saed on the gatsby box. today when i woke up, it was RED. hahaha..shit. maybe hair had a chemical reaction with my pillow.

was rudely woken up by some calls from weiyang yousi and amelia at about 845am. zzz..okay fine. thanks for waking me up!=) but well, i was kinda grouchy cuz i slept at like 430 last nite. found out there was soccer on tv so i watched lo. haha. was late to meet amelia downstairs. good thing she dint come banging on my door at 845am=PpP hahaha...

first the she saed when i went downstairs. "Hey! Is your hair red?"

Only then i realised my hair was red ah. hahaha.. looked exactly like weiyang's last year. =PpP

Went to City Harvest Church with Weiyang Amelia and Yousi and some others. 3rd time going so kinda used to it. It's been 6 months since i last went, or rather, 6 months since someone pestered me to go. This time all 3 of them pestered me to go and i had nothing to do at home so i just went. Sacrificed my sleep. Took this chartered bus from Pasir Ris MRT station to the palce. Once there, Yousi talked non-stop. zzz..

The church service was alright. Though i got suan-ned for not bringing a bible=P No offence, but i think this church is way different, im not sure in a good or bad way. =S

After that we went for lunch. Had the best ever chicken rice in my life. Or maybe i was hungry but the chicken rice was really nice. haha..The chocolate ice blended bubble tea that i bought sucked big time tho. hahaha..tasted like dumex chocolate milk powder. Then came back to Pasir Ris.
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Oh yeah.

Chemistry Questions (Yousi cant answer these)

1) What do you get when you combine 1 mol of Potassium, 1 mol of Nickel and 1 mol of Iron?

2) What do you get when you combine 2 mols of Sodium and 1 mol of Barium?

Knife and Banana la.

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Can u imagine sitting 27 stops from Boon Lay to Pasir Ris with someone talking non-stop to you while you are trying VERY hard to read the soccer section of the new paper? Yes. Experienced that today. Unfortunately. No prizes for guessing who that PERSON was.=PpP

Ah well im bored. Cant wait for tomorrow. Super high charged day. And my dearest Yunnan people are coming back! finally! I hope tomorrow wont be another screwed up day at soccer training.=S *fingers crossed*

See ya guys tomorrow.

I dream

2004-12-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

I Dream
Composed by: Mike Fallon & Mark Niedzwiedz

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are

It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

If there's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride

First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when worlds have come apart

It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dreamI can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

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today was a good day.=) haha..honoured day. =D haha..thank you xiaojie..*broad smile*

haha.. and now i shall go memorise 'an jing' =D

screwed soccer training.

2004-12-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

today was a damn bad soccer training for me.

somehow i donno why.

was it my extra tight boots?

was it my troublesome knees?

was it my bad luck?

was it the pitch?

was it just not my day?

oh well. every ball i kicked went EVERYWHERE except the target. damn pissed at myself sia. i probably pissed coach off too for my pathetic crossing and ball control skills today.

damn.

why did this have to happen today. ah well, gotta keep my focus on monday i guess.=S

at least there are some people who bother to listen to how i feel about soccer today. thanks amin.=)

thanks xiaojie oso.=) now at least i know i have a really nice person to talk to..=D *im honoured leh*

vented my anger on a squash ball when i played squash after training todae. haha. thrashed my bro 9-1 9-0 9-2 9-3 9-0. finally something good.

sianz ah. boring weekend. watched blade trinity yesterday. i tink the word FUCK was saed more than a 100 times. ahahaha..funny sia. but the ending sucked. surely got 'blade 4' like this? haha.

oh yeah ystd at lido mi joel jj and luther saw this DAMN CUTE girl. her name is marilyn. mesmerizing, or thats what luther said. hey who suggested going back there today to get her number ah? *looks at joel* hahaha.. Note: We arent that despo lah. =P

oh yes. i saw kun yesterday oso. can spot his bag from MILES away sia. hahaha..

tired. byebye

christmas with the kranks.

2004-12-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

another boring day

went to TM with shao GX father-ong and russel to watch christmas with the kranks.

supposed to meet at 3pm. first to reach was ong shun quan. then me and russsel reached at 3.02pm. hey, im not the last this time. which is good. haha..we went to challenger to walk around while waiting for GX and SW. they finally cam around 3.30pm siah. VERY early ah..haha. hmmm. saw football manager 04/05 there. selling for around 60 bucks. GX said he saw a 'cheaper version' selling for 6 bucks. will get that soon ah..im getting bored of everyday life.

i wanna go work but even if i do, it will clash with my soccer schedules and that's bad. i cant skip training anymore. not only i cannot, i dont want to. its the only thing that keeps me occupied during the hols. haha. but i still need that xtra money to buy stuff for ppl during christmas.

this christmas season also, im abit lazy to send xmas cards. =S let alone find my worksheets for school. they are all over my room.

anyway, xmas with the kranks is a nice show sia. damn funny. haha..go watch it=) actually we anted to watch without a paddle but it wasnt showing in tamp. haha.. lolx..

sia lah. today i saw so many people i knew..

first was hilmi at popular after he cut his hair.

then was aunty mei sze near the escalators at TM

then gerald smacked me from behind as i was entering east link mall to eat.

then saw anting at century square

and yat chun going down the escalator.

and finally on bus 81 i saw kegan talking with his friend. his friend quite cute. lol.

then i came home. wanted to play maplestory but its still undergoing a server check. sianz. tomorrow another boring day. oh well..

goodnite!

tiring week

2004-12-05T10:07:00.000+08:00

what a tiring week. 7 days of non-stop activity. finally i can get some rest i hope..=)

i went to malaysia with my family from monday to wednesday. (eventually) haha. i was thinking whther or not to go the night beofre remember? so eventually i went lah. actually i was dragged to go. i wanted to flip a coin in the morning but i was too sleepy so i juz followed my parents. grr. should have slept earlier so i wouldnt be so BLUR. haha..well, i slept in the car, and whne i woke up, we already reached. hahaha..not bad.=P

oh well, i still feel bad to the soccer guys cuz they had to go for training on monday and i was in malaysia. not fair rite.

but yeah, enjoyed myself in malaysia. the food there POWER sia. hahaha..cheap but EXCELLENT. haha..the only things i did there were eat and sleep, and scouting for my adidas stuff. haha..went to Jaya Jusco on the first day, haha..cool sia. i bought my squash racket for RM129, and it sells for S$125 in singapore. haha..cool lah. and i also got my adidas bag for next year thanks to my dad. man, i should have changed some money for myself man. i ended up getting a bit of chewing gum and some keychains. haha..

second day we went to Mahkota Parade. yeah i tink that's how it's spelled. the icecream there so nice siah. and there was dunkin' donuts there so i just spent most of my money on it anyway=P haha..

yeah. and the second day was the movie marathon sia. i managed to watch all the movies i dint watch in the months of october and november. cool sia. haha..

left the place for singapore at about 1pm on wednesday and reached back here aroun 5pm. haha..miss the food there but happy to be back!=)

thursday friday saturday, the days of the soccer tournament. haha.. actually, having just stuffed myself with food from malaysia and having not exercised for over a week, i wasnt reallu that physically prepared to play yet. haha..

the scores:
MJC 0 - 0 CJC
MJC 0 - 0 SRJC
MJC 0- 0 NJC

haha. goal-less draws for all. oh well, good experience for us anyway..first day was not that tiring cuz i play in the last match only. pity the rest who played 3 games. must be damn tiring siah. haha..escaped from injury for the first day.

second day fixtures were held at NJC. what the hell. had to be there by 7 and i dint know how to get there at all! hahaha..only knew was some palce not in the east. how correct i was. was in bukit timah sia. haha..mum sent me in the end and i was early. dint dare to step into NJC cuz was like some foreign ground. rich man's area know,,what if they had some high tech security alarm? but well then, NJC being the oldest JC in singapore, i dont think so lah.=P haha..anyway, waited at the busstop and soon anand arrived and we went inside. yasin and jasdeep were already there.

played both matches today. full matches. came out with a bruised knee and a cut knee. lol. haha..man, this tournament, almost everybody got injured, we were short of players most of the time so others had to fill in in roles where they dint specialize. good training sia. haha..

MJC 0 - 4 Ocean Reef Senior High
MJC 1 - 1 SAJC

and yes, we finally scored out first (and only) goal of the tournament by super sub JOEL TAY. lol. must highlight this name cuz he;s a supersub, lol. Those Ocean Reef people were really fast sia. and i was playing without glasses also. sianz. could hardly see the ball clearly so i just wore my glasses for the remianing matches. haha..today was a tiring day. could hardly walk after the two matches.

after the matches, Me Ong Joel and Eugene went to Adam Road Circle (as said by Ong). Actually was just this circular food centre which he thought was Newton Food centre. but it wasnt Newton Food centre so he just called in Adam Road Circle. haha..has wanton mee, and tea with ice, damn ex sia. after that took bus 67 all the way back to tampines interchange with Jo and Eugene. Ong had some kind of interview in Yio Chu Kang. haha..

Third and last day of the tournament. i had trouble even walking into the school sia. once again, played at NJC. good thing today reporting time was 8am so didnt have to wake up so earli. mum sent me again. reached at like 740am. when i reached, only bradley was there. surprise surprise. he only came to watch us play somemore. haha..he was injured during the first day's matches. haha..Coach and Max were there too ah. and there was supposed to be a match, not for us though, at 8am. And MJC was supposed to linesman the match. ahhhhhhh. i had to become the linesman for the match cuz only me and bradley were around. ahha..not bad ah.

my knee was aching real badly after that for some unknown reason. so i dint play much of the first game. played the second half as a central midfielder. lol. foreign position for me. so i swapped with yasin so i could play left back instead. haha..We were lackiong players in the seocnd game, so i had to play anyway. haha..sham got injuured and jasdeep became the keeper. not bad, considering he let in only one goal. i tink haikal plays real good at centre back ah. i think this tournament has been a good experience for everybody in the team ah..though almost all of us came out with injuries.

MJC 0 - 4 United World College
MJC 0 - 1 OverseasFamily School

sia lah. the OFS people were like RUGBY players siah. so BIG. lol. and see.. i told u jo's goal was the only goal of the tournament for us.

after the matches i hurried down to Mr Ling;s wedding. was one hour late but what could i do man, soccer ended at 1pm and i was supposed to be there at 130pm. From Bukit Timah to Bedok. haha. good thing bradley stays near there so i asked him for directions! hahaha..Took bus 67 from NJC to Kallang MRT with Samuel Prakash. then took 14 to Bedok Methodist Church at Tanah Merah MRT, haha..

Was a nice ceremony though i was too tired to enjoy it. haha. lol. i gobbled down the buffet food like a PIG i tell u. haha..later me tiff and JJ went to Pet Safari for a secret misson=P lol. and that was it.

came back and slept real early. Yay. Man Utd beat Southampton 3-0.

gonna have breakfast, see ya.

yawn

2004-11-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

ah. finally i can get some rest of my own.=)

the past week has been such a busy week!

haha. monday went to play squash at SIA sports club with family
tuesday went with family to taka to get clothes. hahaa.. i got 5 adidas shirts and 1 pair of shoes and 1 nike shirt. but i feel kinda bad to my dad cuz i kinda took all the vouchers*my bro oso* and my dad dint have any.=S
wednesday went for soccer training. 5km run! ahhh..and later in the afternoon went to watch the incredibles with alex ziting and jj. incredibles v cute sia. worth watching=) thursdae and friday was odac chalet. and saturdae i wnt to play a soccer match at some field in hougang. lolx.

anyway, first the ODAC chalet.=)
was damn fun lah. actually i wasnt allowed to go at first but then i pester jj to help me ask saiful whether i could go and in the end i went. haha. so i just paid my 10 bucks and went for the chalet on thursdae. haha. was supposed to meet at 3pm at pasir ris mrt station if i not wrong. in the end i was late. met at 315 instead but there were others later than me. for example yilin jj and kunxiang who came at like 430pm. haha. oh yeah. btw. SOMEONE forgot to bring underwear and had to buy disposable underwear. haha. at least that lasted him. (alex, you know who im talking about ritE?=P) hahahaha...

anyway, we took the 515 bus there i tink. chalet was at aloha loyang. last time i was there for a chalet i remember i only styed 15 minutes and stormed off.=P lol. anyway, it was quite boring at first until me kx ziyang saiful and sai seong started kicking the soccer ball around at the slippery soccer court. haha. fun siah. the J2s joined us later. everyone fell down at least once. the best one was hilmi. scored a goal and then fell flat on his face. hahaha..power lah.=) but on the whole it was fun ah. nice way to start the chalet. dirty though=P my yellow t shirt became black. haha

after that i bathed and the whole gang of us except jj went to downtown to have dinner. *that was after i bathed though* haha..we went to mac to eat. that was then we DISCOVERED *thru KX actually* that sufian was at the chalet already. and the only person left in there was JJ. hahahaha. power sia. haha..after eating we slacked for awhile then went to cheers to buy instant noodles for supper and breakfast. and vodka. hahaha..then when we reached the chalet again we played this game of midnite hide n seek. sufian's invention. quite fun sia. hahaha

anyway, next morning(fridae) i went home to get changed. wanted to go for soccer training but opted to go for odac bbq instead. haha..

okay. *fast forward cuz im getting sleepy* saturdae. after checking out of the chalet i was still kinda sleepy. and tired. but muralee invioted me to play a match for VS against montfort. was actually supposed to be against HSC but those HSC ppl coukldnt make it. so yeah. we played at the paya lebar kovan community club field. i tell u. the field was not worth th 100 bucks we had to pay for it. the ground was not grassy buy clay-ey. the referee would be better off talking cock with his friends. and he was bias against our team. anyway, i played all across the midfield for once. my dream place man. in MJC soccer i only get to play in defence cuz the midfield is too full. but personally, i rather play in midfield cuz i can dribble more. yeah DRIBBLE. i noe i suck at it in MJC soccer for some reason. muz be cuz of the pressure. but outside school, in friendlies, i swear i can dribble the ball. haha..and i like to run all over the place oso. haha..sigh. too bad in MJC soccer i juz cant get to play anywhere in midfield. sigh. anyway, we won 5-4. made a few new friends.

reached home and slept 13 hours. not bad.=) and here i am today. sigh..

damn now got a huge dilemma. juz suddenly, all my schedules seem to clash. im due to go to malaysia with my family on monday morning at 5am, to wednesdae. during this period of time, i have 2 soccer trainings, 1 regulus meeting, and i wanna send the yunnan people off too..as well as the kota tinggi ppl. sigh. oh yes, and im supposed to play soccer for the odac team in their tournament on mondae at st wilfred's. and all this hhas to happen in this period of time.

i cant go to malaysia one week later cuz my dad's leave is only THIS week. of all weeks. part of me tells me to stay, yet the other part of me is telling me to take a break from everything and relax. sigh. how how how? and if i dont go for soccer training or so i heard, i'll be out of soccer next year. though i alreayd seeked permisson from Mr Max and Kun to skip soccer training i still feel bad if i dont go tomorrow and wednesdae's training. sigh. and the odac match. they alreayd alcking in players and i get to play in midfield but even if i stay in singapore it clashes with my soccer training. how nice eh. and the yunnan ppl are departing for china for like 2 weeks + and i wont be able to see them off. what a sucky friend i'll be man. sigh. same for the kota tinggi ppl oso. means when i come back i wont have any of my close friends in singapore at all. sigh.

man, but if i dont go to malaysia i'll be stuck at home for like at least 3 days. mazimum a week. not that i cant survive on my own, but i'll feel wierd if everyone's not around. esp after my friends go for their respective trips. and with my family overseas oso. sigh. i wanna go back to malaysia to visit my cousins and grandmother whom i havent seen in over a year, but something;'s telling me its just not the right time to go back. f only can go back next week. sigh. but i already told my parents im going, its only about 5 hours til we depart. how how? i cant possibly make a last minute decision to stay rite? my dad will kill me for sure lah. sigh.

family? friends? or soccer? i only have like 5 freakin hours to decide..sianz

see ya. nite

Happy Holidays!!

2004-11-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

Holidays are here! Stress levels are gonna go down(for now). enjoyment levels are gonna go up! (for now as well).

haha. the first 2 days of the holidays were spent at the OGL camp. Orientation Group Leader camp. waddya know? I'm still in Regulus!But heng heng this time not OHL again.Yvonne took over! 3rd time Duckie!=D haha..i mean, how likely is it that u get to be in the same house 3 times in a row. Lucky or unlucky?=P well, in this case i'd say im lucky cuz not only do i feel more comfortable in Regulus, i always made many new friends this time. now there are 14 guys in Regulus compared to 6 last time. so more firepower. well actually, not really. Regulus's 2 loud voices(in a good way), Luqman and Ching Har wont be joinging us for the orientation. which is sad. they are 3-time duckies too. My buddy Alex wont be joining for orientation too..=S

anyway, the OGL camp was fun ah! the rest suggested outcasting Castor and Vega again.=P forming an alliance between Alhena Regulus Sargas and Zosma! haha..Cool sia. Shahrul is the Castor OHL. =P he makes a good leader. not surprised that he became the OHL. But OHL of Castor, i didnt expect that ah..haha..anyway, we were told to bring 5 sets of clothes for the 2 day 1 nite camp. basket! we only used 3 at most. haha. Brought some rafia string to use as a clothesline again! haha..so we hung our wet clothes there so we could use em the next day if necessary. The Regulus guys bunk was E2-3. and the girls were a floor above us. haha.. All of us slept on th tables at the corner in the end ah.

haha..okay. and the regulus guys also planned a party at nite after lights' out. haha..we split the duty to buy chips and drinks to eat at night ah. haha..so me and sandip bought chips and den and shihao were to buy drinks etc. Lolx. this time the amazing race was called MMM. Magnificent Meridian Marathon or something lidat. haha..Our group, Group 5 were the last to set out fbut first to return. But, we only completed 4 stops haha..we were just like walking our way through. dint run at all siah,. Bernard wanted to join Group 5 but he couldnt in the end. haha wasted ah. He's a Maplestory Pro. hahaha..Oh yea some of the games during the MMM were weird siah! haha..especially the Tribal Dance. lol. weird game ah. and im gonna KILL sandip (for some reason which he should know). hehe

at nite there was the 'Know Your College' game. well, kinda alright i guess. just a bit boring only. some of the clues were allover the place but yeah. was still fun. especially the part we just made up the names of songs just to get points. hahaha..and we were wet all over just to get points ah. hahaha..Fun but really tiring day siah. haha..In the end we dint actually stay up to party. all of us were too tired. haha..but the Regulus Bunk became a gambling den ah. haha..we play Dai dee Bluff Stress Poker Blackjack etc. haha..then came the interesting part. instead of telling ghost stories when we switched off the lights, some smart guy starting telling sex stories. lol hahahaha..funny siah. Oh yeah. The Regulus guys were Daryl, Bernard, Shihao, Den, Jingfu(the sex maniac), KaiMing, Sandip, Luqman, Jeffery ,Su Yong me and a few more whose names i dint actually catch. haha..but all of them fun siah

haha. we woke up late the next morning. haha lolx. all like couldnt wake up siah! haha..and all of us were like Half-dead during the Wet and Wild session, but we still got maximum points anyway/=) Yvonne makes a really good OHL. though she's tired she still pushes us on. maybe thats one thing i forgot to do last time. haha..Wet n Wild was crazy siah. i had a soapy butt after it but who cares! it was fun!=D

now i have a really bad throat due to the shouting. haha gonna rest again then later play maple. haha.. see ya!

water rugby?

2004-11-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

slept at 4am last nite. was playing maple story as usual. gonna play again after this ah. juz had the itch to blog todae. dono why! haha..anyway, watched the match between Manchester United and Newcastle United early this morning. thought man utd should at least get a draw and score since van nistelrooy was back from suspension. yeah. they did. and won 3-1 somemore. rooney scored 2 siah. why is it he only scores in big games??!!

anyway, woke up at 1030 today. yes 1030. i was supposed to meet jessica jj and gang at 1030 at harbourfront mrt. power? hahaha..but HEY, i tried to wake up earli k? i set 4 alarm clocks, my HP alarm, and my radio alarm. and all the above were on when i finally woke up..=P hehe.

so, i just stuffed 2 butter rolls into my mouth and ran out of the house. ok. not exactly. i played 15 minutes of maplestory first before going.=P lol. hahaha...took me about an hour to finally get into sentosa. hahaha..what the hell. was so crowded sia. wanted to take the monorail but the queue was until delifrance downstairs. i was supposed to go to tanjong beach to meet them. but the thing is, ive never been to tanjong beach b4 prior to this. all i knew was that no buses went there. in other words, very ULU beach.=P hehe.

i took the siloso beach line instead of waiting for the monorail and got off at the very end of siloso beach. how smart. was only then i saw the street sign. "tanjong beach ---> 3000m 30 minutes walk" crap. ahhhhhhhhhh...i was too lazy to wait for the next bus cuz none of the buses went to tanjong beach anyway, id probably go round in circles. so i walked, finally reached palawan beach. bought some drinks for the guys. and i bought a large slurpee. finished it even before i reached tanjong beach. the walk from palawan to tanjong beach was interesting.after the dolphin lagoon i thought i could take a shortcut and found myself lost in some palm tree plantation or something. lol hahaha..so i climbed out of the area and walked by the road. walked for another 10 minutes and finally reached tanjong beach. really so ulu siah. comparing siloso and tanjong, tanjong really empty siah.

found the guys playing blackjack under the tree. i went for a dip then played volleyball with jessica. damn. i nearly lost siah. hahaha..oh yeah. the ppl who were there were benjamin (frm dance), junjie, joseph, jessica, kun xiang, and vincent. almost all from diff classes sia. but who cares anyway. later we played some kinda game. damn fun siah. was like water rugby. hahahaha..jj played dirty siah,. put arm around neck, punch , grapple and PULL SHORTS. hahahha..idiot. never mind ah. me and benjamin just rammed into him and dragged him by the legs into the sea. hahahaha...

fun siah. we went to bathe around 4pm. had to walk all the way back to palawan beach. sianz. toilet was surprisingly NOT crowded. i tink kun xiang and i jumped queue to use the showers. hahaha..got this grp of guys talking outside and we just walked in to use 2 cubicles. haha. never mind ah. we were out soon anyway.

after that took abus back to harbourfront centre. ate yoshinoya after a long time deciding on where to eat. kun xiang ate like he never ate dinner b4 sia. haha..jj another one. later all the guys except joseph bought fila tees. so gay.=P lolx. hey. they were on offer anyway, and they are nice. hahahhaha..*so gay* lolx. had my dairy farm ice cream once again. then went home. 17 stops back to pasir ris. sianz.

the episode of the champion today was nice.=) that woman got a taste of her own medicine. hahahahha...

anyway, back to maple now.

cheers!

To all my muslim friends: selamat hari raya..=)

pulau ubin

2004-11-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

my head is spinning. spinning. spinning.

went to Pulau Ubin with the 4e1 gang today.=)

*Hey Mai, actually the 4e1 gang was supposed to e the whole class or sth, but i dont think the message got relayed properly that time ah. sorrie!*

oh yeah, as for today, Mr Ong Shun Quan, Mengyang, Huiqi GX and Dennis and me went. btw, Dennis hair like some jap rocker siah. hahaha.. totally blond. lolx. haha actually supposed to meet at 11am today. But due to my Maple Story exploits which lasted til 730am this morning, i overslept=P lolx. i'm addicted to that game siah! haha..had a marathon with my bro to see who could stay awake while playing longer=P lolx. haha..anyway, i woke up around 1145am and met them at Changi Bus Terminal in the end ah. haha.. then we took a ferry to Pulau Ubin.

We had lots of problems with the bikes at first. Huiqi GX MEngyang and SQ all had to change their bikes cuz they were faulty.lolx.. haha only mine and dennis's was alright. haha..5 bucks for the whole day. not bad siah! haha=P hmmm at first it was sunny and then it rained and the pattern continued til around 5 siah. wahahaha.. we got lost a few times in the jungle thanks to mr ONG SHUN QUAN who led us to a dead end. haha that stupid idiot even went to mess with the NPCC Kampong Bahru Campsite gates and got scolded.=P lolx. hahahaha..Dennis suffered leg cramps halfway siah..

oh yeah. while cycling i saw Thong Seng and his girlfriend..=P

we cycled to chek jawa too..can remember the last time i was there. sec 2. the whole class of 2e4 and some 2e5 with miss tay, our science teacher. was really fun then sia. haha this time we juz walked around the beach. hahaha...GX and I slipped alot of times on the rocks cuz it was so slippery sia! hahaha..on the way back we got stuck and while puishing my bike i bumped my head on the cocunut tree trunk. so painful sia. and my head's still spinning til now.

anyway, we ate some food there. had to wait like 45 mins and th food wasnt that good. but i still got to have my cocunut in the end. delicious! hahaha

alrite. im gonna wash up. feel so dirty! hahahaha...see ya guys. happy deepavali.=)

chinese=hell. chinese over=heaven

2004-11-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

man, chinese today was hell siah. i went into the hall totallyblur. in the past, i'd usually have butterflies in the stomach before i took any chinese exam. haha..but today it was different.l it was like i just couldnt be bothered about it. tried to push myself to study since monday but somehow i just concentrated on the OP and dint bother bout chinese. by the time i realised last nite, there was practically no time left to study for chinese.=S and so i dint even study for chinese. paper one was quite ok. the usual bullshit. but paper 2 was hard siah. the only thing i knew was the cloze passage. which was so-so only. sianz. i tink i gonna prepare to take next year again..

after chinese went to KFC at downtown with sarah jj joel luther. quite sianz ah actually. eat alreayd then went home. the guys wanted to play maple story. sianz. i tink the usual odac gang getting more and more sianz ah.. its either everyday go home play game, or cant be bothered to go out at all. i mean, exams are over..=S but aniwae, maple story quite fun ah. sigh..i do think that the usual odac gang IS getting smaller lah. sarah's usually with her friends. jj goes to play warcraft. luther mugs. tiff and luthfi, dont mention it. sometimes i still feel abit outta place when im with them. joel and luther are quite close now. and i dont actually play those games that johnson luther jj joel etc play. feel bit left out. oh well.. sec skool frenz and me only played soccer-based games lah. so ya.

*..and i get damn fuckin' pissed with people who dont reply messages. man, at least have the courtesy to reply lah. not that they dont have the right not to reply but at least have the courtesy lah. its fucking difficult to plan something when u all dont fucking reply. i mean how the hell do u want me to organise something like a movie or wad when u all dont reply lah. fucking irritating i tell you. * (dont worry 4e1 ppl, its not u guys ah..organizing for u guys is easy=D) if only some other people know. you know who you are.

oh well. anyway, since the odac ppl dint wanna go out/already out with partners/playing games, i went out with my 4e1 gang. miss them alot sia. guess they are probably the most fun gang. =P haha..went to watch shark tale siah. actually wanted to watch the 720 show but our dearest mr ng weiyang still at BOON LAY after bio olympiad=P hahahaha..so we watched the 9pm show instead. more fun to have weiyang around ah..=) hahaha..oh yeah the ppl who went were me SQ MY WY shao GX and engyousi. haha..still short of joce ben louis and a few more but it was fun nonetheless..haha..glad i still have them around siah. haha..shark tale is very cute lah. haha..but its more for kida i guess... after the show we went home. reached back at 1145. had to wait for buses 81 and 9 for so long sia..

think im gonna try to play the maplestory game. gotta try catch up wif the rest. see ya..

jiawei: thanks for the testi..=)
4e1: seoul garden mondae?
04S204 or 4e1: you all want BBQ? which day ah? haha..